26.2.09 11:58 am

i know i said ive moved.however im still attached to diz blog.i guez im the sort of person who really findz it uber hard to move on in life n still cling onto the tiniest hopez of the past.at time i juz feel like slpping myself in the face n reminding myself that moving on is actually the only way out of the past.bt at timez,the past is the one which will keep me moving on...

nvm ill juz live life like a karate kid n smash down all the walls n paint the whole town red when itz just time to party the stress away..


24.1.09 7:11 pm

MOVED


3:36 pm

was readin thru my previous post from yearz ago.n i realised that thangz has totally changed.life'z changed.my personality changed.boifrenz changed.frenz???frenz dun change..juz drift apart bt some do stay by ur side.

itz pretty hilarious to read bout ur past.seeing how much peepz grow n all...no point gettin angry at wat ive blogged previously.juz hafta laugh it off.hilarious i tel u.i feel like closin diz blog down.not to sure bout dat though...contemplatin...if i do decide to close thiz blog,den...i dunnoe...


20.1.09 11:30 pm

i swear my laptop suck ass rite now~!!!eee~!!!itz fuckin laggin n the internet keep disconnectin on me n im seriously on the verge of smashin diz fuckin laptop against the wall.see it crumble into piecez n haf a chance to get a new laptop.well i doubt ill be gettin ani laptop as im dead ass broke rite now.pfft~!!!

so i had a gd weekend & a nt so bad monday spending quality time wif the boi.he'z delighting me alwaez.hah!so aniwaez i dun remember wat we did on fri...oh yeah now i do...i tink itz in the previous entry.

so sat we had "suntannin session".which didnt go well as the sun was constantly playin hide n seek wif the clouds which annoyed the hell outta me.n i didnt get a tiny bit of tan at all.annoyin kan?pfft~!!!bt i did haf tulang~!!!all tanx to the gerl hu was sittin in front of us in the bus n she hadta remind me of tulang.now sayang u better b grateful to her as u noe im losin weight n am in a major need to gain back my weight.so dun complain hor.hee

after dat crashed his place in order for him to watch the soccer match.b4 midnite,his parents arrived.shortly after dat his sis,bro-in-law n adorable nephew arrived.was quite surprise to see the lil creature as mama said dat he wud actualli be stayin over his dad'z side so i was realli caught off-guard.wen the clock striked 12,we had a mini celebration for aidil.

URE 9 DIZ YEAR LIL ONE.HOPE WATEVA U WISHED FOR ON DAT DAY WILL COME TRUE~!!!N PLZ STAY OUT OF TROUBLE K PREFECT~!!!n ill play wif u the next time i come over k love.AUNTY HAS SYG AIDIL...TK SYG UNCLE LOOT.

helped the mischief fix up his xbox 360 bt sumtin cock up until baba was able to fix it properly.rupa2 nya aku slh letak the cable to the wrong inlet *slapz forehead*.aniwaez after the soccer was over n the celebration came to an end,headed home for a gd nite'z rest.slp till late on sunday.didnt go out on sunday coz i was way too tired from goin out n my butt hurtz like hell sittin on his bike.

so on monday,i met the boi n we watched college.itz realli bout high skewl kidz partying away their weekend wif college kidz.n god itz kinda yucky abit & THEIR PRODUCTION IS SUCH A FUCKIN TURN OFF!!!!

why?coz while editin the film,THY NVR SEEM TO REALISE DAT THE MICROPHONE COULD BE SEEN.not only in one scene BUT MORE THAN 3 OK~!!!korg potek kape tk nampak itu benda kejadah besar nak mampos???nt only was the microphone fuckin visible,it was also wobbling up n down thruout the "overlooked scene".i still remember seein fiza holdin the mike,HER HANDZ ARE FUCKIN STABLE DESPITE HER TINY FRAME~!!!BEAT THAT U DUMBASS~!!!n the boi was complainin that the guy beside him stinked..thank god i was sitting right beside the wall..ahahhah.BLUEK~!!!

after the movie went to kallang leisure park n had 2 roundz of bowling n god i super suck at it.i suck at gamez...i suck anitin wif ballz im a major loser wen there'z gamez wif balls involved.

since i got super hungry n still need to put on that weight,we headed for ecp.bumped into mun.n he mcm bapak2 org la dari blakang.wanted to let loot noe.bt since loot mulut kadang2 mcm pantat ayam he shouted "mun~!!!mun~!!!" ahahah...pantat ayam tul.tok,ate,tok n said our goodbyez to mun n headed home.

i seriously dunnoe watz wrong wif the boi lately.itz kinda creeping me out.he'z seriously lettin me haf wateva i want.like nail polish,food which i crave for but nvr finish n yeah.weird u noe...APE U BUAT SLH U BLANG I SKRG JGAK~!!!IF U TKNK LANG I,I SWEAR TO GOD ILL FIND OUT PRETTY SOON~!!!

bitchy mode aside,juz a small selection of visualz for ya'll

the date on friday

the new missus.PFFT~!!!


lobang hidung mubibir mu tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku

the "suntannin session"


the mini celebration

i juz realise that aidil'z smilez like kena paksa like dat.he n his uncle same.cant smile..but hu carez kan?


17.1.09 4:20 am

itz 4.20am n here i am bein a mad-ass typing away.n diz blog is gon be soopublic for the time bein...coz the boi is abit iterated juz coz i privatise it.BLUEK~!!!itz my blog n ill do juz wat i wanna...so aniwaez i met the boi todae...n spent the whole day wif him...IM SOO PLEASE~!!!

anijoz,got soo moody in the morn coz of erm him..n yeah wateva..he picked me up n off to vivo~!!!got my donutz~!!!YUMMY MON CHERRY~!!!I LIKEEE~!!! n headed to the bookstore they to get new moon.however i nvr bothered to ask n instead i got 3 soo unrelated bookz..we bumped into jan n elli too..

now since i was abit full from the donutz yet cravin for popeye'z mash potato,we had dinnz...n erm...as usual HE FINISHED ALL THE FOOD...poor boi..syg u tau~!!!...muackz~!!!off to ps juz to get new moon form timez...daya i love love u for "puttin aside" one book...padahal dat trolley ade mcm 20 tau buku nya...aku tau ko rindu bangat sama aku...tu psal ko tipu aku kan...aku pun tipu ko ckp aku kuar sorg...padahal ngan loot.muahahaha....

n the craziest thang dat i made the boi doo after soo long was to take neoprintz...i like...although i dun understand japanese tapi GEREK~!!!i suka i suka i suka~!!!so in all i spent $60 in 4 bookz today.n nasib si dia tk mengomel...lau dia mengomel,mati la aku...(well the mongomel part wasnt in yet till later on)

so after dat we headed off to mustafa...he needed to get toiletriez n SEXY BOXERZ...however some thang hap n no boxerz bt hello sum toiletriez...den off to "one fullerton".byk nya nk gi fillerton...padahal tk dpt tau.nk part motor kat sana tapi tk dpt...in the end pusing punya pusing,da fed up park motor at esplanade n lepak there...

ape lagi...bedal cup corn la...n i soo prefer the stall which we bought the food from...coz the other stall which is nearer to memo there,the cornz are soo much harder...CORN-NEK~!!!
so lepak punya lepak alih2 the boi ckp la "i dun find u goin out to find jobz" wah...ni part punya la H-O-T-T~!!!yela..i kuar carik keje bukan nya i lang u...even if u kuar pon u tk lang i...tk semestinya i lang u everythin i do from a-z mah...u ni pon...n i can tel u,I DO SEND OUT BLOODY ALOTOF RESUMEZ ONLINE OK~!!!malangnya tkde siapa2 yg call alek ok~!!!

lepas meleteh n mkn-ing n tokin n wateva we headed back to mustaffa ctr..diz time rounf to get his boxer briefz n a shawl(for tml~!!!)so upon arrival, i told him la "i rasa2 eh the security guard will be tinkin ni dua lagi?"bt TET~!!!security guard da tuka shift da~!!!sahaha...

oh i thot i saw fira wif her frenz there...bt nt sure...if nk tegur pun malu2 meow.if wrong person paisey oi...n worst still even if datz her n she dun remember me,ITU DOUBLE THE PAISEY HOR...aniwaez since the boi was able to find the boxer dat he wanted,i cant seem to find ani shawl big enuf to fit two big bodiez.sedih ok.tapi nasib baik aku ni otak geliga (is dat how u spell it people???) i bought kain batik instead...the corak also nt bad n itz PURPLE~!!!my fave colour lor...n i dun care...if sum ass is gon laugh at me for usin kain batik for suntanning purpose,WELL U FAT ASS,AT LEAST ITZ DIFFERENT FROM USING SHAWL.N I FIND IT UNIQUE~!!!

k wateva...im gon read new moon n try to slp...CANT WAIT FOR TML NYA SUNTAN WIF THE BOI~!!!


16.1.09 12:38 am

i will nvr lend anione money,my thangz or anitin at all...ILL BE A SELFISH PERSON N NT LEND ANIONE ANY OF MY THANGZ...im realli sick n tired of people borrowin thangz n tellin me yrz or mthz l8r that they lost them...CHEEBYE U PEOPLE~!!!n money...aku bleh tolak itu duit...tapi korg nya nk barang mcm tunggun cloudz jatuh from the sky...U GUYZ R SUCH UNGRATEFUL FUCKERZ~!!!I CURSE U PEOPLE U LOSE MY THANGZ N HAF NO FUCKIN RESPONSIBILITIEZ~!!!

on a lighter note,met the ite simei peepz last week..one word...KECOH~!!!did alot of catchin up n gossipin n erm best part...juz wen everyone arrived,everyone started camwhoring...ala...gerek kan kan kan????

semua get readi...time to story tell started off wif me,latep& das & loot goin around ct hall...afterwhich latep n i juz craved for CUP CORN....
latep:ni aku nya~!!!aku tknk share2~!!!
after eatin n tokin das n i tried on latep'z spex n had to rubby-dub our eyez..latep decided to play wif my baby rita n take pix

he even took a pic of us readin our bookz wif that boat in the background.soo lomanticafter which the girliez n guyz joined in the kecohnez juz got SUPER KECOH
lobang hidung diy tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku...aww

muka concentrate ambik pix...
the mentel-nezz startz to kick in..
ALL MY SINGLE LADIEZ~!!!

a huge tanx to MAN for bein the greatest cameraman
man jadi ladiez man~!!!
so after awhile me n min started to gossip quack quack

has:hari tu....min:serious???
it got realli funny thus my HORRIBLE FACE(thousandz of apologiez coz muka mcm siak)
muka terus ubah step fierce lepas kena tangkap basah gossip mcm mak nenek blakang fridge rumah.
selepas gossip2,decided to take candid pix of everyone
ni 2 gay partner malu2 meow nk see camera...apeda
ni 3 lak mentang2 memberz lama gossip pai duduk rapat2 u..tsk3
kecian man...our armskote guy bo late thus the constant yawn.u b8r admit u had a blast lepakin wif us~!!!if nt i kill u arh
man step malu tknk join hafiz n loot bual...padahal2...hee
lastly,a pic of sum of the ite simei kidz
next update???more pix~!!!bt ill b procrastinatin...time check itz almost 6 in th morn n ive taken a bloody long time to do this entry...such a procrastinator..k slp time bebey~!!!























8.1.09 2:15 am

yes waty ill update soon ok???ngah mls nk update.short update ok???

so i went out wif zal to bottle tree park to get myself started on photography..n erm..the place is very relaxin yet i perspired alot N kena bitten by mozziez~!!!n all zal could do was laugh...tanx ye...

n wif the limitationz of thangz to snap2 n heat n all...erm..i dun tink i wanna go there again???apart from seein dead fishez..ahahah