my blog...my say

2009-02-26T11:58:00.002+08:00

i know i said ive moved.however im still attached to diz blog.i guez im the sort of person who really findz it uber hard to move on in life n still cling onto the tiniest hopez of the past.at time i juz feel like slpping myself in the face n reminding myself that moving on is actually the only way out of the past.bt at timez,the past is the one which will keep me moving on...

nvm ill juz live life like a karate kid n smash down all the walls n paint the whole town red when itz just time to party the stress away..

2009-01-24T19:11:00.001+08:00

MOVED

2009-01-24T15:36:00.002+08:00

was readin thru my previous post from yearz ago.n i realised that thangz has totally changed.life'z changed.my personality changed.boifrenz changed.frenz???frenz dun change..juz drift apart bt some do stay by ur side.

itz pretty hilarious to read bout ur past.seeing how much peepz grow n all...no point gettin angry at wat ive blogged previously.juz hafta laugh it off.hilarious i tel u.i feel like closin diz blog down.not to sure bout dat though...contemplatin...if i do decide to close thiz blog,den...i dunnoe...

2009-01-20T23:30:00.013+08:00

i swear my laptop suck ass rite now~!!!eee~!!!itz fuckin laggin n the internet keep disconnectin on me n im seriously on the verge of smashin diz fuckin laptop against the wall.see it crumble into piecez n haf a chance to get a new laptop.well i doubt ill be gettin ani laptop as im dead ass broke rite now.pfft~!!!

so i had a gd weekend & a nt so bad monday spending quality time wif the boi.he'z delighting me alwaez.hah!so aniwaez i dun remember wat we did on fri...oh yeah now i do...i tink itz in the previous entry.

so sat we had "suntannin session".which didnt go well as the sun was constantly playin hide n seek wif the clouds which annoyed the hell outta me.n i didnt get a tiny bit of tan at all.annoyin kan?pfft~!!!bt i did haf tulang~!!!all tanx to the gerl hu was sittin in front of us in the bus n she hadta remind me of tulang.now sayang u better b grateful to her as u noe im losin weight n am in a major need to gain back my weight.so dun complain hor.hee

after dat crashed his place in order for him to watch the soccer match.b4 midnite,his parents arrived.shortly after dat his sis,bro-in-law n adorable nephew arrived.was quite surprise to see the lil creature as mama said dat he wud actualli be stayin over his dad'z side so i was realli caught off-guard.wen the clock striked 12,we had a mini celebration for aidil.

URE 9 DIZ YEAR LIL ONE.HOPE WATEVA U WISHED FOR ON DAT DAY WILL COME TRUE~!!!N PLZ STAY OUT OF TROUBLE K PREFECT~!!!n ill play wif u the next time i come over k love.AUNTY HAS SYG AIDIL...TK SYG UNCLE LOOT.

helped the mischief fix up his xbox 360 bt sumtin cock up until baba was able to fix it properly.rupa2 nya aku slh letak the cable to the wrong inlet *slapz forehead*.aniwaez after the soccer was over n the celebration came to an end,headed home for a gd nite'z rest.slp till late on sunday.didnt go out on sunday coz i was way too tired from goin out n my butt hurtz like hell sittin on his bike.

so on monday,i met the boi n we watched college.itz realli bout high skewl kidz partying away their weekend wif college kidz.n god itz kinda yucky abit & THEIR PRODUCTION IS SUCH A FUCKIN TURN OFF!!!!

why?coz while editin the film,THY NVR SEEM TO REALISE DAT THE MICROPHONE COULD BE SEEN.not only in one scene BUT MORE THAN 3 OK~!!!korg potek kape tk nampak itu benda kejadah besar nak mampos???nt only was the microphone fuckin visible,it was also wobbling up n down thruout the "overlooked scene".i still remember seein fiza holdin the mike,HER HANDZ ARE FUCKIN STABLE DESPITE HER TINY FRAME~!!!BEAT THAT U DUMBASS~!!!n the boi was complainin that the guy beside him stinked..thank god i was sitting right beside the wall..ahahhah.BLUEK~!!!

after the movie went to kallang leisure park n had 2 roundz of bowling n god i super suck at it.i suck at gamez...~~i suck anitin wif ballz~~ im a major loser wen there'z gamez wif balls involved.

since i got super hungry n still need to put on that weight,we headed for ecp.bumped into mun.n he mcm bapak2 org la dari blakang.wanted to let loot noe.bt since loot mulut kadang2 mcm pantat ayam he shouted "mun~!!!mun~!!!" ahahah...pantat ayam tul.tok,ate,tok n said our goodbyez to mun n headed home.

i seriously dunnoe watz wrong wif the boi lately.itz kinda creeping me out.he'z seriously lettin me haf wateva i want.like nail polish,food which i crave for but nvr finish n yeah.weird u noe...APE U BUAT SLH U BLANG I SKRG JGAK~!!!IF U TKNK LANG I,I SWEAR TO GOD ILL FIND OUT PRETTY SOON~!!!

bitchy mode aside,juz a small selection of visualz for ya'll

the date on friday

the new missus.PFFT~!!!

~~lobang hidung mu~~bibir mu tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku

the "suntannin session"

the mini celebration

i juz realise that aidil'z smilez like kena paksa like dat.he n his uncle same.cant smile..but hu carez kan?

2009-01-17T04:20:00.002+08:00

itz 4.20am n here i am bein a mad-ass typing away.n diz blog is gon be soopublic for the time bein...coz the boi is abit iterated juz coz i privatise it.BLUEK~!!!itz my blog n ill do juz wat i wanna...so aniwaez i met the boi todae...n spent the whole day wif him...IM SOO PLEASE~!!!

anijoz,got soo moody in the morn coz of erm him..n yeah wateva..he picked me up n off to vivo~!!!got my donutz~!!!YUMMY MON CHERRY~!!!I LIKEEE~!!! n headed to the bookstore they to get new moon.however i nvr bothered to ask n instead i got 3 soo unrelated bookz..we bumped into jan n elli too..

now since i was abit full from the donutz yet cravin for popeye'z mash potato,we had dinnz...n erm...as usual HE FINISHED ALL THE FOOD...poor boi..syg u tau~!!!...muackz~!!!off to ps juz to get new moon form timez...daya i love love u for "puttin aside" one book...padahal dat trolley ade mcm 20 tau buku nya...aku tau ko rindu bangat sama aku...tu psal ko tipu aku kan...aku pun tipu ko ckp aku kuar sorg...padahal ngan loot.muahahaha....

n the craziest thang dat i made the boi doo after soo long was to take neoprintz...i like...although i dun understand japanese tapi GEREK~!!!i suka i suka i suka~!!!so in all i spent $60 in 4 bookz today.n nasib si dia tk mengomel...lau dia mengomel,mati la aku...(well the mongomel part wasnt in yet till later on)

so after dat we headed off to mustafa...he needed to get toiletriez n SEXY BOXERZ...however some thang hap n no boxerz bt hello sum toiletriez...den off to "one fullerton".byk nya nk gi fillerton...padahal tk dpt tau.nk part motor kat sana tapi tk dpt...in the end pusing punya pusing,da fed up park motor at esplanade n lepak there...

ape lagi...bedal cup corn la...n i soo prefer the stall which we bought the food from...coz the other stall which is nearer to memo there,the cornz are soo much harder...CORN-NEK~!!!
so lepak punya lepak alih2 the boi ckp la "i dun find u goin out to find jobz" wah...ni part punya la H-O-T-T~!!!yela..i kuar carik keje bukan nya i lang u...even if u kuar pon u tk lang i...tk semestinya i lang u everythin i do from a-z mah...u ni pon...n i can tel u,I DO SEND OUT BLOODY ALOTOF RESUMEZ ONLINE OK~!!!malangnya tkde siapa2 yg call alek ok~!!!

lepas meleteh n mkn-ing n tokin n wateva we headed back to mustaffa ctr..diz time rounf to get his boxer briefz n a shawl(for tml~!!!)so upon arrival, i told him la "i rasa2 eh the security guard will be tinkin ni dua lagi?"bt TET~!!!security guard da tuka shift da~!!!sahaha...

oh i thot i saw fira wif her frenz there...bt nt sure...if nk tegur pun malu2 meow.if wrong person paisey oi...n worst still even if datz her n she dun remember me,ITU DOUBLE THE PAISEY HOR...aniwaez since the boi was able to find the boxer dat he wanted,i cant seem to find ani shawl big enuf to fit two big bodiez.sedih ok.tapi nasib baik aku ni otak geliga (is dat how u spell it people???) i bought kain batik instead...the corak also nt bad n itz PURPLE~!!!my fave colour lor...n i dun care...if sum ass is gon laugh at me for usin kain batik for suntanning purpose,WELL U FAT ASS,AT LEAST ITZ DIFFERENT FROM USING SHAWL.N I FIND IT UNIQUE~!!!

k wateva...im gon read new moon n try to slp...CANT WAIT FOR TML NYA SUNTAN WIF THE BOI~!!!

2009-01-16T00:38:00.015+08:00

i will nvr lend anione money,my thangz or anitin at all...ILL BE A SELFISH PERSON N NT LEND ANIONE ANY OF MY THANGZ...im realli sick n tired of people borrowin thangz n tellin me yrz or mthz l8r that they lost them...CHEEBYE U PEOPLE~!!!n money...aku bleh tolak itu duit...tapi korg nya nk barang mcm tunggun cloudz jatuh from the sky...U GUYZ R SUCH UNGRATEFUL FUCKERZ~!!!I CURSE U PEOPLE U LOSE MY THANGZ N HAF NO FUCKIN RESPONSIBILITIEZ~!!!

on a lighter note,met the ite simei peepz last week..one word...KECOH~!!!did alot of catchin up n gossipin n erm best part...juz wen everyone arrived,everyone started camwhoring...ala...gerek kan kan kan????

semua get readi...time to story tell started off wif me,latep& das & loot goin around ct hall...afterwhich latep n i juz craved for CUP CORN....

latep:ni aku nya~!!!aku tknk share2~!!!

after eatin n tokin das n i tried on latep'z spex n had to rubby-dub our eyez..latep decided to play wif my baby rita n take pix

he even took a pic of us readin our bookz wif that boat in the background.soo lomanticafter which the girliez n guyz joined in the kecohnez juz got SUPER KECOH
lobang hidung diy tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku...aww

muka concentrate ambik pix...

the mentel-nezz startz to kick in..

ALL MY SINGLE LADIEZ~!!!

a huge tanx to MAN for bein the greatest cameraman
man jadi ladiez man~!!!

so after awhile me n min started to gossip quack quack

has:hari tu....min:serious???

it got realli funny thus my HORRIBLE FACE(thousandz of apologiez coz muka mcm siak)
muka terus ubah step fierce lepas kena tangkap basah gossip mcm mak nenek blakang fridge rumah.
selepas gossip2,decided to take candid pix of everyone

ni 2 gay partner malu2 meow nk see camera...apeda

ni 3 lak mentang2 memberz lama gossip pai duduk rapat2 u..tsk3
kecian man...our armskote guy bo late thus the constant yawn.u b8r admit u had a blast lepakin wif us~!!!if nt i kill u arh

man step malu tknk join hafiz n loot bual...padahal2...hee

lastly,a pic of sum of the ite simei kidz
next update???more pix~!!!bt ill b procrastinatin...time check itz almost 6 in th morn n ive taken a bloody long time to do this entry...such a procrastinator..k slp time bebey~!!!

2009-01-08T02:15:00.008+08:00

yes waty ill update soon ok???ngah mls nk update.short update ok???

so i went out wif zal to bottle tree park to get myself started on photography..n erm..the place is very relaxin yet i perspired alot N kena bitten by mozziez~!!!n all zal could do was laugh...tanx ye...

n wif the limitationz of thangz to snap2 n heat n all...erm..i dun tink i wanna go there again???apart from seein dead fishez..ahahah

2009-01-03T03:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL~!!!i noe itz dayz late however ist still a new year n i do hope everyone will haf the most unexpected year.look forward to the future n FORGET THE PAST~!!!i noe i did enjoy myself.watchin the fireworkz n chit chattin wif frenz.i hope ya'll had the most happening countdown too yes??
2008 was one helll of a year.alot of confusionz,heartachez,arguementz n shitzatz.oh n not forgettin cryin on the bike.however the year did bring smiles to my face n unforgettable memories.i hope 2009 will haf more happy endingz installed for me.

was chattin wif the boi n our convo went sumtin like diz:~
My Heart's Still Dead says:
I WANNA EAT KETAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
My Heart's Still Dead says:
SYG JOM MKN SEAFOOD
± ĄmăŊçỊờ LỡỜтÞhỈễ ±® ● ǻ βểẳųŦΪƒuŁ ŧRåĢếĐỵ ● says:
ketam?
± ĄmăŊçỊờ LỡỜтÞhỈễ ±® ● ǻ βểẳųŦΪƒuŁ ŧRåĢếĐỵ ● says:
so random
My Heart's Still Dead says:
no
My Heart's Still Dead says:
nt random
My Heart's Still Dead says:
IM SUPER SERIOUS
My Heart's Still Dead says:
I KEPINGIN~!!!
± ĄmăŊçỊờ LỡỜтÞhỈễ ±® ● ǻ βểẳųŦΪƒuŁ ŧRåĢếĐỵ ● says:
mcm2 la u eh
My Heart's Still Dead says:
i semcm
My Heart's Still Dead says:
BUT IM SUPER SERIOUS BOUT THE KETAM~!!
My Heart's Still Dead says:
dun ask me to buy the crab meat
My Heart's Still Dead says:
COZ ITZ NT THE SAME AS EATIN FROM THE REAL KETAM
My Heart's Still Dead says:
STIM NYA TK SAMA LANGSUNG

was chattin wif the boi n i randomly told him dat i wanna eat ketam.while waitin for his reply,my internet connection had to be a bitch n die on me.which ive been craving for since 2wkz back???sis also has the same cravingz.tmr i shall wake up early in the morn n head down to pasar n grab loadz n loadz of ketam~!!!

on another note,met up wif the boi.diam eh.dua2 ego.tknk mengaku kalah.wateva it was i kecian the boi as he was dying of boredom at home n i soo kepinging for pizza hut.(yes i noe i kepingin alot of thangz) since he had to decide whr to go,i happily membontot.off to marina square coz the boi wanted to avoid town.n im gettin sick of marina square.CAN WE PLS GO SOMEWHR ELSE NEXT TIME FOR A DATE???downtown???jurong???botanical garden???sumwhr diff can???(cerewet lak aku ni).waitin for food was a killer.n i thot dat waitin for drinkz shud be quite fast...bt NOOO..had to wait prolly 10mins for it.fine wait wait la...bt after we had our YUMMY-LICIOS meal,i got infected by the next table'z bad tantrum.i dun mind waitin for food bt WAITING FOR UR CHANGE???ridiculous la eh~!!!kena wait 10minz jgak???isnt payment suppose to be done like on the spot.i could see the floor manager or senior walkin around attending other customerz while my change had to be delayed.n to tink dat i can actualli see that she juz left the bill at the cashier unattended???OMG~!!!siakenz~!!!wateva~!!!i dun tink i wanna go marina square to haf pizza hut no more~!!!

thot of catchin IP MAN...bt marina square kental lodeh~!!!they dun even haf it.so off to far east as i wanted to get accessoriez.spent like nobody'z biz~!!!the boi tk marah lak tu...syg u~!!after the heartache amount spent,went to cine.wanted to watch a show bt nah..the boi dun want...haiya....so off to esplanade to juz lepak.lepak n tok.diz is the very first time i enjoyed being wif the boi...unlike in 2008...everytime we go out,the day endz wif an arguement...

SYG PLZ CAN WE HAF MORE TIME TO BE HAPPY N LESSER ARGUEMENTZ.i like it diz way...first date for 2009 n im soo loving it...future datez will be like diz yes???

2008-12-30T05:07:00.002+08:00

juz got back from jb...JB KAPE...n oh my god the new custom is drivin me crazy wif all the humpity humpz n wicked ass cornerz...no wonder sis n kayum loved it....

oh yeah...b4 headin off to jb,met up wif yum under his blk to pass his sluar.afterwhich joined the rest @ al-ameen to juz slack.naz n sum other guyz were alreadi there tokin,faggin,laughin n watnotz.amin came l8r n MY GOSH HIS RIM IS LAWA NK MAMPOS AKU PON FALL IN LOVE WIF DIA NYA BIKE...sori la im nt into the riderz i juz love the bike ok~!!!

so hey-ho,lepak till 3 n off we went to jb.kayum was pretty nice to nt make my butt hurt.ko take care siol lau pantat aku sakit nak mampos~!!!we did a quick toppin up of minyak n bought ciggies b4 headin back home...spent less than an hour at jb.im soo "honoured" lor kayum juz said diz to me

kayum:ure the first pillion i haf for jb
me:realli???i must be honoured izit??
kayum:DUH~!!!

no shame nya bdk...aku sepak muka ko aru tau.ahahaha

so after the quick tirp,we smoked away for awhile n home we went.bt now im nt slpy...oh god~!!!

nt sure if im goin out wif sis nt tml...miss goin out wif her...bummer~!!!

2008-12-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

im very flattered dat u like me n all however my frenz remain as frenz.u knew dat since we were skewlmatez back in ITE.i mean u alreadi noe dat bt plz havin seen u drunk n hearin u blabber all dat on the eve of ur bdae is by far too much.u holdin onto me in ur drunkard stupor n me tryin to get away from ur grasp realli hurtz.itz totally changed my perspective of u.n sori if u alreadi noe dat martell would make u go crazy like dat,den u shudnt haf drank neat after neat after neat n draggin half of the bloody bottle.im only able to take in the other crap bt the rest of the crap bout u comparing m fidah n u tryin soo hard to get thru to me is realli turnin me off~!!!

sori bt diz is juz the way i am.n yes cant u see dat im avoiding u?ive alreadi answered ur q.PLZ DUN GO PUSHIN UR LUCK~!!!the more u do so,the more im juz gon ignore u.notin can ever evolve into sumtin more.

plz la dun every call me ina~!!!I DUN LIKE IT A SINGLE BIT~!!!

2008-12-28T18:24:00.002+08:00

congratz to qhai for the well organised slaughterhouse massacre yest.superb bebey..superb~!!!everything was a-ok despite the small hiccup of the mic.ish..overall i did enjoy myself juz dancing around,moshing n headbanging n kicking dat lil gerl hu the OMG mintak kena sepak..i tink she had a taste of my beautiful ring rite smack on her lipz."kecian" dia.

despite the fact that im alreadi down wif migrain n constant wanting to puke (guezz ive nt been eatin well lately),i did enjoy recording peepz hardcore dancing n moshin n the bandz performin n gossipin n faggin n camwhorin.hee...like finally i met the gerlz after soo long~!!!mizz u gerliez alot.

so after the whole gig,me,zul n naaz crashed ej'z crib.watched vidz on youtube,checked emailz,frenster,tagged,myspace n more vidz on youtube...ahahha...ej was alreadi aslp wen it was 1am...since i was lying on the couch, i started to fall aslp...woke up wen naaz mentioned my name.ish ko ni...bleh gitu nk tinggalkan aku...imma slap ur face if u do..ISH~!!!so wen i was totally wide awake,we continued watchin vidz on azab kubur n sum other vidz...im realli chicken now..shish~!!!i dun wanna die..im nt readi....korg sengaja kan uat aku scared...benci sey

aniwaez wen it was 3 in the morn,we all decided to call it a dae...zul had prac in the day,ej has to bi at 8pm,naaz was juz plain bored n i...well my neck was hurting from the head banging~!!!

reached home,bathed n slept till 3....woke up wif the weddin goin on...they were karaoke-ing all the lagu old skewl giler nya...i tink mcm ade retro party goin on instead of a weddin...ahahha...sumtimez i cant wait to get married.however knowing that marriage is the BIG step in life,ill pass it for now...i tink ill get married at the age of 30...

n god I NEED TO STOP DRINKIN~!!!im tired of diz bad drinkin habit of mine...drinkin every other day is killin me...waking up nt having a hangover is good...juz dat the dehydration n wanting to puke is realli irriatin...SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME~!!!

2008-12-27T14:15:00.012+08:00

letz juz do a quick entry on MOVIEZ~!!!

letz start wif NICK N NORAH'Z INFINITE PLAYLIST

itz about a boi n a gerl finally breakin free from the ex gerlfren n fren wif special benefitz(in respective order) n fallin in love wif each other.total chick flick wif a really nerdy twist to it.n the kewl part bout the movie is the fact that the whole event occured in a nite~!!!

aniwaez they did haf the beatles song "i wanna hold ur hand" quoted in the movie.n YES PEOPLE IF U DO HAF A BF/GF PLZ DO HOLD HIS/HER HAND AS THIS GESTURE ACTUALLY MAKEZ THE PERSON FEEL FUZZY INSIDE N FEEL SAFE KNOWIN UR HOLDING THEIR HANDZ~!!!juz a small "public affection" as holdin handz doesnt hurt now does it?unless ure ashame to be seen wif that sumone then better not go out wif that person animore

oh nt only dat....the whole movie had sumtin to do wif caroline'z gum...itz got the whole theathre goin EEW~!!!ill give it 5STARZ~!!!go watch it la...i mls nk spoil the fun

itz juz another sci-fi movie with keanue reevez in it.about alien invasion n the human race comin to an end.grapicz is super kewl.despite the fact that earth was gon haf a rebirth,it didnt.as quoted in the movie "people will change wen sumtin bad is gon hap".I SOO AGREE WITH THIS QUOTE OK~!!!i agree 100% plus chop.the plot is abit dry to me n the ending is erm...like left hangin...so watch it if u wanna ..ill be an ass n give it only 2 starz

put adam sandler in a movie,n wat can ever go wrong???notin.PRECISELY~!!!ok he'z nt as crazy as jim carey is however the man does his own magic in the moviez he'z in.the movie is juz filled wif laughter from the start all the way to the end.wateva stories is bein told,it comez true.well nt realli bt it is worth ur mollahz watchin it.tinkin dat his fair ladee is sum spoilt brat,he realisez dat she is sumone whom he tinkz he cant get along wif..hee...it stil has that tiny bit of romance in it...n u will love BUGSY n feel like owning a guinea pig...well i do wanna haf a guinea pig since my sis has her tortoise~!!!

aniwaez i guez wateva moveiz ive been watchin has diz tiny bit of romance in it.im juz a shucker for romance..which gerl isnt?

2008-12-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

WARNING.UR UP FOR A SUPER LONG N DRY ENTRY.IF URE NT GON BOTHER READING,PLZ CLICK ON THE X ON THE TOP RIGHT SIDE OF THE WINDOW.THANK U

friday was my official last day of work.despite the fact that there are stilshitloadz of cock up which needz to be cleared,im soo gon miss colleaguez,breakfast,lunch n tea break buddiez.from my sis,wan,fahmir,rudy,aney,azam(hu seriously lookz like nazrul) n a whole lot more~!!!on the very last day,i was the only one hu did OT.kavi was by far too tired n nt in the mood to do work.aniwaez after work,me n sis headed down to central to meet her fren kayum @ sum clinic to get prescriptions for his face.n god the pill work wonderz~!!!my initial plan was to accompany them n head home.however all three of us were hungryby the time we made fren wif the nurse n ate loveletterz dat we decided to go jln kayu to MAMAM~!!!

on the way,sis juz had to crash into kayum'z bike n poor me got injured...n there was sumtin seriously wrong with the way she rode.had to get off the bike n tompang kayum.i almost melayang ok wen he tk kasi signal.belom sempat secure myself da dia juz vroom vroom away mcm tiger airwayz nya airplane.ISH...

so dinnz was fun.met naz,sophie(si mentel nya bdk),alf,jack,danny n din.everyone was plugged into their mp3z n singing away.KARAOKE YE PEOPLE?after dinnz,headed to yishun dam n lepakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...tok cock,sing song n ate ice cream.BURP~!!!super boncet after dat~!!!oh ya..taffa was there too..since my sis wasnt feelin easy on her bike,i took taffa'z car from jln kayu to dam.n dam to home.shish~!!!for the 2nd time dat im in his car,for the 2nd time we miss MISTERI JAM 12.haiyo.bt hu carez rite coz the nite was juz jam pack wif kecohnez n new guyz to oogle at?more like MORE WRs TO OOGLE AT..ahahha

i had a fun filled day yest~!!!it was agillent technologiez K03 team building event.was held at safra yishun.there was an ice breakin game which was like the amzing race bt a short one n also a apot the difference game.had to realli open our eyez BIG BIG to find all 10 differencez.

after the ice breakin gamez,we had lunch.one word..DELICIOUS~!!! after the whole yummylicious,fat-gaining makan session,it was time for BOWLING~!!!

apart from the fact that my bowling skillz is lousier,i tink itz gettin worse~!!!despite the fact that my team didnt win,IT WAS JUZ HILARIOUSLY FUN OK~!!!from me havin to throw the ball over n over again n not gettin ani pointz from the nice strikez to the other teamz gettin our ptz to the cheerz from every team n also to the HAS HILANG AMBIK GAMBAR ORG YG OH SOOO CANDID~!!!ahahah..sori la people...i juz needed to take pix.a picture saya a thousand wordz n itz all memorable u noe.

so after the whole event,we all decided to get drinkz at the nearest kedai kopi...however,the boi alreadi reached even before i could make an order for a ice cold carlsberg..shish~!!!u ni spoil the fun la u.so headed of to the cathay wif the intention to watch YES MAN.bt hicupz hap.so yada2 didnt want to.den we still wanted to n walked to ps to check the time n all.n god im satisfied dat we did buy the tix for the 2320 show.while waitin for the show to start n all.we headed to far east.he wanted to get shoez n i wanted to get a cap.bt i totally forgot bout the cap n e totally didnt get the shoez.however i did get a manicure after soo long.n kan IM NT SATISFIED WIF THE BLOODY SERVICE OK~!!! first off,the bloody beautician CANT SPEAK SIMPLE ENGLISH COZ THEY ARE FROM CHINA~!!!2NDly, THEY HAVE SUCH FAKE SMILEZ~!!!3rd,THE GERL HU DID MY NAIL ENDED UP SPOILING THEM AS THEY WERENT PRETTY AT ALL~!!!N HER BLOODY HANDZ WERE SHAKING WHILE DOIN MY NAILZ~!!!!LIKE OMG~!!!the boi had to hear me complain n see this WTF look on my face.itz nt my fault la.bt like sya once said.DUN LET ANYTHING SPOIL UR DAY.which i tink is true.no point complaining aye?so yada2 i was startin to get hungry n we didnt noe whr to eat.so off to nydc to eat.

good food-check
good service-check
satisfaction-check.

GOOD.~!!!at least wen u noe u want good food n get a hella satisfaction,u can count on nydc.after dinnz,headed back to ps.n erm...he juz had to piss me off...letz juz forgive n nvr forget.wen to catch the movie..I GIVE IT 5 STARZ~!!!SUPER HILARIOUS.A ROMANTIC MOVIE INDEED N VERY HEART WARMING.

after the movie,we were gon head home.however the boi was soo the gatal n ambik pix of his bike.n in order to entertain myself,i was playin wif the sensorz.u noe the one that they haf to see if the lot is taken or not n if it is the green lite will turn to red n the number on the screen will decrease.i did juz dat.well dat was wat i did while i was workin at nokia.n soo the the boi also kpo nk main ini game n also kpo nk ambik pix.ahahah.luthfi org nya sgt kpo.tapi se-kpo si luthfi,susah sgt nk gossip ngan dia.

aniwaez,tanx syg for the b&j.more b&j ok in future.muackz~!!!

n todae was my cousinz weddin.like omg im suppose to be one of the kendaratz bt since my sis couldnt wake up,we became the star karat~!!!soo the opposite.nt only were we star karatz,we got freakin lost.wif no tanx to faz(my sis frenz directionz).we alighted at boon lay which was a waste of my ez-link n took a bus n alighted at the wrong bus stop.which was another waste of my ez link.btthe kewl thang wasthat i bumped into faz n her bf.miss the gerl alreadi.been like almost a mth since i last met her n the rest~!!!well gettin lost in jurong realli sux.diz is wat hap wen north siderz goes to west side.N I WILL NVR LIVE IN WEST SIDE..SO THE SCARY N COMPLICATED NYA TEMPAT.FULLSTOP

however meetin my cousinz n auntz n unclez is LOVE.cik rahman was tokin bout gettin married.he'z alreadi hinting kak fazilah(his daughter) n while me n sis were eatin,he juz made us laugh harder at his persistency on the topic.so after he left we gerlz were tokin bout life.n my goodnez.wat has happened to the kidz nowadaez?groping each other in skewl???comin out of the closet at such early age??bt i guez they're juz exploring lifE.i hope they realli are juz exploring~!!!
i cried at the weddin.tearz of joy n sadnezz.joy as kak marina is finally married n she'z very happy in life.ALHAMDULILLAH.sad coz kak fazi said she will be migrating to ITALY in january.god~!!!i hardly meet her n the next thang i noe shez gettin married.apart from that she'z migrating.dat meanz LESS OF KAK MARINA~!!!im soo gon miss her pretty face~!!!

so aniwaez i bumped into choc'z sis n OMG WE ARE SOO RELATED LA~!!!she'z the bride'z cousin on the faternal side while im the bride's cousin on the maternal side.upon knowing this unexpected newz,i called choc up...n omg CHOC WE ARE SOO COUSINZ~!!!hahaha..my cousin told me that she seez her at nenek'z place b4.like OMG~!!!the world is gettin smaller n im realli shock la~!!!n choc bile ko nk meet me up ye:???

so everyone did alot of cathcin up wif each other n i didnt go upstairz to see the rest of my cousinz as my sis was by far too lazy.bt i sure did get a hella satisfatory burping time wif my relativez.we soo need to spend more time n rapatkan siratul rahim *gigglez*

n i juz realised that i dun even haf a pic of me n the bride n groom.WTH

i shall only upload all pix once i get them from sis,cousinz,frenz n HUEVER.thank u

2008-12-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

tea makez me pee~!!!

n all the sugar n spice makez me nice~!!!yay~!!!

zouk out diz year is abit boring comparing to the year b4 n b4 dat.the djz r ok.bt frenz juz had to spoil my day n im dumb to 4get my cam.ish.dat meanz no pix....yikez~!!!went wif g n shahril in the end went home wif loot.no u cant go blamin me for dat u noe...so yada2 after the whole nite of boozing n dancing,i was by far too tired n find myself fallin aslp.it was gon rain while waiting for the cabbie n wat better opportunity than to uat taik mata in the cab!!!

bumped into my maid n she teased me crazy.wif all those vomitting soundz.ISH~!!!im nt drunk sey.so the boi slept over n he made my bed all sandy..tanx eh syg!!!i suka sey u leave sand all over my bed wif ur bermz on.lau tau i ambik my adik nya sluar suruh u pakai.hmph~!!!i had to resort to vacuumin the bed over n over again juz to be sure that itz sand free.oh wellz gon change bed sheet l8r on.n so he left at 2 n i continued slpin till 6..ahahha...

certainly NT enuff rest i tel u.i was soo bloody dehydrated from the booze n hunger pang was a murder.nureen was giggling as she saw me eat non stop...ish..u cant blame me wen i didnt eat the whole day on sat ok.wun bother bloggin at hap on sun nite as itz pure heart ache~!!!

im certainly missin the boi now.he'z away on outfield in tekong for 4 dayz~!!!k 4 dayz is pathetic is nothing.however the fact that he has no hp is a bother~!!!hu the hell is gon layan my whining sey???my gfz will be annoyed..the guyz will be like "ala has ni...ko ni manja nah la!!!" yes take dat for being too pampered n no im nt spoilt~!!!

was chattin wif aziela n i realise dat time flies soo fast wen hit the big 2-0~!!!now im 21 n soon enuf ill be 22~!!!omg...n den next thang i noe im married wif my prince charming (huever he mite be) n be a beautiful "old maid".everyone is growin up soo faST w/o realising it.bt thatz juz part of life ey..

was tokin too teenie dearest n we're soo gon haf a gerlz nite out for nye.yes GERLZ ONLY.so ani of my gf wanna join us?the more the merrier i must add on.oh well we haf to start plannin now..,

oh i juz remembered that my pvt nick in msn is "part time bf anione?"
n everyone hu'z logged into msn especially the guyz keep teasing.some offering themselvez.ish~!!! itz juz a nick u noe.if ure realli interested...well u hafta wait darling...im nt ready to start dating.aniwaez korg gatal jgak ye...tak tersangka u~!!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY~!!!
children playin outside the car can cause accident
adult playing inside the car can cause children

2008-12-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

im gettin more n more boncz.to the extend dat wen i get a seat on a bus or train,i can literally feel the fatz jigglin n i can also see them jiggle wiggle...ish~!!!all thanx to work...havin 3 breakz n all 3 breakz ill end up eatin...boo~!!!

on a lighter note,ill be meetin the boi l8r~!!!YAY~!!!I MISS HIM OH SOO MUCHIE MUCH~!!!

2008-12-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

notin new has been happening.same old thang that im workin my ass off n im still sick.coming to two weekz of being sick since i turned 21...BOO~!!!

ani-hoz, while i was out on sat,i do remember the starbux guyz lookin at me as if i did sumtin wrong.which i dont.juz coz i met erm 4 diff guyz at the same place thru out his workin hourz.DAT DOESNT MAKE ME A FLIRT.yeah so wat if i was accompanying max & his camp mate for dinnz n i was walking around ms wif sya n i was walking around AGAIN wif loot.dat doesnt mean notin.dat juz goez to show I NOE HOW TO MAKE FULL USE OF MY TIME TO MEET EVERYONE WITHIN THE DURATION OF TIME I WAS AT MS.dun go bvlaming me man if sya was late for 3HRZ~!!!im so nt gon meet him animore.i dun like waitin for him.especially wen he goez playin gamez at the arcade. (no wonder im soo dead broke diz month).i soo finally met up wif my dearest max after OH SOO LONG.he lost weight lor.n he saez im skinnier n my butt is missing...arse u boi arse u.ahahah...so yada2 max went to watch sum hip hop thang at the esplanade.while i n sya were seated at stepz n tokin cock.went to look for his pink top at city link..yada2 met the boi at paragon.

SORI SYG I LAMBAT.bt i dun feel guilty la.the train yg pack n slow.so for wat i wanna feel guilty rite?since town was SOO PACK DAT U CAN HARDLY WALK.we went to ms.this was wen that starbux guy juz stared at me in disbelief...pfft~!!!since nothing nice was showing at ms,we headed down to the cathay.same goez for there la~!!!rabak u noe.kecian the boi nya minyak senang abiz gara2 aku yg indecisive...so yeah we headed back to esp juz to park his bike.YES I DO REALISE I WAS TRAVELLING BACK N FORTH WIF THE BOI FROM CT HALL TO TOWN BACK TO CT HALL...AINT MY FAULT~!!!n so we walked all the way to one fullerton n juz sat n did sum interogation.

now im realli gon apologise for it was my fault.bt u noe y i haf to lie dun u?im soo sori syg.i hope u understand....so wen lepakin got us too tired,we headed home.

sundae?NOTING HAP....

mondae
SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI SEMUA (im soo very the terlambat i noe) i spent the day working.org raya enjoy the company of their loved onez,ni aku keje..wen there'z by far too many thangz to be done,holiday tk holidaybo pian kena keje jugak.BOO~!!!so after i knocked off from work,my sis n i headed over to my maternal grandma'z crib.i miss my nyai alot.so i manja2 wif her.ate her delicious food.n caught up wif my counsinz n auntz.gossip too if u must noe.wen it was bout maghrib,me n sis headed off to town since she wanted to get sandalz n a watch...in the end watch ke mana,sandal ke mana,dua2 tk terbeli....ahahah...so taffa joined us wen we called him since he did sms my sis RESCUE ME~!!! since we did the rescuing,we played gamez while eating auntie anne'z.sitting outside taka was cold n wet.DUH IT WAS RAINING LIKE HELL LOR DAT DAY.since all off us were bored n my sis mati2 wanted to get a watch,we headed down to mustaffa~!!!

MUSTAFFA IS DEFINITELY EVERYONE'Z PLAYGROUND.ohh it was hilarious wen we wanted to go to mustaffa.taffa n my sis thought that i was waiting 4 the DJs to play ridin dirty by chamillionair (however u spell his name as i dun give a shit at this point of time) so taffa beinmg taffa, wen searchin for the song in his cd collection.n wen he did, i sardinely asked "Y ARE WE LISTENING TO THIS SONG N NOT MAKING OUR WAY TO MUSTAFFA??" both taffa n sis were like "ko kan nk dgr lagu ni???"ahahha...ape je korg....n like i said.MUSTAFFA REALLI IS EVERYONE'Z PLAYGROUND.despite the fact that we only wanted to get the watch n toileitriez,we ended up spending close to 3hrz there..ahahah....

iduring the journey home,i got all emo..only the boi knowz y...syg...tanx k...didnt mean to be soo emo...muackz~!!!syg u...

now...itz a wed...im still in the office finishin up some last min thang...k not last min bt alot of thangz...brr...i better get back to work...my so called "nk update sikit aje pun jadi" has become "NI DA UPDATE BYK SGT"

aite2 i can hear kavi screamin liao....till the next time i update yes???

2008-11-30T15:22:00.001+08:00

IM OFFICIALLY 21~!!! *singz bdae song* i would like to thank all of the people who texted me,left me commentz on frenster,called me n pm-ed me on msn.THANK SO MUCH LOVE~!!!

3 dayz of celebration is tiring yet memorable yes...so how did it go???simple

FRIDAY
rushed home after work...got a bath n changed.rushed to meet kak t n her sis at sembawang mrt.met up wif lin,kak t'z abg in law,shah n her bf outside cathay...lil did i noe that dinnz was cancelled n they were actuali headin to...*drumkrollz* MAHLIGAI MANIS...ahaha..dun ask me y bt we were they for god'z sake.oh y...kak sitt n her husband joined us soon after....itz realli nt worth buyin drinkz inside there...so aniwaez we ~~danced~~ or shud i say gelek the nite away.in between obviously we smoked n chit chat n catched up also.camwhored here n there...wen it was time to go home,we bid our farewell n obviously smsed each other upon reachin home...i miss the isetan staffz... whr to next gerlz???

SATURDAY...
went to work in the morn n thank god i ws able to knock off at 12.30 spot on...headed home n got a gd long rest.thoth of skippin shah'z dinnz.bt since lia realli wanted me to come, i had to get my lazy ass ready.met up wif sya at khatib n boi was he early.headed to far east n got the bdae gift for shah.we thot of buyin shadez as the sun was by far too hot for us to bear.bt we overcame the odd n WE SURVIVED...k straight to dinnz...bdae boi came late as expected as it was afterall his surprise.n dinnz was held at sakura buffet.GLORIOUS FOOD I MUST SAY.shah was realli shocked to see us there.i mean knowing bdaez to be bdaez,hu wud haf thot that ur frenz n ur gf would haf made such arrangementz u noe.so it was one hell of a noisy dinnz..nt much pix taken.coz everyone was too engross eatin n exchanging storiez on how we met each other.n no shah..sya n i arent dating.ahahah..i cna still remember wan'z n tasha'z face wen we were tellin them how we met n the way they keep interuptin.ahaha..

aft dinnz we headed to one fullerton.aft the toilet break,we gerlz ran all the way to coffee bean n waited for the guyz.poor guyz thot we were lost..BT HELL NO..SURPRISE~!!!we alreadi got our lattez n chit chat bout life.hee...they kept askin wat i regret not doin b4 my 21st bdae.n i said sumtin like "ive alwaez wanted to take a ride on the gmax thang at clarke quay.bt all the peepz ive asked r juz scaredy meowz.BOO~!!!" so we chit chat bout other thangz...toilet break again...diz time round im the one hu was in for a surprise~!!!

they got me a cut lil slice of i dun remember wat cake it was n there was 3 candlez 2 small onez signifying 10 n the one long obscenic one signifying 1..ahahahIM 21~!!!!hee i could hear them singing....sya recorded wat hap in that beginning of my 21st.i looked insane wif the smudged make up n all...

after eatin the cake,me,lia,faz n sya walked down to clarke quay n decided to take the g5 n gmax..HOW KEWL IS DAT. if u were there,u wud haf heard us screamin n giggling away...not forgettin the singing of bdae songz.hee...ala mcm gerek u noe...I WOULD LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN...

sunday
i spent the day pampering myself ok...went for the fish spa which was ticklish yet enjoyable.enjoyed watchin the 2 piece band "etc" @ the esplanade.nice i tel u.god...got home n chit chat wif more peepz...watched abit of the telly n went to slp..

wateva it is THANK U PEOPLE HU WERE OR WERENT THERE TO CELEBRATE MY BDAE...I LOVE U GUYZ

2008-11-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

i noe itz hard to accept the fact that i can easily tell other people watz goin on in my life.i still find it hard to be tellin u.i need coaxin.ALOT of coaxin before im able to say wat i realli wanna say.im sori i hurt u dat bad.bt realli...if u haf asked,i wud haf tell..

im sori i was all sour faced wen i met u...i wanted to cry so bad.bt i didnt wanna cry in front of u.maybe im juz ashamed to be seen cryin.i dun even cry in front of my own dad..

i can be stubborn.in fact i can be extremely stubborn n undeniably hard to persuade at time...plz try harder...

im juz sori i shouted at u...brrr

watz wrong wif me?

2008-11-05T03:09:00.000+08:00

I PROMISE MYSELF I WILL NVR CUT MY HAIR ANIMORE~!!!

on a lighter note IM GOIN TO RIHANNA'Z CONCERT~!!!WEE~!!!SOO EXCITING~!!!SYA PLZ JOIN IN THE FUN~!!!

for those hu tink itz such an insult to be goin to rihanna'z concert,I have one word for u....

SCRAM~!!!

2008-11-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

alrite bebey.itz time for me to update this bloogie of mine.i noe ive been very lazy/caught up to update.however at the very least im doin the updatez now mah.hehe...oh ive chopped off my hair which im nt happy bout.I PROMISE NVR TO CUT MY HAIR ANIMORE~!!!oh n im joblezz.diz iz wat hap wen u go insane.

so aniwaez letz juz rant bout my weekend ok???here goez...

on sat,i went out wif the boi.went to mustafa ctr in search of nice glass banglez.bt bt bt THERE ISNT ANI THAT CAN FIT THIS BIG YET PEWNY HANDZ OF MINE...bleargh...neither did i find ani nice boxerz.however the boi was able to find himself shin padz n soccer sockz...bleargh~!!!yela...org lain yg nk carik brg,org lain yg dpt.NT FAIR!pardon the spoilt brat mood.im juz nt satisfied.

went to marina square.found ourselvez walkin to suntec city.where the boi got munchiez n we settled at fountain of wealth.ate,camwhored n sang.then off to marina sqaure'z starbux where we met up wif min,shirin(min'z sis) n hafiz.n im soo glad i met her.i miss her a whole lot can.since i was pissed off at the boi for i dunnoe wat,min was a GREAT HELP.tanx darla.wifout u,i tink i wud still be pissed at him.however im sori k syg i juz had to use min to let the anger out u noe.syg u...muackz.

after having sat there sippin on the latte n munchin on the cheesecake,a mini riot broke out.off all placez for diz dumb ass yp to create trouble.TSK.at that point of time,shirin finally started tokin.muahahha...we made jokez non stop.had too much fun tokin n jokin dat it was pass 11+.did some last min photo taking n we parted.

so aniwaez the boi n i went over to abg'z crib to watch soccer.one word,BORING.alot of drama mama la the match.while watchin it,me n kak waty were tokin bout life in general.n god itz good to be tokin bout life.i still need to be reminded dat life is real n not some cliche.so after watchin soccer,we toked more sense n vented out our feelingz.wen i grow up i wudnt wanna spoil my children.n my husband to be better not spoil them either~!!!so blah3 the boi sent me home..end of the day people

sunday???WUN TEL...

letz juz let the pix do the tokin ok?

me n minnie...wen we meet,loot will be in total defeat~!!!

wen laki bini bergadoh,ini la expressi nya

the pix of us

zul n fir tryin to make the most sexy pouty lipz...however they juz cant beat loot'z sexy lipz~!!!

see.i told u his lipz r juz SUPER SEXY~!!!k nuff promotion.the best promotion to be done is....

US GERLZ KISSIN...no we didnt do ani fake kiss..itz for real.n plz lor itz juz a kiss.so???

well datz all folkz...im too tired to upload more pix...til next time yes..muackz~!!!

2008-10-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

im startin to throw bitch fit everywhere...gettin crankier by the minute.i assume my mensez is otw.oh n i juz wish sumone wud juz like cheer me up at diz current moment n manja me as much as possible n ~~let me throw a bitch fit~~ n juz accompany me shoppin.bt datz juz wishful thinkin on my part.haiz..so UVE BEEN WARNED~!!!

ani-o-waez im bloody pissed off as my off has been cancelled once again.WTF...instead of it bein diz comin wed like every other weekz,it will b postponed to next fri...i can hear u all sayin "at least they replace ur off"...WELL IF U ARE SAYIN DAT U HAF NOO IDEA HOW BAD ITZ BEEN FOR ME TO HAVE MY OFF DAEZ CHANGED DRAMASTICALLY W/O MY KNOWLEDGE.i alreadi booked me pracz like at least 2 a dae by since they cancelled my off,I HAFTA CANCEL MY PRACZ THUS WASTIN ALOT OF TIME N WAITIN FOR THE NEXT OFF DAY WHICH IS DONKEY YEARZ AHEAD...

u haf noo idea wat i was gon do on my off daez...SHISH...bt since itz been replaced to diz fri n it clashez wif teenie'z off,I SOO HOPE TO GO OUT WIF HER~!!!MISS HER SOO MUCHIE MUCH~!!!bt if thangz get nasty n our date doesnt work out,den ill juz hafta go vivocity alone in search of my dream jeanz at forever 21.HAIZ...date plz date..

im majokin wif the boi.i dunnoe y bt i juz wish he can wake up n smell the coffee n learn to pujuk me or at least surprise me wif sumtin real nice.god. I MISS SURPRISEZ...HINT HINT~!!!

another thangz thatz been botherin me apart from the crankinezz n mood swing,is my slp..ive nt gotten enuf slp..n the reason bein...

*DRUMROLLZ*

MY ONE N ONLY BELOVED PATRICK HAS GONE MISSIN~!!!MISSIN I TEL U~!!!HE'Z NOWHR TO BE FOUND OK~!!!here'z the low down.he'z been missin since mondae.hmy maid said he WAS around wen she cleared up my room.however wen i got back,HE JUZ *POOF* WENT MISSIN LIKE COCO CRUNCH~!!!n god it sux to the core wif his disappearance.with him missin,im becomin an insomniac.slpin only at 5am.n wakin up at 8am on a daily.GOD I WANT MY PATRICK BACK~!!!I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER~!!!
MY BELOVED PATRICK PLZ COME HOME TO ME~!!!I NEED U~!!!I LOVE U PATRICK~!!!PLZ COME HOME QUICK~!!!*criez*

da la...if patrick aint gon magically reappear,IM GON FIND A BLOODY REPLACEMENT...bt i still want my patrick back no matter wat~!!!

retail therapy plz save me

2008-10-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

been doin alot of retail therapy lately...needed it soo much to cheer myself up watnot wif work,strezz n hormonez goin up n down n speakin b4 i realli can make the decision...n now i can see the big burnt pocket of mine..alamak..so wat did i get????

ANNA SUI COMPACT POWDER OF COURSE~!!!nyeh nyeh nyeh.i can finally strike it out from my bdae list~!!!(i actualli asked the boi to get it for me for my bdae plus a few other thangz.not forgettin from the rest of the people close to me)...a bdae list is just a bdae list...mite get them mite not...aint hoping much actualli...

n i hope im doin the rite thang in life...like realli i tink i am but i noe im not...haiyo....i dun realli like life at timez especially wen ure juz soo caught up wif ALOT of stuffz...i wanna end all this complicationz....well i hope i did wif dat dumb fuck decision...even if i didnt n regret it,i did try rite???i juz hope i did make the rite decision to end all complicationz...

n finally im on off...WEE HOOO~!!!hapi kape...so my off daez wud be 12,15,22,29OCTOBER n 1.2.5.12 NOVEMBER...so anione wanna go out wif me do let me noe ok???coz apparently ive classez to attend to...brr...

oh n sis got herself a WR bebey...nice i likeeeeeeeeeee...i guezz it juz runz in the blood dat we love love scrambz...fuyoooooo...bt of course i still love the r1 too...i sound like sum minah hu carez only bout bikez *pukez* oh n she almost got into an accident...bt alhamdulillah she didnt...gon ask her to bluetooth to me a pic of her bike n ill help her "show off" in my blog *gigglez*

n i dun wanna slp inmy room coz it smellz of him although patrick slpz on the other end of the bed my whole room still smellz of him...anione want the ucob perfume???

2008-10-07T02:06:00.001+08:00

juz got back from sending qhai off.he'z gon be away for 6wkz.outfield in taiwan...so met him up after work.had popeye which is wayyyy long overdue since puasa.(mind u im juz soo bz workin)....chit chat till he had to check in...sad ok...one fren gon n I HATE AIRPORT...dun ask me y i juz hate that bloody place....

aniwaez ive been havin puking parade...guez im sick...sick of work n some people at work...NEW JOB PLZ NEW JOB...shish

oh khairi bin kamisan...of all pix for u to haf found in ur hp after donkey doo daa yearz,u had to mms me...my god dat was soo long ago...ingat ok playin wif the bloody scotch tape although supply was realli low.(kental hor scotch tape leh senang abiz coz of our mischieve) hee...kita dasar tkde keje sey main ngan scotchtape,stapler n wateva thangz we can get our itchy handz on...OH NT FORGETTIN FOOD...spend at the very least $5 on munchiez...yeah yeah gummiez are my favve...i miss u man...meet up ok...ask baz along ok???

ME THE PRINCEZZ OF MISCHIEVE N DECEPTION AT WORK

excuse me but ive gto go puke again!!!sick!!!!!!

2008-10-02T21:31:00.001+08:00

hai all~!!!slamat hari raya to all of u~!!!maaf zahir n batin ye...duit raya mana???*no shame*

went raya-ing with my fam.all were wearin green.n yes im the only odd one out as i was wearin dark green...shish..so much for buyin a blue kebaya diz year.bt i had fun meetin my cousinz,auntz,unclez,niece,nephewz,nyai n nenek..hee

PICTORIAL TIME PEOPLE~!!!

we look soo very the diff diz year~!!!

2008-09-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

i noe ive been gettin all cranky n emo-ish.plus the boi has been the victim (sori syg).bt ive only one thang to blame it on...MENSEZ~!!!yes mensez is the root of all evil..muahaha.im such a bad person for layin blame wen itz actuali my fault..bt not this time.nah-uh...ITZ MENSEZ FAULT...so there...n im sneezin awaya coz sis hanged her clothez in my room~!!!pix at the bottom for ya'll to see aite

ani-o-waez,lifez been hactic wif work,work n more work.im ok with workn everyday BT MY SUPERVISOR IS KILLIN ME LIKE CRFAZY LOR~!!!she'z drivin me insane n findin fault wif me practically everyday.she'z fuckin racist i tel u.eversince the first day, she'z been drivin me crazy.drivin my patience up the wall.itz damn obvious that she wantz me out the company.even if im fired i dun care.COZ UR BLOODY COMPANY IS BLOODY IGNORANT BOUT UR WORKERZ WELFARE.apart from that,by u havin such a racist supervisor,u tink work is an enjoyable place?hell no!!!the politic at work getz tougher!brr....

fun note...went karaoke-ing wif sis n her bf.yet again i went karaoke-ing if no partner.PFFT.oh ya..the boi was in camp.sucker la u in camp of all timez.I DUN CARE U OWE ME A KARAOKE SESSION...we had a 4hour long session which was full of jiwangz n lagu rockz at the beginning..at the last hour,we were singing to spice girlz,atomic kitten n sum nonsensical songz(spice girlz nya lagu nt nonsense ok~!!!) after which we lepakzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz till 2am i tink.n no i didnt wanna lepak coz ive to work full shift the next day.n yes itz sis's suggestion.n we headed home takin the cabbie.my god ive spent like $200 on cab fare this mth~!!!no wonder i pokai dat fast.

n yest...yest i met the boi...he made me wear a dress...n the only thang dat came out from his mouth was "U LOOK PREGNANT" thanx eh...org da kai dress at the very least u can do is say oh wow nice or sumtin bt nooooooooooooooooooooo u had to make me feel soo self concious as u said i look pregnant...next time i nanak wear dress~!!!HMPH~!!!so i met the boi at his place n headed to ikea.itz damn pack lor n i got very iterated.due to the heat outside n the crowd in ikea.slalu nya ikea sejok nak mampos bt it was warm...k got the box for my sis prezzie n shoe rack for my shoez.IVE TOO MANY SHOEZ LIAO.didnt manage to get a small stuff animal for my sis coz all they had were RATZ~!!!eww...off to forum'z toy'r'us n got my handz on bert from sesame street...couldnt find her fave character which is OSCAR THE GROUCH (that totally explainz y she'z mean n grouchy) den off to find a place to eat.all the placez we went to were pack ok.SUX. so aniwaez i was about to throw a bitch fit so i had to sit down...i was gettin all cranky n sticky wicky all over..n along came marni,her bf n sum guy whome only they noe...so the guyz were bitchin about while me n marni were doin sum cathcin up...hee..gerl ure all grown up..wah lao...hee...so we did sum bitchn bout the boi too...n no gerlfren we're nt back together ok...KHAIRI IF URE READIN DIZ U BETTER SHUT UP OR ELSE IM NT GON MEET U UP N HAF A SMALL BELATED BDAE BASH FOR U~!!!

since all of us were headed to cineleisure,we gerlz did more catchin up n i noe ive said diz a thousand timez,however the boi still soundz soo girlish wen he bitchez bout sumone.so we parted.n im very sad...very very sad...pastamania was havin reserved all over their tablez...BOO.in the end we headed towardz the korea "restaurant" at the basement.had charboiled sandwich while the boi had hot hot drumz.i couldnt help myself but to laugh at the boi as he was perspiring all over.n the lookz of the hot hot drumz reminded me of ayam masak merah.ahaahah..after which we wen to watch soccer..N IT WAS BORIN.i fell aslp...BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.bt no matter how boring it was man u won..2-0....n my god they did deserve the bloody penalty ok u shit ass..brr

oh went to geylang at bout 12++...it was pack n hottt.I HATE HEAT...wateva it was,we walked about n i got the craving for popeye'z mash potato.so we headed to the bike.bt den the boi remembered that his iu unit was spoilt..sad ok..HAMPA I...syg we go popeyez k next time i meet u...plzzz...i wanna eat the mash potato..haiz...so got back home...

HAPI 24TH BDAE SIS...I LOVE U~!!!

she was in the kitchen wen i got home...so i locked myself up in my room n packed her prezzie....left the box on her bed...she didnt expect a present.ahahah..CLASSIC...u shud haf seen her face.i noe i cant get u the gucci wallet but the guess wallet will do juz fine for now..i hope u liked bert,the bangle n the wallet..hapi 24th~!!!

THE KARAOKE NITE

the hot hot day with the boi

this pic of the boi makez me wanna giggle

2008-09-21T10:53:00.001+08:00

ive alot to blog.alot.alot of anger n frustration,stress n sadnezz.i hate pms.correction.I SUPER HATE PMS.org yg tk berslh nanti dimarah for no apparent reason.im truly sori.i wanna blog.bt i cant...time doesnt allow me to as im goin to work soon...brr..*holdz back tearz* letz juz do sum pictorialz yes?

happy 1ST BDAE MUHAMMAD NUR IHSAN...ure such a lil spoilt mentel baby bro~!!!

THE DATE WIF TINI

THE BUKA-ING AT MANHATTAN N LEPAKIN

IMPROMPTU MEET UP.tanx qhai...realli didnt expect to be breakin down lyk dat

2008-09-13T03:14:00.000+08:00

I WANNA EAT POPEYE,FISH N CO N AYAM PERCIK PLZ

yes i noe i juz ate popeye wif the boi last tuez.however i didnt realli eat coz i dunnoe.mood swinging i guezz.yikez~!!!i only managed to eat the mash potato.yes yes the mash potato is heaven~!!!ALL HAIL MASH POTATO FROM POPEYE.sori la syg u had to fin everytin.next time i kuar ngan u i make sure i mkn abiz my portion of the meal ok?n kan i tink im at fault for the weight uve been gainin....ate n tok to the boi n watched popeye'z cartoon also.ala miss those childhood daez.the cartoonz especially.best kan cartoon dulu2.i likeee...so took a few pathetic pix.very pathetic.i wonder wat hap to the fun of taking loadz n loadz of pix wif either the digi cam or the hp *ponderz*

ani-o-waez, i juz had my off on wed n im still yearning for a long break.on that very day i had my prac.n at the end of the prac i saw the boi riding home.he was seleting between 2 carz.while i was juz at the opposite of him.can see him GO GO POWER RANGER.kecian syg tk dpt enrol for his class 2a.tu la.lain kali dtg siang2 n listen to me.da lang ramai org.nanak percaya kan.BLUEK.so prac was a-ok.n my next prac is next mth~!!!mcm soyal ok.tkleh maki so kena censored sikit.sikit aje.nt byk2.after the prac,headed to cwp to get my baby bro sum cute clothez.n i couldnt find ani.went to kiddie palace bt tk lawa je.n den went to tom n stepanie n found very2 cute clothez over there.i tell u itz cheaper to go there...bt obviously the onez my sis bought at china n batam way cheaper la...DUH~!!!n i let the baby try it on.mentel i tel u.tersenggeh2,ketawa,action malu..alamak.i sumtimez wonder whr he got all that from.bt i dun tink i need to tink dat far.as the answerz is actualli in this very house of mine.blame his elder siblingz to be damn vain potty n mentel...brr...i can see how he growz up now...

work??>workz been a bitch.i tink the management is tryin to kiil us as the air con is set at roughly 15 degress celcius i tell u.even wif a cardigan on,i still freeze to death.i end up goin to the toilet every 15minz to warm myself up usin the hand dryer.i tel u itz pure torment~!!!even the promoterz find wat i sae true.brr.,...i tink i need a better job...

n for ramadhan,itz been a blast.ok itz a test of patience n wat not.n no i dun pray.yes i noe we shud be makin full use of the mth to gain more pahala n all...bt i dunnoe.dun ask ok???n im realli iterated by geylang actuali.i dun mind the crowd BUT i do mind the videoz they have for show.the one wif the jenazah bein tortured di kubur.dun u tink u shud be showin it every day instead of juz A MTH THROUGHOUT 12 MTHZ???off all bulan korg cuma tunjukan durin bulan ramadhan???ITZ CRAP LA...haiyo.i noe im contradictin myself here bt seriously dun u juz agree wif me on this?korg tunjuk kan only for diz mth?wateva la eh..boo~!!!

brr...n i tink im juz gettin crankier by the day.seriously..so sumone cheer me up plz

2008-09-09T11:59:00.003+08:00

EDITED WIF THE PROMISED PIX...

ive been cranky off late.blame the rain.BLAME THE RAIN~!!!WHERE'Z MY SUNFLOWER PEOPLE???IM STILL WAITING.

aniwaez been goin to geylang twice.n itz boring~!!!apart from the glorious food of course.wat u see at geylang is the same as the year before n the year before that.so erm..yeah.u noe wat i mean.aniwaez.first time i went was wif lin n her frenz.

there was diz lil incident in which one of the stall vendorz came chasing after us to offer a damn gd price for two clockz.the shock dat us gerlz got.we nvr did imagine that he wud realli consider sellin to us the clock for $60.n we were alreadi at another stall as rynn wanted to get a bag.hee.

kecoh ok.at the end of the nite i got abit of the mental disorder n renamed chocolate of thousand leaves cake from coffee bean to thousand island cake.if there ever was such a cake as that,i think everyone would have non-stop diarrhoea.pix shall be uploaded for pure entertainment yes..

the so called THOUSAND ISLAND CAKE...wen itz actualli CHOCOLATE OF THOUSAND LEAVEZ.

oh 2nd round was with bdk2 iSETAN.i nya kecik sebab mmg org keje sana mcm setan jgak.it was kecohrable.again it was all gerlz.GUYZ NOT INCLUDED~!!!all went crazy for deng2 n the ayam percik.im droolin alreadi.n itz only 1145~!!!brr.no pix diz time round though.shish...

n can someone make the rain stop juz for a day???brr...n syg if ure readin diz kan...I NK SUNFLOWER,MKN AT POPEYE,PIZZA HUT N FISH N CO~!!!so there

2008-08-30T10:38:00.000+08:00

itz juz a mask.dun b deceived...a smile hidez the broken heart n cryin soul...
hurtful truthz shud alwaez be kept a secret.itz best to keep quiet

tanx mr gf.n im nt serious bout givin patrick to u~!!!im gon slp wif him 4eva n eva...only patrick noez my sorrowz...

2008-08-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

SUNFLOWER cheer me up plz

2008-08-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

im lazing in bed rite now.bagz all packed for work.yes im workin.3wkz liao.hehehe

im gigglin from smellin patrick.he'z still smellin if wat the boi used to smell like.*gigglez*

im very glad for khairi...thangz btween him n baz r on the rite track.amin.bagos jgak jadi counsellor...

i deserve a SUNFLOWER~!!!

2008-08-25T10:04:00.000+08:00

we only said goodbye in word

i died a hundred time

u go back to her n i go back to

i go back to...

ive been listenin to the song for the past few dayz...itz on repeat on my laptop n my mp3.i tink the rainz damaging my day.itz been realli gloomy lately.

SOMEONE SURPRISE ME WITH A STOCK OF SUNFLOWER PLZ~!!!

i know itz weird to be askin for a sunflower.however itz different from the normal rosez.blah~!!!i want a sunflower coz of itz bright n ever soo lovely yellow.it juz cheerz me up seein a sunflower.n apart from that,nt only izit different but people wud be smiling too lookin at the sunflower coz itz realli cheery.nt only dat.sunflower symbolisez the sun.datz y itz called a sunflower.muahahha.ok so wat if other gerlz yearn to get rosez.ive had my share of rosez b4.bt i juz want a nice2 sunflower to cheer me up real good.blame the rain.

n for the pass 2 dayz.horrible thangz has been happenin.on sat nite.me n lin were sittin n smokin away till a fite broke out outside chanel @ takashimaya.dun ask me y i spelled out the whole name.hee.ive no idea y it broke out.however the fite was less than 5minz.lin was scared coz she dislikez the sight of blood n also itz quite scary at timez.n the saddest part,the people involved are malayz.alamak.sungguh the memalukan masyarakat.tsk3.bila org melayu nk maju kalau sikit2 gadoh?n im nt soo proud of my race coz all the bad thangz normalli involvez us malayz.people plz la stop all diz crap.wake up can.

back to the fight.there were like 10guyz.all in their early teenz.shish.first it was all quiet.den poof~!!!fighty2.people got injured.n as per norm ade je botol wine/beer bein used to smash someone'z head.wen the beaterz left,leavin the beaten,there were like 2 injured.n guardin the injured,there were 5 hu werent injured.ni 5 org tk tau nk stop the fite ke???rabak2.oh so the worst to get beaten was diz ab-licious teen wif blood all over his head n body.sori bt i haf to sound damn cannibalish coz the blood was a damn pretty sight.haha.n another guy had blood at his neck.nt dat rabak as the first guy aye.

lin n i walked to somerset passin the site where the fight occured.n u can see the broken wine bottle,blood n even a big lump of scalp n hair.one word...DISGUSTIN~!!!lin got realli grossed out.n the blood kan mcm mensez.ahahha..dot sini n sana.has has has...da tk btul.nampak darah je hapi...

oh n kan yest otw home in a cab kan.there was diz warning on emas.ACCIDET VEHICLE ON FAR LEFT LANE.sumtin like dat.so i didnt tink much.thot itz the normal smashin of each otherz car.bt no...ITZ FAR FAR WORST LOR~!!!the car is like (see sungguh the tk lawa nya drawin) n both me n the taxi driver were like goin on n on dat the driver was obviously drunk.rabak u noe.ive never see sumtin like diz.apart from the stupid guy hu drove his car to the mrt track along the expressway yg nak masok sle which happened yearz back.stupid2

menyusahkan tp u mlm2 buta.shish.horrible2.

n i love coming home.i love the scent of my room.the scent that the boi used to use 3yrz ago.smellin it in my room makez me gigglez n make me slp...mcm best gitu.alek umah penat2 n smellin the ever soo giggly makin,snifflin adiction n oh soo irrisistable scent.bau uat org steam nk tido u.lagi since itz on patrick.ape lagi pelok itu starfish n tido~!!!

k off to slp again now...wee...UCOB ROX

2008-08-17T18:58:00.001+08:00

my weekend was well spent.*smilez from ear to ear* been goin out wif the boi for 2daez straight.hee

so on friday i met him outside warehouse.bt it was realli outside warehouse coz he was at bebe.dgr2 skrg bebe jadi warehouse pe syg?ish.jumpa dia je gave him diz bloody iterated look.sori syg.i hope u understand.so aniwaez initial plan was to haf dinner at puncak.bt since it was fuckin pack,we decided to go ramen.bt den bein the stubborn me,we headed back to puncak which was still damn pack.NABEY CANT A GERL HAF ACCESS TO SOMETHING SHE REALLI CRAVE FOR???nt fair ok.so at the end of the nite,we walked aimlessly here there to find a place to eat.

let'z side track abit.i juz feel like showing off.hee.I TINK IM IN LOVE(singz) here it is..MY CHIOBU NEW WALLET. n yes u asswipe itz fuckin original~!!!the boi mcm tk hapi sey i buy.coz im splurgin money excessively.k i promise k syg i tk shop lagi.

ps:do ignore the bloody feather dusty n pilez of clothes.i was actualli cleanin my room at that point of time.hee

so in the end we walked all the way to his bike n juz spent a couple of minutez thinkin of wat to eat.from popeye'z to fish n co to east coast.settled for east coast.

u noe u noe we had to park his bike bside diz apek hu'z skewin babi.geli u i tgk.totally ignored that n went to look 4 a place to seat.nasib tk full lau tk i mengamok~!!!got ourselvez satay n mutton chop.he fin his n i...erm..i tink i got full from the 3 canz of redbull datz y i didnt fin my food.

so on sat,i went to the career fair at suntec alone.didnt wanna bother the boi as i know he would get uber bored.so there i was walkin aimlessly.loadz of jobz bein offered i tel u people.i even checked the police booth.mcm kewl gitu.i wanna be a career woman.or better still A WOMAN IN UNIFORM.HEAR ME ROAR~!!!im realli attracted to uniformz.especially guyz in uniform.they look soo powerful,smart n macho nk mampos.itz a weaknezz.ok maybe it mite be a con coz i wun be spending loadz of time wif frenz n family.however,the salary is nt bad n the job is SUPER STABLE.i need a stable job which i noe i can stick to.haiz.bt i noe the boi doesnt allow me.bt hu carez kan?coz itz my career.

so aniwez met him up outside satrbux n walked back to topshop to watch the suntec dance which
was like geylang bein fuckin pack.n yet again i gave the boi th emost horriblest face on earth.I HATE CROWDED PLACEZ~!!!I HATE PERSPIRING~!!!I HATE BEING HUNGRY~!!!oh now i noe the similarity wen i meet the boi.i was damn hungry la.no wonder i gave him a bloody stinkin face.hee.since we came late we were only able to watch the last group.n mepek lor.so yada2 went to sg flyer coz im still bloody cravin for popeye'z bt nooo~!!!rezeki tk mengizinkan.so we walked all the way to ms bt nooo every food outlet there is pack too.except for secret recipe bt im juz too stubborn lor.den in the end we walked all the way to city link n dined in at thai express.n i will stand by my belief of that place.THAI EXPRESS HAS THE LOUSIEST SERVICE ON EARTH~!!!bt nasib makanan sedap.lau tk da mati korg.we both had lime rose drink.which the boi sebok2 nk jgak.bluek.i had seafood hor fun n he had sumtin chicken rice n we had chix drumlet in sweet n sour sauce?n the best part the both of us agree that sakura is wae wae better than thai express.so there.i dun wnana dine in there animore.so we chitty chat.n i pty the boi coz his ns food sux.kecian syg.hari2 mkn benda mepek.one day i shall cook for u ok syg?i will.i say i will meanz i will.so u juz wait ok?even if the cookin sux u better eat coz i tried~!!!u've been warned~!!!

after the ok2 dinner we watched meet dave.before enterin the theatre we saw diz poster wif the word sassy on it.n the both of us said "SASSY BEBEY URE MY SEXY THANG".i miss sayin that.hee.n hor for the very first time i eahrd the boi laugh.tk pernah2 ok.mcm wow~!!!cna hear loot ketawa.slalu senyap je.tapi niari lain.aiseybedah.kan best dgr u ketawa.slalu muka serious.i likeee.meet dave is super hilarious~!!!very touchin n it teachez alot too.n here i stand,im proud to say 'I AM DAVE MING CHENG".go watch it ok???

i seriously wanna be in a uniform group.i wanna be in the navy can?realli.im serious~!!!it hit me real hard juz now wen i was watchin ndp.the uniformed personel were fuckin macho.alamak.cair u i tgk.i dun care ok.if i dun get a decent job soon,i will sign myself up for a bloody uniform career.so there

n kan i wanna say I CANT WAIT FOR 31ST AUGUST~!!!FENOMENA WILL BE ON SURIA AT 10PM.DO WATCH IT~!!!it mite be damn old skewl however amy search is fuckin hot~!!!WALAUPUN AMY SEARCH SUDAH BERUMUR,DIA TETAP PUJAAN HATI KU.KACAK,SUARA MERDU,DAN SEORANG LELAKI YG AMAT DIHORMATI.chey chey chey~!!!jgn step faham...

2008-08-10T20:33:00.005+08:00

i wanna blog bout the cheebye-est thang on earth

1st inconsiderate motorist(i mean buss driverz n car driverz).they are fuckin inconsiderate for parking their vehiclez be it buz,trailerz or carz on a 2-lane street.itz a fuckin obstruction lor.first off u obstruct traffic.itz especially bad wen u live in my area.itz an accident prone area goddammit~!!!n due to to ur inconsideratenezz,u make other motorist forget bout their bloody signalz.nabey...oh n if i noe i would haf taken ur bloody plate no n complain to the bloody tp~!!!biar dpt demerit pointz~!!!oh n nt forgettin saman...bt im nice coz didnt do such thang coz im also guilty for jaywalkin.however the inconsiderate motorist still can sit in his driver'z seat n read newspaper..i noe la u wanna save minyak n money from drivin all over.bt u realli damn inconsiderate...double yellow line n zig-zag white line...U TINK FUNNY IZIT???

2nd cheebye-est thang on earth is the fact that wen u need sumthin realli urgent lets say the very next day,u spend hourz of ur time travellin to n fro places to find letz say a pair of stinky black shoez...so i spent hourz travellin from admiralty to town,back to causeway point n BACK TO ADMIRALTY.n u noe wat...i found the most comfortablest shoe in admiralty..so much for goin to town...wth...datz like realli a waste of my time lor...on a brighter note goin shoppin alone cheerz me up coz i can buy wateva u want wifout anione'z opinion.so even if i were to like it n my frenz dun,IM STILL ABLE TO GET IT~!!!muahaha...

bt realli these 2 cheebye-est thang made me pissed todae...

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on nATIOnal day,i met the boi at his crib.had no choice bt to take the cab there coz itz rainin dolphinz n iguanaz.wat hap to summer?reali short-lived?i thot the monsoon season was over.bt im seriously proven wrong.hmph~!!!so aniwaez i dun like cab driverz dat much.they are also inconsiderate to potential passengerz.eg me!it was alreadi raining like crazy yet im purposely steppin onto the road juz to get ur attention.JUZ COZ THE RAIN WAS DAMN BAD,bt no.NON OF U EVEN BOTHERED TO STOP!BT thanx to this uncle he did DESpite his destination ending at yishun.HE DID GEM FOR ME!!!i appreciate that.woth the $13.90 riding in his cab n tokin to him!so aniwayz went up to the boiz crib.he was wachin tv..n since the weather was still threatening,we stayed in till 7-ish...watched tv,surfed the net n juz chitty chat.n the best part was HE SENT ME HOME AFTER THE EFFORT PUT IN TRYIN TO REACH HIS PLACE ON TIME!now dun get me wrong but he sent me home for a good reason.reason being...i looked like a child wif wat i was wearin.i tink i shud put a link to the pic in frenster which peepz said i looked like a kid.n thank god the boi sent me home.coz the pebblez n raindropz were very painful.(makez note to self to alwayz wear jeanz wen meetin the boi)

oh n the proudest moment for me was that wen we arived at my place i did change bloody chop chop~!!!he only managed to smoke half a stick while waitin for me change.all thanx to me runnin along the corridor,up & down the staircase n along the corridor back to to lift.wen i was infront of him he said "kan bagus lau u slalu siap cpt2 wen u meet me.tgk rokok only isap stengah" *blushez* bt kan sayang...U CAN WAIT LONG2 N HOPE FOR A MIRACLE LIKE DAT TO HAPPEN AGAIN~!!!however i promise to try my very best to siap cpt ok syg?kecian u wait long2 kat bwh.hee..muackz..syg u...

so we headed to town since the boi wanted to get shoez n mp3.n the one thang that got me thinkin thruout was wen he asked "u nk gi zouk mlm ni?"...first thang dat popped was the fact that he was gon buy shoe n mp3.itz gon be damn leceh lor lau nk gi club.helmet smua ade.ish...n secondly is the fact that i will be damn tempted to drink.n wen i get all thirsty u wudnt be liking it..n fyi IM STILL PISSED AT U OK FOR DRINKIN~!!!APEACE ME BEBEY~!!!however i managed to tok sense wif him n we didnt go.hehehe..ht got himself a nice pair of nike air max from limited edt.itz nice to us.bt if itz nt nice to u den bugger off.n the shoelaces can be changed to red.niceit mite look patriotic bt ITZ BLOODY NICE especially wif the interior lookin fabuliciuos...

HIS NEW NIKE AIR MAX YG CHIO NAK MAMPOS

so off to marina sq wif the intention of catchin a movie n gettin a new mp4.bt we hadta cancel out the movie watchin as the mob was too scary.i looked damn lost n i know i iterated him like hell whining bout the crowd n askin why the hell therez soo many people.so yada bumped into najib n his gf n headed to ps.n as i was cravin for fish n co like crazy,i was startin to sulk at the thot that fish n co mite be close at 9+++bt no it wasnt bt we ddint eat there coz lazy sia nk walk.FAR U NOE.blah3 bought tix for love guru n ate at swensenz...after dat went to smokey smokey n keep track of his finance...he left me bored n sad!!!i had to camwhore by myself.nvm.u shud see his khusyuk-nezz

mulut tutop eh...gajah masok aru tau~!!!hee...headed for gv as the movie was gon start real soon.the show is hilarious.wif a gd lesson to it.LOVE URSELF BEFORE LOVIN OTHERZ~!!!datz a gd lesson for all.oh n i find the boi weird.as funny as the movie mite be,i nvr hear the boi laugh or wateva.nt only for diz movie.bt otherz too..shh~!!!

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i went to meet up wif tini after her work ended...AT LONGEST LAST SHE DA TK MAJOK.i likeee.hee.so we had dinner at food loft at ms.got damn full after eatin erm...i dun remember wat i ate..lol...bt after havin dinner,we had cake at mc cafe.u cannot imagine wat we did before settlin for mc.we went to every cafe in ms.oh n secret recipe too.mcm org giler ok.juz coz she wanted to eat cheesecake.bt in the end tk beli cheesecake tau.dia beli choc diva cake.AMBIK KO DIA NYA PERBEZAAN~!!!oh n fyi,i was suppose to treat her to ben n jerry's.bt see wat the bnj turned out to be.i tel u the guy hu served us at mc cafe was gd lookin.n the sweetest thang he did for us was to do diz on our platez *look down*

TINI'Z CAKE

MY CAKE

swit kan???both of us had no heart to destroy the masterpiece...hee...im juz glad that she isnt majoking wif me no more.

im startin to miss lela u noe...was chattin wif her.n it went something like diz

me:lela i miss hearin u say very bitch
lela:VERYYYY BITCHHHHHHHH
me:as in personally tau.hee

n rite after that which was approximately 1,24am on 12082008.our miss norlelawati called n said VERRYYY BITCHHHHHHHHHH~!!!ah ko..dat was realli unexpected n gf u realli cheered me up by callin.hee....made me smile wide2 mcm org giler.u sfog la u call me...heheheh...i miss her voice soo much.I MISS HER TOO.i miss her sayin "LU BUSOK NYA OLANG" in that apek accent,"AMAZING IN SUCH A SHORT TIME" n of course her trademark "VERY BITCH"...gerl aku rindu bangat sama ko...bila nk jumpa oi???aku tgh tunggu...bt i noe nt diz week.she'z gon go off to bangkok for holz.ENJOY THE TRIP OK???jgn lupa org di sini *ehem* muackz

aite2 off to bed now.im by far too tired to continue

2008-08-09T02:10:00.001+08:00

i miss the kidz.(i make myself sound soo much older than i alreadi am) i miss chillin wif them every weekend n tokin cock till the last train.lepak at esplanade/palace.mcm grand gitu palace.padahal it can be damn hot at timez.however the fun and laughter never seemz to end wen im wif them.

the gossipin,the playin of each other'z psp,the camwhoring,the gettin into arguementz,the skating,the munching of MacDs,the non-stop smokin,the dancing,the makin other people melatah,the____ (insert fun filled activitiez)

now i hardly meet them.n wen i do i end up leavin halfway.n dat super sux.wen i finally am able to lepaskan rindu, there will alwaez be a party pooper..brr...party pooper suck to the core~!!!ikut kan hati i wanna kill the party pooper however i dun wanna be executed for murdering that person(s).i wish i can split myself into twinz or tripletz or quadripletz n be at alot of placez at the same time.dat way i will be boogeying away at everthang that is goin on.kewl or wat.bt datz juz wishful thinkin dat will nvr hap.shish...

i do miss the kidz...wen m i ever gon meet them sey???everyonez bz wif ns/work/relationshipz/fam n watnotz...ish...nvm shall make phonecalls n meet them up one day

i miss sid,zul,ej,didi,zaid,my love,ihsan,psycho,hafiz,hanif,eddie,ishaq blah3
U GUYZ ARE LOVED~!!!

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n god ure such a fucktard~!!!will u juz shuddup?!u iterate the shit outta me~!!!juz shoo~!!!SKOOT~!!!

2008-08-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

currently tuned to ria mj12 which is gettin boring nowadaez due to nt scary storiez...n i scared my sis juz now.sori it was so unintentional.wat hap was i heard the gate unlock n so i knew it was her.assuming that my maid didnt lock the door,i tried opening it bt instead i banged the door.sis got damn scared she was mengucapin...hehhe...it was hilarious.nasib baik dia tk pengsan lau tk mampos saya.

oh aniwaez haf ani of u out there heard of an apek tokin bout the politicz in sg???anione???no??well i did juz now otw home.it was kinda quiet n i was standing in front of this malaysian guy.the apek was on the left of us.n out of the blue the apek striked a conversation wif the malaysian.it started wif "haf u ever heard a youngster offer a seat to his elderz?" n thatz wen the convo continued.other countries too were involved in the convo.countriez like japan & taiwan.where youngsterz respected the elderz by giving up their seatz to them/they juz stood thruout their destination leaving tonnez of seatz empty for otherz.well good for them.bt i guez singaporeanz are pampered datz y they dun "share".thus the new "priority seats" in trainz.k dat i agree la..bt at timez some are juz by far too tired to give up their seatz.eg diz indian guy hu was standing+fallin aslp.he kept "collapsing" which scared the hell outta me.thot he was gon faint.finally he got a seat.lucky for him or else i wud haf called 995 first.hee

oh diz part mite sound abit too political

after tokin bout the thangz mentioned in the previous paragraph,he started tokin bout lee sian long i tink.sayin that he'z the biggest share holder of temasek blah3.n that singapore is being ruled by the Lee family,that his son(s) are the smartest of all while otherz r bloody stupid,that singaporeanz are bloody stupid for juz agreein to wat the government implimentz.ok i mite agree to a certain extend bt wah lau wei apek...U TOK SOO LOUDLY LEY!!!i noe la itz freedom of speech however u tink sg realli got such a thang as "FREEDOM OF SPEECH" meh???from wat i noe even if bloggerz were to blog bout such political issuez, they end up in jail,being sued by other people,so on n so for.i do respect the apek for voicing out his opinion however apek plz lor dun need to curse n swear at the same time.yes yes singaporeanz mite nt be bothered or "scared" to voice out their pt or view bt itz up to them lor.bt wat to do...

after his point of view on sg he paused n asked the malaysian bout the anwar thang.poor malaysian guy sounded damn offended la.n lucky he was kind enuf to juz smile n said no commentz.after that he continued tokin bout the corruption in sg...he continued all the way till i reached adm..luckily i didnt need to listen to his blabbering bt apek plz la show some courtesy lor...dun need to curse n swear ok???

2008-08-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

aku pening bangat
I DUNNOE WAT THE HELL IS THE WORLD COMING TO
SOMEONE PLZ ELABORATE!!!

2008-08-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

received 2 sms n a missed call from the boi...got to noe he has to surrender his hp coz he has to do duty...nvr in the entire 8mthz he has been in ns,was he ever required to hand over his hp...TIDAKKK~!!!his camp realli tormentin him~!!! not forgettin me...i mean hello!!!u tink funny izit ask him to handover his hp???kecian itu bdk mendak uat duty..n y implement thiz sey???izit coz diz week he has his deployment test before turning ops???ala syg i dun like ur camp ley...smakin shiong~!!! ala syg i miss u la~!!!

I TK SUKA~!!!TK SUKA SKALI~!!!ok maybe it aint dat bad...bt UR CAMP'Z BEEN KEEPIN U DAMN BZ TILL LATE N U HARDLY SMS ME...SIBEY SIAN U NOE~!!!ok so wat if i haf my frenz???yes they can pujuk n make me laugh n forget sometin for da period of time...bt itz realli nt the same...the boi mite nt noe how to pujuk me bt can still manja wif him n tease him like crazie to make myself better.i guez thatz the only way he can realli cheer me up lor.

oh oh oh my maid was actualli mockin me for screamin out of majoknezz.i kept tellin her i majok over this petty matter n she kept laughin n cubitin me.datz my maid for all of u.her crap only hapz when the baby'z wif my parentz or wen im wif her.

BOTTOMLINE.his hp can only be returned tml at 3pm.~~but i doubt he wud even bother to even sms me~~ he will sms me however it will only be wen he'z super duper free.like he said "i will be very bz this whole week" n YES i agree wif that statement.ala cpt sikit la friday.cepatan si...aku rindu bangat sama lu..

sepi di kamar ini
hanya lilin menerangi
begini kah siksa nya?
hidup dlm penantian

argh aku da start jiwang...TIDAKKK

2008-07-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

EDITED...peh lama i update diz entry...itz super duper long wif loadz of visualz yet the data flow aint good...blame on unemployment ...itz 3.52am 31stjuly 2008

as all of u mite haf know by now,CALIBAN AINT GON PERFORM ION SG...im nt quite please with this actualli...IM PISSED,HEARTBROKEN,DEVASTATED & more....shit ok...i was soo lookin forward to it...however this had to hap...i cried like a stupid gerl last nite after love told me about it n i had confirmation wif khairi...FUCK LA EH...THANX EH KORG SKRG AKU TK DPT TGK ANDREAS IN REAL LIVE!!!oh pls save ur breath coz the wordz ure gon say wun be of ani help n ur breath reekz of garbage!!! n i feel like ensuring that if i were to go to ani gigz, all bandz dun do any coverz of caliban!!!

I CAN SEE MYSELF GOIN TO MALAYSIA OR INDON TO WATCH CALIBAN PERFORM INSTEAD OF THE COMFORT OF SG!!!N I SYMPATHISE THE ORGANISERZ HU TRIED SOO HARD TO MAKE IT HAP BUT IT DIDNT WITH NO THANX TO ANY OF U PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!NOW U MAY JOLLY WELL FUCK YOURSELVEZ N NOT LISTEN TO MUSIC...N IF URE PUTTIN THE BLAME ON THE EVENTZ IN AUGUST WELL U BETTER THINK TWICE COZ FOR ALL I KNOW WORD OF CALIBAN COMING TO SG WAS BEING PASSED AROUND ON WEBBIEZ,BLOGZ,FACEBOOK,MYSPACE,FRENSTER,POSTERZ N WATNOTZ~!!!U GUYZ JUZ SUCK TO THE CORE!!!

N THANX SOO VERY THE MUCH FOR RUINING MY DREAMZ~!!!THERE GOES MY ORGASM U DIMBWITZ~!!!

im still pissed ok....nvm letz juz move on to the the reason y im bloggin...

IVE RETURNED FROM BATAM...mcm duh~!!!bt itz kinda swit to noe that some people do miss me...for example *drumrollz* MAN~!!!hehehe...swit kan man miss me...i doubt the boi missed me...aniwaez batam was madnezz...2daez 1 nite there isnt enuff for me...nt enuff rest,eatin n most importantly SHOPPIN...bt it was pure clean fun ok...

so the short trip consist of ME,sis,nad n dzaky...3 gerlz n 1 guy...so imagine the fun we has..*gigglez*.upon arrival we checked into MERCURE HOTEL...located near everythin in batam...the ambience was cosy n relaxin wif loadz of pinkish/maroonish shadez...the bell boiz were soo frenly...n there was one hu'z face mirip2 seperti arman from gigi...realli...or maybe itz in my eyez je...bt hu carez???coz itz juz MIRIP...so being the 3 gerlz n a guy we shared the room...n no silly ntoin happened!!!so after settling in, we headed to bcs...spend the whole day there...ate,shop abit n ate somemore...thangz there r cheap...however therez some storez which aint worth buyin from...same price as those in sg...so wen it was like 10pm we headed back to the hotel...gto changed n waitied for umi ( the massuse)...sis had her turn n so the rest of us were left to wander around the hotel aimlessly...initially thot of relaxin at the sauna or sumtin bt nooooo it closed at 9...such a bummer...so we lepak at the lobby n god they singer was horrible but funi.camwhored abit n headed back upstairz...

n i tink the other guest wud haf complained as he 3 of us were makin such loud ass noise while waitin outside the room...hiak hiak hiak..we were running along the corridor n takin silly pix...there was diz room 719 if im not mistaken...n outside the door there was a plate...n wat we basically did was to ask dzaki to take a pic pretending to eat it...ahaha...hilarious..rite after sis was done,it was my turn...OH GOD THE MASSAGE WAS BLISSFUL I TELL U...WORTH MY RP$165000...hee..now the achy ache on my right shoulder has decreased alot...hehe...rite after my turn,it was suppose to be dzaki'z n nad'z however it was gettin late n the only man was slpy...so off to bed it was...

woke up damn early the next morn...sis n nad went to haf breakfast while me n dzaki continued slpin...eh sori eh he slpt on the floor n i slpt on the bed..im soo dead if the boi readz diz...so aniwaez umi called n was in the room after 20minz...he had the massge while me n nad went to haf chill by the pool n sis went to do her hair...after an hour it was nad'z turn so dzaki was far away n i got ready...juz on time dzaki got back n us gerlz packed up...

checked out n off to meet up my sis...did alot of last min shoppin...we missed the 6+ ferry...only got the 8pm ferry back..as everyone was hungry we had the most sumptous dinner at A&W...ala cair u noe..da lama u i tk mkn sana..hee...had loadz to eat n took more pix...aniwaez we did some more shoppin n we almost missed the ferry back...bt lucky la we didnt...reached home,washed up,unpacked,tidied up n off to lala land!!!

we did haf fun..however it was way too shop....SO ANI TAKERZ OF WANTIN TO GO TO BATAM???

was tidying up my room juz now n i realised i haf 9 perfumez(inclusive of guy'z) & body spray...im greedy i noe..bt hu carez wat???

ill be gigglin wen i smell diz on ani guy

khairi got diz for my advance bdae last year...bt now itz busted as the spray is broken...SHISH~!!!

so yesterday there was diz interview goin on...so i actualli met up wif eza at adm however she was late...headed for cdc bt we left in a huff as they sux..so we went to get the interview at uol done n over wif..n it sux to the core can...wun elaborate as iwill sakit hati fikir bout it..oh daya n azmi came too..so wen daya was waitin 2 be interviewd...me,azmi n eza found ourselvez tawaf-ing around novena square...i tel u we tawaf nya tawaf from the start of diz group of guyz eatin at bk till they fin eatin...kewl kape...so it took us bout 30-45minz of tawafin..naik trun...brought fruitz to munchi munch on...decided to take a sit outside n make chu chu trainz...we came up wif a hilarious counting game...mi had to count the number of taxiz,eza busez and as for me i had to count the bikez...ah ko...can go crazy u noe counting coz all of us missed alot...n wen daya arrived we juz move a make to far east...SAMPAI SANA APE LAGI...MAKAN MCM MONSTER~!!!walked walked waLKED aimlessly till istana park...lepak n laughed alot...camwhored too...hehehe...still waitin for daya to email me the pix...shish...babe cpt sikit ye,..aku nk show off kat org...ahahaha...wen the clock strike 9.30 the cinderellaz & frog had to go home...the ball had to end very early...nvm..therez alwaez a next time...n tanx eh daya...aku skrg jadi itek...hmph!!aku majok ngan ko sey~!!!

the lil baby using the pad of my helmet n he'z lost tonnez of weight due to bein sick for 2wkz...

2008-07-20T12:29:00.000+08:00

itz deleted...letz move on

2008-07-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

the cousinz dae out

the nt sunny sentosa

ilie bdae~!!!

2008-07-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

wishy woshy im dead bored...the boiz snoozin away...jzu got back from sentosa...it was abit shitty lor bt fun overall...wif my one n only puma cap goin missin since i dunnoe wen n some stupid woman letting her dog run amock scratchin itself on my bloody shawl...wen i tink back i tink i wud rather throw away the shawl...asshole...to tink dat itz bloody new...BLOODY NEW...ala...can buy a new n prettier one la l8r on in life...shish!!!i hate dat woman...n to tink that i was alreadi shoutin profanities n she still can juz walk away like some stupid sardine...i mean excuse u la missy...u alreadi noe that that part of the beach has alot of mlys...at the very least u could haf done is control ur dog...if it was running amock like wat it was n u juz let it be...ure juz feedin a growing fire...shish~!!!shame on u....so im currently having 2 bad lost todae...MY PRETTY CHIO BU SHAWL N MY BELOVED PUMA CAP...I HOPE THEY REST IN PEACE!!!
on the contrary laughin gas in the day was the bomb...LOOT LOSER!!!!TK NK JOIN IN THE FUN...bluek...LOSER LOSER LOSER....seeing everyone taking it n tokin cock n laughin at silly stuff was great...well at the very least i did haf fun lor...to man:u cant win la wen it comes to laughin gas.HOWEVER i wanna thank u for the LARGIE FRIEZ FROM MACD~!!!i likeee...

so yest i had a meet up wif my cousinz n it was fun...k so wat if the service at j.co donut sux n playin murderer(pool style) was ~~nonsensical~~ LOUD...it was juz a bonding session for us n a way for us to distrezz ourselvez...n i hope the next time we meet we wont be caught up wif skewl or wateva...dat way we will haf more time to spend wif each other...despite meetin for lets say 4hrz????we were all shagged...n falling aslp (i tink itz only me)...

nt forgettin on mon i met man...tanx yeah boi...u HELP ALOT OK...appreaciate it...

gon try wake diz boi up n see wat we're gon do now...pix will be uploaded asap...toodle-loo

2008-07-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

i haf loadz of thangs runnin thru my mind at the mo...diz week has been FANTASTIC~!!!

my dearest aan was released after 2yrz~!!!im soo hapi to see him..happy?i tink datz an understatement.gettin to see him after soo long is something wordz cant be used to describe...itz juz...yeah more than special u noe...itz a combination of relief+overwhelm+happinez pluz loadz otherz.itz like ur prayer has been answered.to see him out n about realli touchez my heart.he couldnt speak throughout the journey to nyai'z house.he was still like a shy kittie meow absorbing the new atmosphere.itz like he finally returned from a foreign country.WELCOME BACK FARHAN.i love u ok lil cuzzie~!!!n im realli proud of u that u haf c new mindset n turned over a new leaf...

the next memorial adrenaline rush was the sg flyer~!!!IVE FINALLY TOOK IT~!!!with teenie dearest of course.n despite havin a tough time gettin there due to the NDP rehearsal which was goin on,we did haf a fantabulous time.the staffz were very warm,polite n frenly.DIZ IS WAT I CALL CUST SERVICE~!!!well done..oh aniwayz the trip was bout 30minz???itz worth the $30.includez a pic taken before the start of the journey...da da u all go take it for urself...N WEN U DO...ENJOY IT~!!!ITZ BREATH TAKING!!!

told u itz spectacular

aniwaez after the flyer we bumped into a cute soldier boi...HOTTT STUFF~!!!k enuff...headed to marina square n bought tix to WANTED.had dinner at swensenz..spent bout an hour or more over there...took our own sweet time to savour the food...hee...after eatin we juz sat at the small grass patch at stepz..n itz damn kecohrable..dun bother askin...den off we went to meet up the gemz at gv n went to watch wanted...ooooooooooooooo good movie to watch...n dat wesley guy is a lucky son of a bitch to kiss angelina jolie~!!!i tink guyz everywhere wudnt mind payin billionz to kiss the hottt movie star~!!!

wen the whole movie was over,we sat around 4awhile n headed home..n here is da LONG LONG ENTRY...

2008-07-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

i wanted to update my blog however im nt in the mood to do so...

overdue pix shall do for now though

pizza hut n kungfu panda

slp over at nyai'z

baba bdae

ubin

2008-06-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

i duno how many timez ive blog at the current moment for today...aniwaez ive found a pic of my new ADIDIAS HONEY LOW...the disappointing part is dat ive to like go get it chaneged coz apparently my right side is damn tight lor

brr

aniwayz he juz awoken from his ~~slp~~ nap...

OH BEHOLD THE HOENY LOW...CHIO I TEL U DAMN CHIO

next up the vans shoe which is also chio!

pfft~!!!he'z slpin again~!!!ARGH

2008-06-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

dia masih tido...n i just took out his bantal smelly out of my jacket...i look effing pregnant hor!!!n squarish...ahakz

ala...i need a hammer to kill him...
DIA MASI TIDO AKU DA MENDAK
i keep sighin yet he's still slpin...
ROAR~!!!

n can see him open his mouth open...den see him scratch...he open mouth mcm kuda.*gigglez* ish tk baik sey has...i took 2 pix of him slp...my hp camera sux la u noe..buey tahan.
*putz bantal smelly back in jacket*

ala...dia masi tido...da 30minz i tink...rabak kape...ish...
sempat nyah i surf2 n chat n laugh2 sorg while readin blogz n chattin...

n i tink wat waty tag at my frenster is true la...IM OBSESSED..ala andreas nya psal im obsessed lor...sape yg tk...*gigglez*

boo

im dying here...realli dying....

2008-06-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

i just learned dat we musnt be courteous to other riderz or pillionz...meanin to say u cant be seen smiling either on the road or just gon move a make for ur next destination...funny...

k has...NO MORE SMILING TO OTHER PILLIONS N RIDERZ..it will irritate people...which i dunnoe y..

NO MORE SMILING!!!! *put on a fierce front*

2008-06-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

im DEAD bored from sittin at home.ala plz la i buey tahan u noe!!!!weekdayz sit at home do notin n den weekend go out...IM BORED LA REALLI BORED..I NEED A JOB...ALMOST A MTH U NOE UNEMPLOYED...

FUCK LA MY ITOUCH BEIN A BITCH...I WANNA SELL IT...NABEY ...IM SOO GOIN BACK TO CREATIVE..

LOOT SUX...SUCKER..i wanna shave the side of my head...contemplatin wanna shave the right or left side...most prob gon shave the right side as im a right hander...kewl kan kan kan???i dun care wat u gon say boi...coz all i noe i seriously wanna shave my hair off...

da da da...im gon kill the boi!!!adios

2008-06-19T01:54:00.000+08:00

currently im soo bummin at home.and itz been 3 SOLID WEEKZ!!!yikez!!!3 solid weekz doin...well doin notin.1st week was well spent by havin a damn short euphoria session wif ben-dung,matilda & edd.damn short bt it was worthwhile.went biking at ubin.n people im nt biking as in dirt motorbike kinda thang bt cycling.I AINT GOT NO LICENSE DAMMIT.ahaha..after which slept over at my grannys.i dearly miss her now.brr.

2nd week?had karaoke session wif my sis.JUZ THE 2 OF US.by the time we ended the 4 hour long session i was sounding soo serak-ish like a super rock star.sis was in the same situation as i am.hehehe.went to the wet market n god it amused me.went to the freaking place after so long.bt it wasnt the usual company of me n my late mum.god i tel u i miss goin to the market wif her.i will nag at her for wanting to buy nonsense.i love u mummy!!!imy...muackz...aniwayz went wif yanti,baby bro n step mum.it was fun la.bt notin can beat the fun of goin wif me mum.WET MARKET = FOOD GALORE!!!oh sat was spent at the gig.ish...hafiz if ure readin diz i dun wanna wait long2 for u ok.lain kali tido jgn tk tido.ish!!!ade dia tido hingga ntah pukul brape.uat org wait3.tsk3..noti eh dia.aniwayz the gig was abit slow.so off i went to walk around.n zul!!!ur bandz gettin tighter liao!!!I LIKE!!!jam more k babe.CALIBAN LA MAN!!!woohoo.after which met up wif kering before he headed off to MOS.HAPI BELATED BDAE KERING.n boi ur frenz damn frenly u noe..n AIN I NOE U NOE!!!I NOE WAT U DID LAST SAT!!!SHH secret k switz!!!hee

3rd week..met tini yest.finally we had our pizza hut!!!can u imagine how long the both of us were cravin to eat pizza hut together?a mth or so.CAN U IMAGINE DAT?brr...so like finally we ate there n did minor shoppin.my god.i can nvr seem to keep the dough in my wallet when im out wif the gerl!jgn marah.hehe.we camwhored a lil bit n catched kungfu panda.i tel u itz a funny movie!!!soo adorable.GO WATCH IT!!!
n wat did i do for todae???i organised my room n wardrobez n i cleaned the toilet.kewl or wat.POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!!i love my toilet.oh i went to sheng siong wif the fam.went crazy buyin toiletries.hehe.i tink im gon be a ~~good~~ house wife.minus the cookin.i only know how to clean but nt cook.rabak kan?ala.at the most i juz ask my husband to be to eat out.ahahaha.bt i promise i WILL LEARN HOW TO COOK...eventually.

ani-hoz i juz read ben'z blog.i tink i read wrong.seriously read wrong.ill ignore the post n i hope SOMEONE WILL BE KIND ENUFF TO CLARIFY THE MATTER.THANK U VERY NICE!!!gon go to slp now.gd mornite.love all u candycanes & bed bugz.MUACKZ

2008-06-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

woohoo.had fun over the weekend.went biking at ubin wif khai n his frenz.it was rainin the whole day bt hu carez.ive come to realise dat im NO LONGER FIT!!!datz very sad i tel u.i haf no damn stamina to cycle up the steep slopez.ok i did for one tiny short steep slope.the other slopez,i was a total hopelezz.adi brought a fren.wayu (i tink datz how u spell his name)he'z very swit.kept waitin for me to ride up/down ensurin im safe.hee.however we didnt tok dat much.n khai made a hell of a joke that i mite be able to hook up wif su'z brother.YEAH RITE KHAI..U ARH LOVE TO TOK COCK SING SONG MAN.lol.n no i didnt hook up wif him.NEITHER DID WE TOK.im sori.bt i was kinda anti-social.ok we did tok to the bicycle owner lettin her know that her bloody rear brake is faulty.no point arguing wif her with dat.coz she'z a darn ass stuborn person.bottom line we DIDNT EVEN TOK.OH I FINALLY MET BAZ!!!she'z very hot n very swit.the view of ubin was realli picture perfect.rural,laid back n juz BEAUTIFUL..to bad it was rainin.if not there would be a lot of pretty pretty picturez i tel u

the very next day slept over at nyai'z crib.spent a total of 3 dayz at her place.nyai is a javanese term for grandma.planned it wif my cousinz.in which only a few didnt make it.bt it was fun while it lasted.took pix.did some catchin up n camwhored abit.m waitin 4 pix from oni.n wen gerlz meet laughter can be heard all around mcm surround system u.hourz later every juz dozed off to lala land.played some computer gamez n it got everyone addicted to it.nyai got abit irritated as we were glued to the comp for hourz n laughin out lod like no one'z biz.bt all's well.on the final day,cik atan came down to pick nana up.n we had DURIAN.hehehe...we were enjoying it until cik sang came home.he scrambled into the room like a mice hiding from a cat.hehehe..realli cute of him la..ate n ate.cik mas came.continued tokin n laughin.nyai was also gossipin bout the show we were watchin.hee..god im missin her again..wanna move in with her sey like diz..cik mas sent me home.otw we picked my sis up.n god wen i reached home..i simply said HOME SWEET HOME.i missed yanti soo much dat she didnt want me to slp over again.hee..i love her like my own sis.

shall upload the pix soon..not gon be bothered now as itz 2.25am.nitez lady bugz & lizardz

ps:yanti is my maid.

muackz

2008-06-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

itz the 5th june.& itz mummy's bdae.hapi bdae mummy!i hope ure happi wherever u r.i LOVE U MUM!!!!hope god is treatin u well wherever u are.MIZZ U MUM

the rain just stop.n i was a crazy woman taking pix of it which didnt turn out nice.ala i wish i had dat cam.haiz.although it was raining, it was a nice short one.soo nice.now itz hot again.boo.n god i miss workin soo much.i realli cant tahan sittin at home doin notin all day.brr.gotta find me a job soonish.

aniwaez went shoppin wif tini.headed to bugis which was bloody hot n crowded.wonder how the vendorz can withstand the heat.aniwaez we gerlies got ourselvez a very swit top each.in the midst of chaos,eza called n asked 4 a long sleeve top.went lookin bt couldnt find ani.proceed to town n thats whr we went crazie.walked about but notin pleased us.tini bought the anna sui perfume which is simply oh-lala.I LIKEEE.hee.i simply fell in love wif this pair of adidas shoez which tini juz wont allow me to buy.nvm.shall buy it secretly.*gigglez* so off we went to far east in search of my shortz which i nvr found.brr.sometimez i guez i need to go shoppin wif khai to b able to seaRCH for my thangs.dia mcm magnet gitu.wat i want is bound to appear on the very same day.kewl or wat?

minutez later eza joined us n we went searching for her top.i gave up on thangs for my own.can go another day.we ended up at cotton on.eza got all the topz that she wanted.tini also.n i???i got myself a nice black jacket.so much for not wanting to buy anything black...ala irressitable la.decided to juz chill n tok cock before headin home.

n at 12pm todae accompanied fika to go get her shorz changed.n we travelled to bugis.my god.bugiz la babe.2 consecutive dayz of bugis is HEADACHE i tell u.to tink at 12pm, bugis was alreadi crowded.i thot thown wud be dat packed but i was obviously proven wrong.shish!so yada2 got my bag like finally!!!i wanted to get meself some accessoriez but no avail..shish...

k nuff talk2..mls nk type u noe

AIN'Z 21ST!!HAPI BDAE GERL!!!oh ur cake was superb..it got me n waty damn high can

THE STORM OF THE DAY

the lil guy n nureen

aziela...if ure readin diz,ill be there 4 u k...dun 4get diz

2008-05-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

ive finally fin workin for the company..contract ended n ive ended my service...it was a gd workin enviornment however the management sux BIG TIME..such a pity.if nt i would have extended my contract n work for as much as i want..tsk2.im such a workaholic.bt itz not my fault especially when i would rather b out than be at home..datz nt the point.the point is IM UNEMPLOYED & FREE & LOOKIN 4 A NEW JOB!!!nvm let me enjoy unemployment for awhile.

aniwaez last week of work was fun.wif the smoke breaks.the callin in sick on the 2nd last day of work,the letz juz sit back n fin the work & THE WALK TO REMEMBER..ahahha.gon miz everyone dearly.sori nira u didnt get to see me.but there will b 6TH JUNE ya.

oh oh oh.had diz realli impromptu sun tanning session wif ilie.itz by far the most impromptu thang that ive ever done.chattin wif her n tellin her that she needz sum "me time" n BAM it was plan.had to reconfirm wif her juz in case it wasnt gon hap.bt it did!!kewl kan?we planned all diz at 4.30am!!!i noe.planned to meet bout 9ish bt i was late..ILIE U BROKE THE RECORD OF BEING LATE!!!WOOHOO!!!u rock la babe!!it was fun la..got myself abit sunburnt but it was all worth it.n got to noe her study buddy.my god he sure is bitchy in a gd way.the day was sooo sunny that we enjoyed ourselves.wen it was juz too hot to bear,the sea invited us in to itz coolnez.SOOTHING!!!n im glad we came very early.it was crowded.n by the time we left, the crowd started to pour in plus the clouds started to flood the sky..rainy2 day after dat!!!

next up...AIN'Z 21ST...WEEEEEEE

2008-05-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

can u believe it i still blog???despite the fact that i noe hardly anione comes by to take a peek at this bloggie of mine i stiill blog!!!ahahha...u amaze has u amaze!!!

letz see wat interestin thang(s) has hap for the pass 2 weekz..

a small sheesha session wif loot'z clazmate on sat..sad ilie wasnt around..mizz that crazy gerl...boo!!!!had a realli confusin time differentiating btween the peach n strawberry flave...apple was a bit sharp i tel u...OUCH...camwhored a bit.n i mean ABIT...shall upload the pix later on but that later on will be a very long way to go though...hehehe...waitin for man to upload it to my photobucket n to get the rest from waty...brr...so after doin the lil camwhoring n catchin up partin from the gang n went to abg's chalet..

loot'z fam seemed to be fallin sick...in which i tink i got the bug from them...ahahah...kewl or wat...so i got my jeans dirty coz the spaghettin spilled on me jeanz...wiped it off n had diz kewl shit heart shape on my rite thigh (or is it left???)...whicheva thigh it was,it was super kewl la...blah3...the conversation revolved around spooky places in sengkang,army camps,changi chaletz n i dn remember whr & not forgettin THE LEGENDARY UFOs!!! i swear i dunnoe how come kak ana n i were tokin bout UFOs out of the blue...but it was random....in the midst of out kecohrable conversation...four of us saw sumtin realli freaky n unexpected...we went silent for a moment before "panickin" for a moment...mama was realli skeptical & baba juz smiled at us...maybe the man noticed it..shant elaborate on it..OH KAK WATY IS PREGNANT!!!i hope itz a baby gerl diz time!!!loot do u noe the gender??PLZ TEL ME PLZ PLZ PLZ i wanna noe..confirm cute giler lau baby gerl..

aniwayz headed home..n SLPT..didnt go work...so much for bein sick...lol...
went to town wif the intention of gettin jeans,dye for my topz,either a sling or backpack n maybe a new watch...bt at the end of the day i got myself SICK,two new jeans n dye for me clothing(which ive yet to try out)

my god i was complaining of the heat..not wanting to eat n watsoeva!!!!it got to the point that others got pissed off...im sori people but once u start gettin sick everytin doesnt seem at all good!!!

oh oh oh!!!!

wed was dearest ice bdae!!!
hapi AHEM bdae to u sweetz!!!i did come to ur bdae party so u cant punch me.hee..HAPI AHEM BDAE ICE!!!MAHAL KITA!!!i hope u liked wat we got u!!ur bdae party was realli happening with all the singing in chinese,mly,tagalog n el..i must say all the alcohol n food did good for all!hehehe...n i love love the impromptu entertainment by madam..."THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST" n jhona belle...u shud haf the sex tok at work more often...n no tagalog...ahahah...again im nt gon upload no pix now...COZ IM STILL WAITIN FOR DEAR KHAIRI TO UPLOAD THEM...brr...

im sufferin from toothache the whole week datz y im not in the slightest mood to work.but it was real fun doin backroom collection wif nira.gon miss doin it wif her..kept havin our lil pep tok,singing of mly songz n juz practising our tagalog wif everyone,eatin n not givin a damn bout others...it was fun..hee...gotta clear up the small space of ours gerl...tinkin of wordz & namez for the boi to use for his call sign...n he's gon use CALIBAN...ahem..CALIBAN LA MAN...does he noe itz the name of a band???i tink he didnt hear me tellin him dat wen we were on the telly..hehehe...n nira that "im a slave for u" thang is still crackin me up wif ur dance move...now u noe i noe!!!!!shhh...secret

to end off diz entry wif the best thang...

*drumrollz*

I WILL FIN WORKIN ON THURZ...OFFICIALLY ON THURZ!!!WOOHOO...NO MORE WAKING UP AT 9.15AM LATEST TO GO TO WORK..NO MORE RUSHIN 4 THE BUS ALTHOUGH IM ALWAYZ EARLY..NO MORE BYE2 DAENG IM LATE FOR WORK SHIT..NO MORE FUCKIN CUST SHOUTIN AT ME.NO MORE FLIRTIN WIF HOT HOT CUST....wait a min...im soo gon miss the flirtin wif cust!!!im gon miss the lets steal food time...im gon miss the gossipin session wif everyone...im gon miss EVERYONE...even stanley..ala stanley on my last day of work ill be extra nice to u ok???heheheh...

aite im off to bed now...gotta wake up by 9.15...shish!!

2008-05-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

may may may...

itz juz the beginning of the mth yet im broke again...ahahah...tel me sumtin new...well at least im nt realli regrettin anitin yet..keyword YET....ahaha

k point is...im soo gon enjoy MAY as much as i can...lookin forward to JUNE juz because...hehe...first 2 weekz of MAY is enjoyable...goin out wif MELAYU YANG TERAKHIR at ncc...initial plan was to sing our hearts out however we had a kiddie fun playin pool n arcading at marina square...

miss goin to the arcade u noe...hehehspent $10 playin silly games...n guys will always be guys...actin all humble but wen it comes to games THEY'RE AGRESSIVE!!!ROAR!!!

herm...lets see if there'z ani interestin thang...*pomderz real hard*

OH YEAH...I CABOT WORK TO GET OUT...sms sib sib that im on mc.padahal2.u noe there's alwayz a point of time in which ure by far too tired to work n juz need the rest...n the rest was used up by

1)playin wif daeng...he'z all grown up now..n ivecome to realise that i tink the poor baby is afraid of me coz he wakes up upon hearing my voice...datz realli bad people
2)being early for the 2nd time in meetin khairi
3)gettin my ph repaired coz itz STUPID!!
4)lookin for a pair of mary janes with steel toe.i noe i cant find it in sg...but it was juz a treasure hunt gone sour.i cant find it 2 make it a gift 4 sis
5)got a new ph...WHICH IS SIMILAR TO CHOC'Z..eh eh eh..u kpo la u choc...BUT Y U CAN GET BLACK!!!I WANTED BLACK BT THEY DIDNT OFFER IT AT STARHUB!!!nabey...must use M1 liao
6)watched IRON MAN..it was goood...but it didnt seem to be up to my expectations u see..blame it on me being tired,not gettin enough slp & the throbbin headache which was killin me...BLAME THE WEATHER!!!!
7) LASTLY...IM A PROUD OWNER OF IPOD TOUCH...which i dun feel so proud off..dun ask me y

however MAY IS FUN N I HOPE IT WILL BE FULL OF SURPRISEZ N IMPULSE SHOPPIN.tml is mothers day...n i wanna visit my mummy..ive yet to visit her in months..even though she'z no longer around i still seem to neglect her..mummy im sorry...im alwayz prayin for u..i love u mummy...n i hope in heaven ure celebrating mother'z day n gossipin bout how ur kidz are..mummy i love u sooo much

CALIBAN LA MAN

2008-04-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

i have one good reason n one good reason alone to y im bloggin..
itz simply coz CALIBAN IS COMING DOWN TO SG ON 10082008!!!
now for all those hu dunnoe hu the hell is CALIBAN is..
u dont have to start doin ur lil research on them.
but if u do im glad for u..

ani-hoz...KHAIRI BIN KAMISAN I FEEL LIKE KISSIN U N HUGGIN U FOR BREAKIN THE NEWS TO ME!!!for months u kept askin "would u turun if CALIBAN come to sg??" & "u tink its possible they turun" being a skeptical n abit of an optimist i had the yes n no in mind...50-50 MAH!!!but the kissin n huggin part will nvr come true la...baz im jokin hor...n as ice woud say "JOOOKE" yes it seemed like khai was pullin my leg til he made me go to their webby n see their tour dates (was starin at the damn page for 5mins n kept refreshin the page to make sure itz for real)... n yes ITZ CONFIRMED THEY R COMING DOWN...venue has yet to be confirmed...bt it will be somewhere at downtown east people...it might be far BUT WUD U BE BOTHERED????ITZ A ONE NITE ONLY U LIL BUNNIES!!!im still excited bout it...n the more he goes "no mery for the merciless" the more i wanna kill him...alas i cant...if i do baz would kill me instead n she'll lose her precious..

10 REASONS TO Y U SHOULD COME DOWN:
1) ITZ A ONE NITE ONLY GIG
2) ITZ GON BE MIND BOGGLIN!!!!
3) ITZ A GOOD GIG TO BE MOSHIN N HARDCORE DANCING N BODY SURFIN etc
4) ITS THE DAY AFTER NATIONAL DAY
5) ITZ A SUNDAY GODDAMMIT
6) ITZ AN EXTENDED HOLIDAY ON MONDAY SO THERES NO SUCH EXCUSES AS IM WORKIN TML!!!
7) THE TICKETS ARE CHEAP
8) YOU'LL BE REGRETTIN IT IF U DONT GO
9) PEOPLE WILL BE TALKIN BOUT IT (people are already tokin bout it)

AND THE MOST RELEVANT YET GREATEST REASON TO BE THERE IS JUST BECAUSE
****DRUMROLLZ****

10) ITZ CALIBAN LA U FUCKIN DIMWITZ!!!!

to bad this is the only gig i cant drag loot down to...as he would say "taknak arh.itz not my cup of tea. and also "i dont know ani of ur frens sey" well honey i dont care if ure goin coz i m!!!!..ANDREAS IS LIKE SOO THERE U SUCKER!!!!N IM SOO GON WATCH HIM PERFORM N MAYBE IM GON HAF A MASS ORGY IF THE GFZ ARE GOIN!!! (hope the boi doesnt read dis or im dead)

10-08-2008 is the day u goddamn people shud make urselves free!!!
be there or be square!!!!

2008-03-12T00:09:00.001+08:00

so ive not been updating my bloggie for a long donkie doo da yearz...plz pardon me....ive been lazy..i mean...realli engaged wif work,work work...(this phrase sounds damn familiar..howeva datz a diff story altogether) ANNUAL LEAVE...k must admit i didnt do much during my leave....just attended loot's pop,went shoppin,chilled at home & catcheda movie...yeah i noe peepz spend their leave overseaz n wat notz...bt harlo people...hu the hell is ever soo free to even haf a 3 day 2 nitez stay at some resort???anione???i hear no response so there'z ur answer...

but hu carez aye???i noe i did haf fun...well spent...thank god i haf frenz hu made it realli fun...

n so letz just story tell abit...loot'z pop was stupendous...met his parentz at his crib n travelled all the way there...took pix of his parentz n such...recorded portions of his parade...took pix of the boi...after the meaningful event was over headed to al-ameen n had dinner...the place was filling up wif NSF...weewit~!!!MEN IN UNIFORM R JUST HOTTT~!!!!wif the triple t plz!!!after havin the glorious food we headed back to his place n just watched tv...gossip wif his sis abit...watched pranks on you tube..just laughin non stop...n mind u...wen all of us were actualli watchin tv n it was only 11++++,the boi was sound aslp like a baby in his room...had a hard time waking him up juzt to tel him dat i wanted to go home.. the response i got from him "gime 30mins." haiya...i wanna take cab also susah...boiz...wen they're tired they slp n dun care bout the world...shish...

hourz after that...met tini at paya lebar...headed down to some warehouse sale which was bit mind boggling..wif this damn rude china woman...mcm nk sepak je her face...realli rude n no mannerz...im gettin all racist..wat not..i cant accept the fact that those china people told my colleague "singaporean chinese are bastard of CHINA"..wat u tryin to get at...if they r soo bad...y cant u get ur sori butts back to china since itz a starting to thrive!!!damn bitches..yuckz...aniwayz both of us gerliez got soo frustrated dat we juzt took a cab to town...did some girly thangs n shop till our heartz content...n the one word which we had to bare in mind was "BUDGET"..camner tk...gaji pathetic sia diz mth...brrr....hu carez...after walkin round town to find a wallet shop,we headed to marina sq n found an outlet there...i mena how pathetic can dat be i must say???town soo big no wallet shop..pfft..got wat we needed n met eza at orchard mrt n headed down to sembawang...tok2 n got our pizzaS!!!!yummeyyyyyyyyyyyyy....at long last i got me pizza...been cravib 4 it for ages lor...n i finalli got it...weewit...kesukaan u!!blah2 went home n ate it all up...

ooooooooooooooooooo n i watched step up 2 with loot..as per norm, the movie's bout growing up...appreciating wat u haf in life n all those thangs that teenz n adults go thru..but the dance movez will just blow u away...oh n i bumped into ana after that...gerl...tgk step up 2 kape???heheh...shh secret kita berdua k yang...hehehe..off to sembawang to lepak wif keringn jan....soon after atika n razak joined...tok cocked n laugh...n listenin to the boiz tok bout ns...ala...naik mendak bt kekek la...n jan getz me laughin wen he starts wif "CHECK CHECK..." funny la...damn animated i sey...slacked till 4 in the morn...eh i miss sembawang la...shish...

after that 4 short dayz im back to work...n god work is horrendous...itz damn disoriented..tel me sumtin new...brr...might wanna go job huntin sooon...niwayz im soo off to bed...itz 1 in the morn...

boo-yah

2008-02-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

brr....pissed off wif loot'z comp....it auto restart on me...can u imagine how annoying dat can be...typed a chunk load of munkeez n it juz had to auto restart...my goodnez...booo!!!!now i hafta restart all over

workz been keepin me bz to the extreme that i will slp once i reach home...mind u i eat n bath then slp...aint got no time to update my blog...n even on my off dayz i wud normalli go out or juz stay @ home & slp...hu wudnt rite???aniwayz work is a bit bitchy now that we haf the temop staff...some of them haf attitude prob...like realli attitude prob...haiyo...can get along with them...bt wen it comes to work..they aint ur type of people u wud realli wanna work with....so far most of the older staff are resigning...me included...bt that will hafta wait as ive not gotten a job yet..haiyo...sux lor...bt nvm...im juz gon work my ass off till i get a new job...n one dat wudnt make me suffer mentally!!!mental torment sux more than physical torment i tell u!!!once ur brain breaks down...ur whole body will be next in line to break down...

aniwayz itz CHINESE NEW YEAR n god itz realli boring lor...notin to be done...shoppin malls r closed...no whr to go...except slp????had enuff of slp...enuf of dvd watchin...enuff of bein drooled by my baby brother...not enuff of makin him cry...not enuff of playin wif my psp..

my psp love is bein hogged by loot...i noe i nvr buy fifa 08...now he'z hoggin playin dat game...n im nt even allowed to play it...SELFISH....BOIZ WILL BE BOIZ LA!!!once ade game in their hand the rest of the world also tk pedulikan...BOO!!!shish...

k k ...better sum it up b4 diz comp auto restart on me ley...toodlez...shall update if ive the time

2007-12-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

im at lootz crib right now...have been waitin 4 him for like hourz...dun even noe exactly how long lor....n for that duration of time,ive been bullied by his demonic lil 7-year-old nephew,aidil...itz a very horrific experience i tell u...itz by far worst than bein possesed by a ghost lor...like realli...he juz bulliez me the whole time...datz juz coz his uncle loot aint around to save poor me...poor,poor me...YES POOR ME...i love the lil kid...but no offence...he juz loves to torment me like no onez biz...oh god i feel sorry for aidil as there'z no one around to realli entertain him...n he juz takes it on me...i dun mind realli..i dun but itz juz i dunnoe....letz juz zip it up...

loot got back late.like late juz coz of hiz bike..n he was cheated by his abg-in-law'z fren...to change a damn piston would supposedly cost bout $600 however that bloody no shame son of a gun charged poor loot $600...nabey...n in the end the piston is spoilt...hadta change a new one again...n it cozt bout $400...n the poor guy is broke...now where the hell is he suppose to get money to survive when army will only pay u a misley sum every month???can he get a part time job???at least a part time job sounds good..i mean like at least he earns extra money...can he do that???can he???n i still dun understand why in the blue moon wearin boxerz a crime???SUMONE PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME...THANK U!!!

im soo depriced of shoppin...not u noe i noe...i cant realli type alot coz two annoying buggerz are readin every single thing that im typing...iteratin mind u...realli....one is the uncle the other is the nephew...double trouble....

I NEED TO GO SHOPPIN...loot hasnt even gotten every single thang that is required of him...my god...n his bag...ala...dun get me started..brr...letz just hope that loot deceids to go cut his hair bold later...cant wait...but i sure will miss his hair when itz all botak...u wun be able to see him bein such a vain-potty i tel u...ok...hee...

imagine loot being all bold.no hair...no more wax..no more shampoo'z..at least u wun hear him complaining much bout his hair being flat n watnotz..k dat wud be me complaining actualli but nonetheless he will still be bold...BOTAK..ARGH!!!!

k k...better log off...coz diz lil kid is realli gettin on me nervez

2007-11-23T02:45:00.000+08:00

itz been a tough 2 mthz of my life...i lost my pillar of strength,my huz n kissez,my best friend on 22 OCTOBER 2007 at 5.30am,my mum, Norlelah Bte Abd. Kahar

itz alreadi a mth n a day since mummy passed away...im still in a daze that she'z been gone for this long....although i mite haf lost the person i loved the most,im just glad that she'z resting peacefully now...with no more pain,heartache n problems troubling her every thoughts...i do miss her...i do love her..despite her being gone,she'z still here in my heart...n i noe dat she lovez me...

MUMMY I WILL SEE U IN HEAVEN...I LOVE U...AL-FATEHAH

not only dat...alot of my friends lost their loved onez during the mth of aidil fitri...i do hope u guyz noe dat i noe how u all feel...especially tawfiq...juz remember im a phone call away k topek..

despite all these deaths happening,life still has to move on.i noe im moving on slowly.a step at a time.at least dat'z a start to everything.

snapping back to reality,i did haf fun goin out for raya wif ilie n her clazmatez.i did cabot work juz to go out wif them.n i dun tink i made a mistake doin so..it was pure fun to be meetin them after a very long time.god i miss goin out.now i see myself as a workaholic alwayz goin to work n not havin time for my social life...well i do spend time wif my frenz on my off however i mizz the weekendz spent wif them..but hu carez rite bout work when u can still lepak after work..hee..

ani-o-wayz...i cabot worked again 2 wkz after the 3rd..lol...went out wif my colleaguez...ambik ko...lau 3 out of 4 close peepz at work go out together,it juz spells disaster...heheh...n lan oh lan...aku aru tau yg ko leh use standard charted nya atm to withdraw money for citbank...my bad..hehehe...oh wellz,we learn sumtin new everyday..

on that very week, lela had her pentas...initially it was only me,ilie n fiza...howeva zul also tagged...kewl or wat...hehe...the pentas was confusing..bt all'z well endz well...lela im sori la but last year'z was better.hee..n despite us only chattin n meetin like once in a very very blue moon,itz realli nice to meet u up even for a mere 5minz babe...n like u normally say - VERY BITCH

itz alreadi a freakin 3 in the morn n im over at idah'z crib havin a slp over..n the poor girl is alreadi aslp.shish...god i dun blief i hafta wake up at 7 in the morn tml juz to travel from gombak to work for a stupid product training....nabey...best part,we cant claim ani ot...shish!!!

k nvm..up to them...toodlez everyone..off to lala land now

2007-10-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

letz haf a recap of themini shopping spree...hehehe...

WARNING!!SUPER LONG AND DRY ENTRY.WITH LOADZ OF VISUALZ

obviously ive been workin like a gundu every single day.n bein the gundu dat i am,i get laods of complains n compliments from the cust i serve..more compliments mind u.n complains normally pertaining the kpi...bt hu carez wen compliments are being rolled in every minute..n datz a perk me up when u serve a nasty2 cust..

since ive been bz workin i did pamper myself on my off...

initially wanted to go to jb...bt then had to go back to work...told my cso i was gon come bak..however bein too lazy n tired of facing all those shitzat at work,i ditched it n went to jb instead...went wif fai n ayid..

ayid rock ballz.he'z one hilarious kid.dude he got me laughin the minute we got to custom.oh n u guyz wanna noe th e cutree part of goin to jb???we took the bus.which was a bit of a mind boggling trip.cute n delirious i tel u.so we walked around city square to get fai'z stuff.n erm...thru out the time we were walkin n lookin around, i was constantly whining bout how hot it was n dat i wasnt fastin yet i was fastin.get wat i mean???no??go figure ya'll...

so we walked n walked n fai got wat he wanted..n i was still lookin for a big big bag n a pair of black shoez 4 work...in the end i didnt find anitin dat caught me eyez...so sulked all over n found diz cute pair of black shoez 4 work..cute u noe...lol...went in n out of the shopz....bought 2 topz...kinda cute to me..heee...weaknez i say weaknez..after walkin n not bein able to find a big big bag, we headed over to pizza hut to break fast..while waiting we yak-ke-dee-yak bought thangs n placed an order..yaked away n snap pix of the thangs we ordered...

bein the typical singaporean dat i n ayid r,we complained non stop bout every single thang dat was did by the waitrezz...mind u,the service was very bad lor. k nvm letz jus haf sum visuals of the thangz that made us complain non stop k???

the spill by the side of the bowl

another spill

iced water anyone???

so yeh those r juz sumof the stuff...took sum pix while waitin for azan.

but man the service sux..they juz chucked the drankz,soup n food on the table...my god..

on a brighter note,the food we had got us realli happi n wegot high on pepsi!!!

surprisingly,knowing that we were famished,we didnt fin our food.n th ebest part was,the gerls sitting behind us were able to fin their food!!i mean 3 gerlz versus 2 guys,a girl at pizza hut.such an embarassment but boi those gerlz were realli hungry

so after all that eating we headed back to city square to get my bag n ciggiez..hehehe...smoke machine was on our mindz.n kan..the railing at their overhead bridge is so low dat it makes me feel soo tall

see..i told u itz damn low.shud take a pic of our local railing so dat u guyz can make a comparison.

aniwayz i got myself a bag n we were to shag n headed back home.before walkin back to custom,we saw diz uncle selling clockz.damn was it realli kewl. first ayid was plannin to get in,in the end me n fai bought it too.the uncle was a good salesman lor.he gave all the positive aspects of the clockn it just got us diggin it.ayid simply said "he was good at promoting it as i was holding those red notez" u evil n funny la ayid.

in the bus to woodlands,we were laughin n doin our own thang.the peepz around us were like staring at us..weirdoz...

ayid tried to run from the nose-digger fai!!!bt to no avail!!!

now i fee llike goin on a vacation juz to shop !!!any takerz??

2007-09-23T02:02:00.001+08:00

i soo super hate the taste of chicken sausages at timez...
well more like if they're under cook or sumtin like dat...itz just due to the fact that u can taste the preservativez they use.which to me taste uberly yucky n it makes me wanna puke!!!
N I MEAN SUM SAUSEGES NOT ALL...n i hafta highlite the fact that this "undercooked" sausages r normally home cooked..*disgusted face*

aniwayz the main point of ramadhan to me is to actualli undergo wat the poor goes thru w/o food or water...however at times i fell like im juz detoxin my whole bod of all the toxins dat i ate for 11mths.not forgettin the fact that u "slim" down during diz mth...however the detoxination (is this a real english word) doesnt realli work as we..oops i mean i,eat loads of junk wen da azan. the whole point is jeng jeng jeng

I PUT ON MORE WEIGHT DURING THIS MTH AS I EAT LIKE NOBODYS'Z BIZ...so much for losing weight!!!

oh n im soo nt satisfied wif my tummy *looks at big,round,bulging tummy* i wish i had a flat tummy...at this point i tink my lil cousin will be screamin "KAK SINAH URE SOO SKINNY HOW CAN U SAY U HAF A BIG,ROUND,BULGING TUMMY???!!!" god i miss my cousinz!!!

i was chattin wif fai on the topic of external hard disk n shoppin. n shoppin includes lingerie n all dat...n wen he asked "wat size?" i juz said...I WUN TEL U!! *slaps fore head* wat the hell was i tinkin..he was merely askin 4 the size of the external hard disk dat i want...im sori fai...im soo bombotic tonite...plz forgive me..*singz to the song*

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

my comp is super duperly laggin...i hate it...all thanx to da fam for intruding on my comp!!!i hate hate it...anione kind enuff to get me a lappie????god..

da da...i shall go fin up my book...haf like a week to go b4 my library books r due to be returned

*lets haf a burping competition one day shall we?

2007-09-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

2007-09-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

its alreadi the 5th dae of puasa.so far soo good..no thoughts of pontenging puasa...wah kau da 19tahun nk ponteng???siao...aniwayz im not quite sure wat to blog bout....so letz juz upload visuals for ya'll

MY OFF DAY which was on a sat...

sitts marriage

NOKIA peepz

Mazlan's bdae

2007-09-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

oooooweeeeeee
im like super duperly lazy to blog..
however i find myself typing away wif noting in mind yo
itz been a very long time since ive updated
itz been a longer time since i went out to lepak wif the kidz
n itz been sum time since i drank...

n all diz hap on my OFF DAYZ
so i was actualli planning to see baby syuhrah on fri but the plan chaged to
VISITIN HANIF AT TTSH
poor hanif was warded since wed if im nt mistaken coz his lung burst
not literalli burst silly
itz juz dat his lungs has "bubbles" which forms as tiny sized bois like him will juz grow taller but their body mass doesnt...thus diz bubblez will develop...
datz wat hafiz said...
so after visiting hanif,everyone hu were at hosp made our way to esplanade...however sumtin realli tragical hap...
diz 7-year-old korean boi lost his mum...
everyone tried helpin him but he juz wun let us..
so in the end a lady called the cops n the whole bunch of us tried to console him..
it didnt work..
we tried to get his parents hp no bt he juz said "i dunnoe"
the boi'z a real actor lor...
coz the the cops arrived,he immediately called his mum using the oficer'z hp..
mak kau..he cheat our feelingz
but good la..he realli listened to the saying "nvr to to strangerz"
he even rejected my choc biscuits!!
so after the whole drama ended n eddie arrived we were makin noise pllution in the train all the way to burger king..bein the only gerl, im alwayz the target of their pranks!wat to do...
so there we were at the norm spot wen DIGI CAMZ took hold on all of us
from hafiz snappin our pix...from me takin candid pix of everyone...from everyone us bein a lil camwhore..
EVERYONE LOVEZ TAKIN PIX!!!hu doesnt???
so through out the good 4hours of our presence at esplanade,we took countles shotz...can make an album ya noe...hehehe

on sat went to COMEX wif muz n taufiq...being a spoilt brat hu'z pay isnt even in her bank yet, i sulked lookin at all the goodies being sold at such good bargains....dammit
so yada2..walked around n ended up at kfc n havin my lunch cum dinner as i wasnt at all dat hungry...
ate n decided to catch ratatouille...howeva u spell it bt seating were bad..in other wordz...TIX WERE SELLIN FAST..so we decided not to watch...
walked to ct hall n met naz,hafiz n e-man...
departed from muz n taufiq as those two guyz were realli slpy from SPENDING THE ENTIRE NITE AT CYBER CAFE..
the first thang wen i met those three was to give apiz no.s for 4d.coz apparently he told naz dat if i were to wear not black,he wud buy 4d.sounded fair enuf.wrote loads of number on his palm...transferred it to his hp in the end...n since the guys were perspiring from the skating, we decided to go to marina square as apiz wanted to get a new top..lol...once we had sumtin nice for dear apiz to wear, we went to makansutra to haf SATAY SATAY..yummylicious i tell u...juz dat the babat made it taste realli yucky...so we juz toked crap n walked all the way to raffles city to calrke quay for notin..but we juz found a spot n started drinkin...did a lil bit of cam whoring wif apiz..n my was i such a minah toilet for wantin to go to the loo..hehehe
in the end we decided to go back home..n erm..i practically ran for the last train...
the boiz wanted to send me home via cab...but knowin that they live in the west side n im living in the north was juz a no no...
luckily i bumped into alif n 2 otherz...
we yakedi yak in the train n my unruly lil secret was known by alif..out of the blue he juz asked "ko has yg mosh mcm bdk laki kan?"i was shocked at dat q dat i juz kept shut..
bah!!!
went home drunk n khairi,my colleague, juz laughed his ass off seein me in such a state...god...at least i haf my locker key wif me..muahhaha...
reached home n had a nice cold bath
soon after dat went down to meet khari n lepak..to tink he was still laughin at me for bein drunk...my god...such an ass...
so we juz chilled till 3 in the morn n i went home to slp...

OFF DAYZ ARE PURE BLISS!!!
cant wait 4 thurz!!!

2007-08-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

yes kak diy im updating my blog...n erm..ive seriously cut down on clubbin.like realli..instead of it bein a weekly issue ive cut it down to a "IF THERE'Z AN EVENT THEN I WILL CLUB"...tell me bout it wen ure suppose to go wif A but when u bump into B,B just wont let u off to haf fun wif A.which is realli absurd coz being stuck wif B is like ure being caged.plus the fact that being stuck wif B, URE NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO BE OUT OF B'Z SIGHT.which is actualli ABSURD plus it damags ur relationship wif A.n i totally hate B.call me a bitch but B is realli damn ASSHOLIC!

aniwayz work'z been realli hectic i tel u.wat not wif the shortage of staff n erm...half hour break.CANNOT MAKE IT.if diz continuez everyone will wanna quit.but all's well as of today 3 new stuff will be coming into CWP.wee...oh n i heard from Cyndi dat there will be a malay guy!!is dat exciting or wat?but i still prefer my mazlan...muahhaha...there's no one else i can gossip wif..apart from idah.but she'z off to kl tml..BOO...had training last week. n erm...it was realli hilarious apart from waking up at 7 in the morning juz to be sure that i will be early for training.not only did i spend $20 on the first day on cab fare i spend 15mins bein stuck in a jam..eww...at the end of the day, everyone juz went bisserk.OH PLS DO NOT ORDER KFC.i suggest goin to the outlet urself...coz the operator is realli not frenly.plus the fact that u cant realli order stuff dat u realli want..which kinda shuckz...ALL HAIL MACDs..traitor siak has...lol

i spent last nite goin thru my contacts n deleting a whole junk of guy'z no.wen i say a whole junk i mean bout 150 guyz no.alot of whom i no longer contact,find them to be such an irritant,whom i feel r juz sore losers,exhaust me from my emotions,hear breakers n juz MAJOR PAIN IN THE ARSE...so if ani of u find dat i no longer contact u plz dun feel offended...u guys juz take up too much space in my sim card for MUCH MORE IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.thank u very the nice...

now i remember y im nt dat keen in relationships.(this sentence sounds very wrong) its realli time consuming,heart wrenching,n realli draining...erm...draining everything..the soul especially...yay to singlehood...muahhahahah...k nuff said..

mum juz ask out of the blue if im going out todae..n i juz said no..n surprisingly her reply was "such a waste of ur off day" any kind soul out there hu wanna ask me out on diz cold cold day???

2007-07-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

diz whole mth has been a memorable month to be exact.with all the birthdays goin on, trainings and also a fren'z engagement. realli got time passin real fast...everything is just soo fun filled.glorious food n real fun people to be with.pic taking here and there...sweet sweet meories...

the first thang was the high tea wif ilie,fiza,zul,ain,al,diy,didi,aziela,sam n mua...high tea at carosel buffet style.close frens n good food.hu wudnt be having fun rite???heheh.ok loads of eating n gossipin...n den headin to esplanade to chill den headed to marina square'z mcdeez to chill even more...at the end of the day everyone went their seperate ways.loot picked me up n we headed to teenie'z chalet..ate n erm...found myself fallin aslp on the chair...den went off to bed till sumting hilarious hap...hehhee...den juz sat around n headed home...still wondering wat to get for the july babiez...heheheh

the week after 14 which falls on the 22 dat is was dearest fiza's engagement...dun ask me when mine will be sweetheart...i can only tel u it will b a long long time from now...long as in 10 years ok???hehhee...itz realli sad n nice to see her get engaged n all dat but come to tink of it..itz like we're all growin up sooo fast...too fast at times..after having our tummy filled wif food, we headed off to compass point to haf another chilling session...diz time w/o fiza of course..haiz...missin her alreadi u noe..aniwayz we headed home soon after..n boi was it just plain old fun...i mean all the laughin n all the freedom of speech shared between ilie,aziela n i...hehhe..now gerlz plz keep it to ourselvez aite...

oh next...training at marriott was FANTABULOUS!!!itz like preschool where u're bein fed like nobody'z biz!!!oh n the training was realli enjoyable..obviously it was related to work ok!!!so yeah....1 and a half day of fun...coz the 2nd day was purely shucky as i had to return to work...bt heck...I HAD MORE FOOD DIZ WEEK..oh wif DONUTZ!!!

n yes donut is realli addictive to me...i remembered kak waty tellin me dat mazlan was cravin for donutz wen i was around...i guess i got my colleagues cravin for it...MUAHAHHAHA..told u its damn adddictive...hgeheheh..aniwayz yeah im realli cuttin down on clubbin unlike some people muka poster...lol....n i shant go clubbin if im gon work the next morn...i can hear all the "ya rite has!!!" muhahahah..u peepz noe dat aint gon hap...muahhaha but god ill try not to but itz damn hard lor

k i better get my ass in bed or else ill die!!muackz...

shall update asap..i mean I WILL SEE BOUT IT

2007-07-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

oi to the punks
oi to the skins
oi to the world and everybody wins!!!

itz been a very very long time since i last updated.a mth to be exact.
plz pardon me since im a bz career woman
works been hectic and social life has been decreasing...
im MISSING ALL MY GFZ N BFZ N GIGZ!!!
n CLUBBIN
anione wanna ask me out on my off day???

aniwayz itz kinda sad lor the gerlz day out has been canceled..but i dun mind coz ill still be meeting all my GFZ on the 14th plus a few other guys as we're gon celebrate the JULY BABIEZ BDAE...
itz sure gon be full of fun!!!hella good time!
no drunken aftermath is the best yo!!!

letz just say dat life has been treating me good although im alreadi broke on the 6th of july..
wat not with all the overdue bills to be paid,the thangz i had to get for work,the amount of money spent on food as im forever hungry!!!
which actualli amazez me as i dun see where all those extra extra calories has gone to...maybe to my thighz as everyone lovez to baring on my thighz
muahhaha
SLP ON MY THIGHZ EVERYONE N GIME URE FEEDBACK YO!!!

time has been flying real fast as itz juz fun filled la...
like i said...lifez been real good to me lately although sum shit doez hap...
aniwayz im juz thankful dat im still surviving n dat all theoriez in life can be broken n forgotten
DESPITE BEIN BROKE N ALL ON THE 6TH OF JULY IM ONE SATISFIED LIL GERL TODAE!!!
spent the whole day wif an old old fren
started off with ct hall to geth my hands on the phantom of the opera cd...hehe..im a greedy gerl!
went to bugiz to get me work shoez.n bein soo spenthrift dat i am
i was unable to resist makin meself spex.COOL LA BABE
got myself bagz too
erm..
wat else ye???
OH DONUTZ OK!!!!
mon cherie,chocolate delight n blah3
bt im juz pissed off with the service yo...
damn rude u lil gerl u!to think she go serve the couple behind me instead of me when i was actualli readi!nasib ade dat cute chinese guy hu serve me..if not ill CONDEMN VINCO DONUTS.u guyz better buck up on ur service!!!
aniwayz i was realli happy as i played with wax after A YEAR!!!thanx ye faizal...playin wax is major ORGASM!!!
hur hur
oh u better pick me up after work next wed or else i wun go mos wif u!!!

oh i better slp soon...work tml...
bz bz bz!!!
love u all!!!

p.s:im damn surprise with the amount of thangz that i juz typed!!!

2007-06-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

todae todae todae...

first day of work n everyone was eraly except 4 teenie...ahahha..standard la hor...ko ni pun teenie..i say bedah...late je eh..heheh.ko tkmo late 4 work lak esok.

so it all started wif fad being the earliest one,next me,nurul,ella,fizah n teenie...wat more wen all of us arrived at the "tempat perjanjian", we all headed to the hr..kecoh ok..everyone lookin at us juz coz we were all in black n white..MAFIA BABE.ahahha..so yada2 we were on time.early ok! had this LONG "training session". which was practically kinda kewl la babe.i mean u noe wat hap behind the scene n all.

blah blah blah we had lunch.in which everyone was full...upon the continuation of training,everyone was starting to fall aslp.i mean lunch+full n satisfied tummy=SLPY TRAINEEZ...n the only way we could sustain the consioucnezz was to sms people n joke around.nt realli joke...more like erm juz tease around n take notez. *gigglez*

training continued till 6pm.after which we all dispersed to our diff destinationz.fad to i dunnoe where.nurul to eunos.me,teenie,fizah n ella decided to lepak.so we did..while lepakin sumtin unexpected hap.low called informin teenie bout our alocation.n GOD IT KILLED HER!!!coz she was stationed at century square all alone while the rest of us were wif each other.teenie was realli stressed up.keep sayin she'z scared dat peepz mite bully her.which we all noe will nvr hap.n gerl ive nvr seen dat side of u! so we juz chilled till 7 n headed home...

aniawyz here r sum pix from juz now...still waitin 4 sum pix from fad

feeling kakak2 office

the next gerl group!

teenie,me n ella

fizah n fad

nurul n me

nt many pix...aniawyz im off to bed!!!nitez people

2007-06-01T15:17:00.000+08:00

wed:bonding session wif sis n her bf.wat did we do???MOVIE MARATHON.from 9.30 till 1.30 in the morn.after which sis n bf retired to bed while i continued my "lepakin session" wif an old fren from 1.30 till 4.bt i was actualli dozing off coz apparently paperwork had to be done.MacDs at 4 in the mornin was actualli sumtin i needed as it realli did help me fall aslp easily.*gigglez*

thurz:another lay-in-bed day for me.woke up to the nice aroma of my sis cookin n nizam screamin like a crazy boi dat he is.SIS UR BF IS CRAZY!so aniwayz we had movie marathon again..soo sweet ok diz time as we watch "Tentang Bulan".itz a very sweet childhood story bout 5 close frenz bt apparently shitzat hap.so blah3 ate n played taitee n uno.my god itz been agez since i last played uno.so we played card gamez for bout an hour or so till an old fren beeped me n suggested to watch PIRATEZ OF THE CARRIBEAN.thot of watchin at town bt no no.town was too crowded so settled for causeway point.n god we literally had to strain our neckz coz of the seatin.causeway'z movie seatin realli sux lor coz the seat bloody hell low n the screen is high.even the back row were strainin their neckz okaez..anihoz after the movie had a quick smokey smokey session n walked home..tok shitzatz n laughed me ass off n sang to my heartz content (mind u my heartz still dead).so aniwayz got home n saw my sis sleepin soundly aslp.oh my lil bro was slpin oh soo sweetly too.hehhe..of to bed for me too

n here i am..suppose to go out..bt no..im bein a lazy ass..brr...my sis yellin...gtg lil angelz n devilz from the other world...HOIST THE COLOURZ!

2007-05-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

the world'z a depressin place at the moment...
my superwoman is realli sick
it breakz my heart seein her goin in and out of the ward to go for heart scans every few hourz.
her hairz fallin...
her tearz keep rollin...
i feel the pain she's feelin
y must u go thru diz routine everyday?

the moment i stepped into the ward there u were lookin at me
while the bloody monster kept yellin for god noez wateva reason
i hate dat!
bt juz for the sake of u i stayed.
i missed u juz like how u missed me
i regret not spending time wif u wen u were at home
every single thang u did for me in the past now seemz soo precious to me
even the thot of u comin home at 2 in the mornin wif kenny sending u home got me cryin.
mummy can ur old life be restored?

i miss ur presence.
i miss ur hugs
i miss ur laughters
i miss ur naggin
i miss ur kissez
i miss ur lovin
I MISS U!

mummy pls tel me ure gettin better.plz
come home quickly plz

i love u

2007-05-20T02:28:00.000+08:00

im too lazy to update..sori ya'll
bt i wanna wish diy hapi bdae!!!da 19!!!wah chey!!!
n kan to my dearest frenz like ilie,diy,ain,fiza,min,man,fir n those in dat class HAF FUN ON UR GRAD DAY!!!

for now here r pix from the da i went to watch the phantom of the opera which was effing spectacular!!n pix from visiting my mum juz now..love u guyz!

VISIT TO THE HOSP

MY SUPERWOMAN~!!!mummy get well soon!i love u!

2007-05-17T15:30:00.000+08:00

is it wrong for a gerl to grab the attention she gets from her friends?
is it wrong that she fills up the loneliness within her with the company around her?
is it wrong for her to confide in some one else when the one she wants to confide in isn't there for her?

y is it her fault that she turns to someone else for love when the one she truly love isn't even loving her back?
y is it her fault that she finds it soo hard to talk to that special one when nothing is quite the same anymore?
y is it that she cries to sleep thinkin that the next day things will be back to normal?
y is it she denies the truth knowing that what she only want to see is just a lie?

y?

2007-05-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

oh harlo there.
i noe u guyz haf been anticipating the day in which i get my lazy ass bum to update(DIY I ADMIT IM A LAZY ASS BUM)
so here i am updating!
SATURDAY:went out wif ziela n ain sodsiak!ahhaha..gerek la u bebey!i was early..like at longest last i was early bebey!tk pernah2.hehehe..bangga u noe.lol.so yeah next was ziela n ain.n ziela u noe i noe wat hap hor..shh!!after ain came we had late lunch at cavana since ziela kepingin plus none of us realli seem to be able to agree on other eateries..so cavana it is..den we slacked till it started drizzling.we sat again at the rafflez city link there n decided to head to vivo coz my stomach was realli cravin for donutz!wee..so off to vivo where we queued 4 donutz n headed to a spot where we talked n ate n cam whored abit (sori diy we didnt camwhore dat much) sat around n fin up the donutz (left one which ziela brought home.n im still wonderin wat her mum'z reaction was like.sweetz faster tel me ley) n we went home.heheh..had fun la wif those 2 giler nya org..i like

MONDAY:went to vivo to catch spidey man 3 wif loot.i was late coz i was late la.i mean at the end of the day my watch was 10minz faster than dat at the cinema n in the end we were still early 4 the movie.get wat i mean?no?nvm den.so aniawyz while i was otw to vivo i bumped into my uncle at admiralty.so he accompanied me to vivo.n wen i told loot dat my uncle was joinin us he was like 'HUH"...CLASSIC REACTION U NOE..EXPECTED.cik maruli n i juz laughed.lol..n actualli if dat gemz didnt go smoke we wud haf been a bit early 4 the show.bt as i said.we were still early 4 the movie.hehehe.n the best part was dat loot majok coz he thot we missed the show.after dat we had dinner at pastamania.coz i was realli cravin 4 pasta n gemz as alwayz didnt noe where to eat.me n my cravinz n omg VIVO!lol...

TUESDAY:had diz interview thingy at boon keng at axis.itz kinda kewl la the place was abit secluded.n we did find "jalan katak mati".shud haf taken the pic of the dead frog.it realli was squashed to the floor.poor katak.bt kinda kewl la.*SADISTIC SIA HAS* after the interview all of us went our seperate wayz.juz dat dila n i headed to orchard n waited for our frenz.juz wen raihan n fika arrived we toked n smoke somemore.after which me n fika left.n raihan n dila went to watch anugerah.so met up wif geraldine at starbux.n tok n ate n drank n peed from bout 5pm all the way till 8.50.so wen we left we headed to coffeebean taka to order a cake 4 geraldine'z bf.heheh..pening kepala la see geraldine tink soo much.lol.she'z a thinker.ONCE A GUNNER ALWAYZ A GUNNER.fuck u,understand(ns thang) n no im nt sayin ns is bad.juz dat wen u tink bout how the recruits kena scoldin it juz crackz me up.FUCK U,UNDERSTAND?ahhaha k enuff..so we walked all the way to dhoby ghaut n bought mc deez n sat outside 7-11 n continued tokin crap all the way till 12+++ took a cabbie home. n i tel u i do hafa feelin dat itz gon hap again todae.

WEDNESDAY:i shall update diz on erm..i dunnoe wen im free..

ps:ain im still waitin 4 the pix.if u see me online plz send it to me ok?

2007-05-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

mummy...u break my heart wen u said "kakak take care of urself k?mum minta maaf if mum uat salah kat kakak.kakak jgn noti2 ok?dgr kata ambok.pray for me dat ill be ok.dun cry k kakak.wen u wanna visit me juz do."

wen u said dat itz as if ure gon go away foreva mummy.i dun wan u to leave me here.i cannot lose u mummy.ure too precious to me.if ure gone hu'z gon kiss me,hug me n cook 4 me?hu'z gon be there listening to me whine n see me cry?hu'z gon comfort me n give me the motherly loving dat u give?no one will be able to give me dat kinda lovin dat i received for the past 19 yearz of my life.kak long cant gime dat kinda lovin dat a mother gives her child.no one else can.n i dun want another mummy.

I WANT U MUMMY!I JUZ WANT U!NO ONE ELSE!URE THE ONLY MUM I KNOW N URE THE ONLY MUM I WANT!

u told me not to cry.bt u cried wen u were huggin n kissin me.mummy i love u.i noe i nvr told u so n even wen i do itz nt realli heart felt..bt u do noe i mean it rite?u do kan?

mummy y mus diz hap to u?y must u undergo such a mind boggling operation?y do u hafta go thru it?wasnt it enuff to haf undergone it the first time?now its the 2nd..n u said there mite be a 3rd.it scarez me mummy.mummy plz shield me from this fear.

ill do aniitn juz to be sure ure alrite mummy.i will..i promise i will.ill listen to u,ill be there 4 u.ill be ur lil gerl.juz name the price n ill do it.i juz dun want u to leave mummy.plz.

i wanna hug u mummy.i wanna kiss u.i want to see u everyday.i want to get the loving dat u give.i want all dat.

i love u mummy.

2007-05-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

got dis from my sis'z blog.n it instantly brought tearz to my eyez..im feelin the love...n itz true...itz true

A heart-warming story............
My husband is an engineer by profession, I love him for his steady-being nature, and I love the warm feeling while leaning against his broad shoulder.
3 years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has now transform into the cause of all the restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning for candy.
And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.
One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I want a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shockingly.
"I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thoughts the whole night with a cigarette lighted all the time.
My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him?
And finally he asked, " What can I do to change your mind?"
Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his eyes, I slowly answered,
"Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we are both sure that making you pick the flower will cause death, will you do it for me?"
He said, " I will give you your answer tomorrow...."
My heart just sank by listening to his respond.The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes....
"Dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons"
this first line had already broken my heart. I continued reading.
"You can only type with computer and always mess up the programs in the PC, and cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help restore the programs.
You always leave the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way.
You always have the cramp whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramps at your tummy.
You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs.
I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands... tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "
My tears dropped on the letters, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and I resumed my reading...
And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if youare satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there, with your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and bread....
Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone...That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tend to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form... flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands...
and that's our life...
I hope everyone enjoy reading it...
love, but not words win the arguments...
With Regards, A Tear & A Smyle,
--==[ Isis ]==--

2007-05-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

k da kena sound ngan kakak diy kita to update...boo!!!lol...yela i noe itz damn dusty around here n ive to do sum spring cleaning...

letz juz update yes???workz been realli slow n boring lately.realli!i seriously dance n sing around the store wen there'z no customerz if nt ill find myself wandering around centre pt tryin to find sumtin to buy.or better still goin to s11 n buy ice kachang or chenteng or sumtin to fill my miserable tummy.so i guezz u guyz wud b tinkin dat ive gained loadz of weight..i soo haf no idea if i haf..bt i do noe i wanna gain weight coz im fuckin skinny ok!anione wanna donate ur babatz to me?plz send ur resume to my email ok???k set...

dat aside im soo gon miss workin i tel u.wat nt 10th bein my last day at work.i noe my gfz noe the story.n since 10th is my last day at work, im gon miss seeing lulu walk hurriedly to work coz as alwayz she'z late..ahahha...ape nya lulu...gi la keje siang sikit...u alwayz rush la u..n kan lulu...bila la mau lepak???brr...im soo gon miss singing n dancing like no one'z biz.im gon mis goin crazy n cursing customerz wen they r too much..im gon miss all those...aniwayz...i realli m gon mis workin wif sally,kak fauziah n marilyn..muahhaha

realli!!!the nvr ending "ITCHY BAWAH NYA ORG" ahahhah...inside joke which u guyz wun understand...

oh ive been having trouble slpin lately...wat not if u haf a big starfish slpin wif u everynite coz no one else wanna slp wif u n no one else waitz 4 u to come home to be given hugz n kissez n diz starfish is still special despite the fact that he is indeed sumtin special coz i love love this starfish like hell coz itz pink n it wearz bermz...ahhaha...n itz PATRICK STARFISH...although itz juz sum big stuff toy which takez up half the space of my single bed,i still find it hard to slp lor..wat not wif it bein soo big n hard to hug coz the shape is damn odd..wif such a big butt...n im startin to hate guyz wif big buttz although itz such a tur on..muhahah..shuddup dun ask me y...bt realli i will juz find my beloved patrick on the floor..poor patrick alwayz bein kick out of bed..muahaha...

apart from patrick bein such a uncooperative thang in bed,i get phone calls n sms at 3am in the morn.im alreadi havin difficulty slpin yet people still add on to such thangz...oh n wen i do fall aslp itz like 7am!!n ive another hour to slp..mana cukup babe!!i need to slp. n if u kind soulz do read diz...DUN CALL ME AT 3AM+++ TO AJAK LEPAK OR SUMTIN COZ ITZ REALLI INCONSIDERATE!!!

wif dat done i realli didnt expect to haf updated soo much in such a short time...n kak diy oh kak diy kita da update tau tau tau *winkz* jgn marah...

im missin sumone...oh shuddup!

here'z juz sum pix ya

2007-04-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

my intention of loggin in was to rant bout somethin
now i totally forgot wat i wanna rant bout...

aniwayz...

IVE WRITEN SUMTIN
hehehe

2007-04-17T22:14:00.001+08:00

IM SICK IM SICK IM VERY VERY SICK!!!i tink i got it from poor diy yg suara sexy rockerz smlm..diy kita pun nk dat suara minah rock yg uberly sexy leh tk???leh ye?heheh

k aniwayz yest i went over to diy'z place n lepak japz.hehe...passed ilie my black jeanz.ilie muat ye ko kai jeanz aku...aku nya pantat ade org curik tu psal da tkleh fit...hmph.so at diyz place there was me,diy(DUH!!),ilie n ain.we were lepakin in her room the whole day n ilie had to go off firzt.i antar her to the bus stop..so romantic u noe.dejavu lak tu.n i dreamt bout dat yearz ago.kewl kan?heheh..so after antar ilie walked back to diy'z place n lepak2 till kul 7 ntah brape minit ntah brape saat.passed loot his shirt n den zap2 alik!!!!n kan diy i will no longer smack ur butt...coz kan u sick n den i tink i got sick coz i smacked ur butt..hee...oh i couldnt stop singing to agnes monica.HAH

oh n i love love last sat.worked full shift n it was damn mundane..bt it was damn rewardin can?layan diz lady la..she damn cute u noe although she was 83 bt she looked 70++...so i served her lor.n got her to try shoez.bt she couldnt find ani dat fit her.so kecian sey.n she'z rich u noe..coz the kasot she was wearin was CHANEL la babe!oh n her daughter went missin n wen she came back..she gave me markz n spencer nya puffz!!ala sweet kan???n to top it up i went home wif diz DAMN CUTE GUY LA!wen da pai yishun he kept lookin at me..i tink i blushed coz he smiled.HENSEM SIA *cair* n b4 he went down the escalator he looked back n smiled.heheh...damn cute la..n dat was wat hap on sat

sunday was lela'z last day at work.ah ko i miss her alreadi.SFOGZ LEPAK YE NGAN AKU SATU HARI!den u can tel me everytin bout ur beloved ashri.ala...very bitch..shish...k i wanna slp...such a lame entry!!!

2007-04-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

juz got back from visitin my mum at the hospital.well nt juz.more like an hour.hee..aniwayz i was cryin the whole of yest coz i miss my mum oh so badly.ask my sis.she passed me my mum'z face towel n i juz started cryin.n cryin is one hell of n exhaustin activity.got extremely tired after cryin the whole day n i was like almost headin to lala land bt couldnt n so i went outie out...all alone n came back diz morn.

oh regardin the visit.met wif nizam(my sis bf) at bb.n headed to alexandra hospital.we went in n out of cheerz b4 headin to mummy'z room.she was in diz private room which was cozy bt COLD.got myself shiverin.n sis let me haf a good 10minz wif my mum b4 she n nizam came in.i cried n hugged my mummy coz i realli missed her.she convinced me dat she'z alright huggin me oh soo tightly n kissin me.i miss her kissez n hugz.*feel like cryin*call me a cry baby if u wanna bt i juz love her truckloadz,shiploadz n all the loadz!!!u haf no idead how much i love my mum!hmph! so aniwayz we started to haf dessert which mummy saved especially 4 me coz she noez i love love puddingz n all the sweetnez in the world.so we ate n started to bitch about everytin.nizam was soo malu the cat dat he juz giggled like a skewl boi.HAH!so we were watchin tv,tokin n eatin while we were at the hospital..n a big big surprise happened!my dad came.n nizamalih2 cuak!muahha...he didnt wanna meet my dad..nt yet..bt he did juz now.heheh..ambik ko malu2 cat!seemz like dad likez nizam.n dad doesnt noe dat he'z bloody 21 yearz old!muahhaha...my sis my sis...dating younger guyz...*speak 4 urself has!*

we continued to joke n eat n watch tv till 7pm...den me,sis n nizam went off...despite bein warded, mummy sent us off to the lift.kissed n hugged her for the final time.in the lift i was about to cry again.coz ive nt been by mummy'z side for a very long time.n i pray to god dat she will be discharged tml!mummy plz come home soon!i miss ur presence at home!

b4 headin home..we went into the pharmacy to look at the stuff toyz..erm..i went weak wen i saw STITCH!n the kewlest part is dat it has speakerz at itz feet!i realli wanted it badly n so nizam was oh soo sweet n got it for me..hee..sori la sis..u noe i love love stitch dun u.n LOOT I STILL HAF THE STITCH U GOT ME..ITZ SUMWHERE...lol

we took the shuttle bus to queenstown.after which nizam,sis n i went our seperate wayz.sis n nizam went to watch a movie n i headed home..hello im no gooseberry okay!hehe..so ya here i am on my off day n checkin stuffz out!

n there u go!a borind n random post.oh i shall upload pix soon

2007-04-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

itz been agez since i blogged.so here i am at 12.11am typing away.actualli im nt quite sure bout wat to write bt i do noe i hafta apologise to ej for nt turnin up on saturday..sori ej!!!has nanti make it up 2 u okie??

as some of u mite know im workin FULL TIME at Americaya.i only haf lela to thank as she got me the job.n also to ilie 4 smsin me the last min info!ala u two gerlz soo suuu-eet.itz sum shoe shop at centre point.n the very first person to "pay" me a visit is LULU BERBULU.hiak hiak hiak...suka eh ko tgk aku work mcm org giler.padahal it was damn empty sia at that point of time..hehehe...thanx 4 droppin by k sweetz.lol..

work is TIRING n it can be quite MUNDANE wen there aint no customerz around.realli!i mean imagine urself standing around doing noting n hoping that some one will juz pop in n decide to browse thru the shelvez full of shoez n also be persuaded by me or my colleaguez to get dat shoe.seriously it can be fun to entertain customerz bt they can wear u out at timez.bt i still hafta get used to the idea of climbing up n down ladderz n crawling in the back room to search for a certain shoe.lol..it mite seem funny if u were to record me doin dat!ok apart from the fact that life can be soo boring.u can catch me singing n dancing n tokin away to my colleaguez especially lela..VERY BITCH!!!ahahah...n wen lela is around...the singing,dancing n bitchin nvr endz..n i realli get that cravin 4 food wen peepz walk pass the shop holdin _______(insert food)..realli!i end up goin to the shop buyin food to snack on...lol..pelik tapi benar..lol

oh i fell in love wif this particular bootz n i wanan get it...cost a bomb okay!$220!!!itz nice n comfy..i can tel u i will use it like almost evryday...n i found out dat no cpf will be deducted from my pay which to me is bad as no cpf=no future...catch wat i mean?i mean i need the cpf u noe.for future needz like payment of my future house.*byk berangan je has* bt i seriously tink that they do need to deduct my pay 4 cpf..brr...there goez my future house...

k i better get off to lala land or else i wun be able to wake up in time 4 my revision... i shall update soon...for now i will be SFOGs..diz is sum inside joke of the red box crew,lela n me...

2007-03-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
bt i still love fried marz the most
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
soo random siak
cleopatra says:
eh i found out they fry the stuff with pork hot dog then gt no selera to mkn
cleopatra says:
heheh
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
realli eh??
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
eee
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
k dun wanna eat liao
cleopatra says:
YAP.
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
such a let down!
cleopatra says:
hahahh
cleopatra says:
sorry
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
k nt my fave liao!
cleopatra says:
hehehe
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
ala lulu...spoiler la u...
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
bt nvm la...
cleopatra says:
u noe the hot dog is pro?
cleopatra says:
pork*
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
like dat i save $3 every week
cleopatra says:
haha im just doing my part as muslim
my heart'z still dead-IF U CAN DO IT,I CAN DO BETTER! says:
no..i dun even eat that
cleopatra says:
heheheh
cleopatra says:
chey!

was chattin wif lulu n the topic of fried marz pop up n discovered the above...such a let down..bt thanx for the info lulu!!!

on a brighter note ill be savin $3 everytime i go to town plus i wun be consumin dat xtra caloriez...hiak hiak hiak...

BE WARN DUN EAT FRIED MARZ COZ ITZ BLOODY ______(INSERT ADJECTIVE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

let me go
i cant breathe
i drag myself thru the debri
i nvr felt more alone
than on this starry road

2007-03-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

last friday was lela'z pentas....congratulation gf!!it was a blast...A BIG BIG BLAST!!!ok although there were some technical difficultiez, it realli rocked my bra n undiez...hehe...tk caya ask ilie n fiza...hehehe...kewl kan kan kan...overall i love it..

i do love love the dikir barat,the tarian n all those lil humourous scenez...n u got me cryin at the end of the show...lagu touchin babe...shuddup i noe im sum emo gerl wen it comez to such sad sad songz...ape tk...lagu old skewl plus the fact dat ram died coz jam killed her...ah ko...WAWAN KO JAHAT SIAL BUNUH SI RAMLAH!!!so after the whole thang, ilie,me n fiza were sittin outside waitin 4 lela to muncul from the auditorium..bt dia tk muncul2...sfogz tul..had to reort to askin wawan to ask lela out...mor like follow him n ask lela out..alah our co director penat,suara da start hilang2 muka juz glowin from success of the pentas...hehe...took only 2 pix wif her coz her digi cam flat...muahhaha...

im realli not sure wat to type actualli...bt seriously lela lau next year ade pentas lagi kan ajak aku tau.aku nk watch ko joget..kewl tau..hehe..THANX 4 THE ADVANCE BDAE PRESENT!!!

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im startin to imagine my life as a housewife.can u imagine urself bein 50 sittin home all day n the only thang u do is to clean the house.make sure that everytin is in perfect order (nt everytin bt most of the thingz)???i can!!!ive been sittin at home 4 almost 2 mthz now n all i do is juz do the housework..ok la...plus the fact dat i snore in broad daylite wif my windowz n curtain open n the library book coverin my face..eh shuddup la...ive no other choice to slp ok..other than accessin the internet n watchin dvdz which im sick n tired of watchin except 4 my all time favourite korean movie..HEHEH...best la babe!!!will nvr get bored watchin it...

oh back to the topic...den imagine eh urea alreadi a housewife n u must cook n clean everyday...tk penat ke???i tink i wud rather bake cookiez den cook...I CANT COOK...IM ALMOST 20 N I CANT COOK!!!wat a shame sial has...ure a gerl yet u still cnat cook..bt look on the bright side of thangz,i can cook rice,boil water,cook maggie n fry eggz...bt notin can beat the fact dat i wud rather bake cookiez n cakez...i miss bakin stuff...especialli on sundayz..hehhehe

dun expect me to be bakin at the mo...coz im a bit lazy now...lol...oh shuddup la u...

aniwayz anione kind enuff to help me remove those boxez of clothez from my room???itz bloody heavy ok!!!!

2007-03-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!! I WANT I WANT!!!IVE ALWAYZ WANTED TO WATCH IT SINCE I WAS A LIL KID!!I WANT I WANT...ANIONE WANNA BLANJE ME TO THE LONG AWAITED MUSICAL????ANIONE??ANIONE???

boo*soobz*

datz the pix i slide onto my mirror...coz they remind me of hu i am todae n they juz remind me to appreciate every single thing n everyone hu comez by in my life

2007-03-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

i noe there'z realli a lack of updatez plus the fact that life is realli mundane...muahhaha...wateva has..plz spare everyone the agony of readin such a boring post..well as boring as it mite be...im juz bored thus here i am writing a lame and irrational entry...oh nvm...letz juz sum up wat i did...thurz nite was horrendous i tell u...wat nt wif my sis stealin my bulb n er tryin to fix it to her room bt to no avail notin realli happen...n i found carcassez of tiny bugz while wiping the casing clean..one word...EWWWW!!!

so blah3 we were giggling n runnin around the house...hehehe...

fri was realli a knock out can...the both of us were juz waitin 4 each other to fin doin wateva we were doin...more like i was waitin 4 her to fin doin her cv...so upon completion we headed out to causeway point to get the cv printed...bought tix 2 hannibal rising n had dinner at banquet...the noth of us were dietin n we were full..too full 2 be exact n headed to the movie...the movie was bloody good i tel u!!!we were giggling at the partz wen hannibal killed those buggerz..i got a feelin that the couple behind us find us damn sadistic to be enjoyin such tormenting slaughter...BT I LOVE IT DAMMIT!after the movie we headed to adm mac...n i ate again...IM A HUNGRY MONSTER...ehheheh

so todae is realli boring...intended to lepak wif tawfiq...bt in the end we juz went to town had dinner n headed home...mendak kan...hehhe...k nvm...byeeeeeeee

2007-03-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

itz reali disgustin yet amusin to be layaning drunk peepz u noe...itz like u listen to them tokin cock n doin stufart stuff..on the other hand,u hear thingz u dun wanna hear plus they do realli yucky stuff like puking all over the place n they juz scream n shout n god noez get violent wif otherz...itz like OMG...for instance got this gerl workin at loot'z place..the gerl'z name is petom..n she was goin on n on bout loot...disgustin can...ok so wat if i tend to feel abit jelez..bt seriously...she was like "aku mmg suka la si bdk roller boi tu.yg ade weng2.aku tk tau la weng2 ape dia ade tapi dia ade weng2 sendiri.wen teenie asked hu dat roller boi is,she simply blushed...n itz like soo obvious itz LOOT!coz obviously loot is the only roller boi hu has a weng2..or r u the only one boi???dat im nt sure...bt sial lah....wen teased bout loot ill juz run milez away.EEW OK EWW. so u guyz can juz imagine wat happened last nite...

so datz juz the bad side of the nite...such turn off rite???bt abit screwed up yet fun la yest...go figure..got new helmet..wee...went to mkn n got loot a new cap *at longest last i tel u* n he realli is a cam whore now...IM LOVIN IT.so we juz sat around n tok cock..n it realli was hilarious lookin at the way teenie panick..she shudnt in the first place.well the whole of carefour noez wat hap..bt plz la gerl dun wori ok...YAKIN MAU LEBIH.juz relax abit...wanted to catch a movie...bt no wanna watch the pursuit of happynez neither do they wanna watch 300..so be it...we juz headed back to ps n chilled there till 3 am...come to tink of it loot n teenie da bleh ade chop "PLAZA SINGAPURA" on their forehead as they return religiously to their workplace..lol..no juz kiddin guyz u noe i love u guyz...hehhe...so yeah...on the ride home i was juz peelin away loot'z lining which was hideous.im sori syg bt im juz bein frank..it is hideous...nanti monday or sumtin we go bugiz n get u nice stickerz ok?n people will go "KEWLIEZ" *gigglez*

alrite gtg...got a gazillion stuff to be done...oh sori 4 the lack of updatez...IM JUZ LAZY!

2007-02-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

i had the shock of my life wen diz ghost from the past juz called..he used to call me nose juz coz i haf such small nose...n erm...i dun recall y we split up...bt i do noe i juz cant stand him...brr...itz quite funny how he remember trivial matterz dat happened wen i dun..of coz i dun coz i juz dun bother bout him ok!!!!n zu!!im soo gon kill u...next time juz ask me 1st b4 passin my no around...I WANNA CHANGE MY NO!!!

2007-02-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

happi belated bdae to my beloved MUHD LUTHFI BIN KURTUBI..LOVE U SYG!!!DA 19..DA ADE MOTO..JGN NOTI2 N JGN UAT MAMA OR BABA RISAU K???n plz dun make me worried bout u ok...brr...

u guyz alreadi noe i got him a helmet n ogk raincoat 4 his bdae..i loved it n he sure did loved it...bt sadly the helmet wasnt meant to be as sum bugger stole it!!!n dun swear ill be damn sweet to the bugger hu stole it!!!dat is if i noe hu the culprit is.so aniwayz met the lil bdae boi at my void deck n gave him a lil surprise...got him famous amos choc chip muffin n also a ciggie n match stick in a test tube..itz uberly cute i tel u..heheh...well the muffin realli wasnt a surprise as ilie alreadi told the bdae boi bout it...aniwayz he did was elated bout it all..
later on at nite we went to watch norbit..i muz admit itz purely disgustin ok..realli it is bt overall the show has a predictable ending to it...go watch it if u guyz want to...oh loot was damn agitated while watchin it coz teenie n i kept makin alot of noise...lol...sori syg...bt it realli was puke-able ok!after dat we headed off to dbl o where i met up wif sis n her frenz n hafiz n his frenz n his hunkylicious abg...lol...got wasted n danced n erm...got into an arguement wif loot..sori syg...i was drunk..the least u cud do was pull me away..bt u didnt..brr...im feelin damn bad...i love u bear2..muackz...

oh well herez sum visualz...bt there aint alot of loot coz he nvr seem to wanna take no pic no more...brr...im missin his vain pottynezz

2007-02-19T14:38:00.000+08:00

i hate bein a gerl.i hate hate mensez.i hate the fact that i haf to haf all these fuckin crampz n fuckin mood swingz which will usuali coz my relationz wif everyone to go bisserk.fuck mensez....itz suckz ok havin mensez...nabey...

letz haf menopause quickly...den no more mensez,no more crampz and no more mood swingz...

WAIT~!!!

i take dat back..i still wanna haf cute adorable babiez n baby showerz~!!!shoo menopause shoo~!!!

2007-02-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

i juz realise dat my intelligence is deteriorating due to the fact that im juz bumming at home for almost a mth now. i mean like at least wen ure workin, u still haf to tink n ur brain do function n at least ur vocabulary doesnt juz dissolve in thin air juz like dat.bt since im bummin,i haf no one intellectual to tok to thus my vocabulary DOES dissolve in thin air.Mind u this isnt at all good.coz im realli startin to feel all bimbotic u noe!

aniwayz my whole point of bloggin is to whine on how boring it is to be sittin at home doin abosolutely noting productive.unless u count sweeping,vacuumin n moppin as sumtin realli productive.i for one do nt feel dat it is at all productive in any wayz.brr....on the contrary...IM BRAIN DEAD!!1IM SOO NT SURE WAT TO WRITE FOR DIZ GEMZ INDIVIDUAL REPORT!!!

HELP!!!

2007-02-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

itz been a tiring 1 and a half days of shooting...n itz gon be 2 dayz since we hafta shoot again tml.i dun mind a single bit.bt im realli stressed up tinkin of a perfect sypnosis.brr...only manage to come up wif 2.how pathetic is dat????bt overall i surely did haf a great time shootin the drama.wat nt wif lela constantly jokin bout her tea ad,n her bein sfog early in the mornin n her theories of life which i never knew.KEWL KAN DIA.oh nt forgettin her family for bein such kind souls for the hospitality n also their nasi lemak which is soo DASYAT!!!

although ilie,fiza,rezza,lela n i didnt get dat much slp, we sure did haf fun shootin while the rest were aslp.aniwayz here are sum pix...*my god!u guyz haf alot to see nowadayz dun u?

me n my mak andamz

mcm nk kahwin tau!!!

5 wanita yg bekerja keras

rezza soo emoish...can cry u noe

im still waitin 4 the pix from waty's cam also...waty can i haf the pix plz???

2007-02-08T02:39:00.000+08:00

m i the only person hu isnt skewlin bt is all stressed up about fyp???i guezz im bein paranoid.i guezz im juz too worried bout other people'z grade since itz their final year in skewl.no make dat final 2mthz in skewl..like OMG!i mean how m i nt to worry wen ilie called me sayin dat her drama wasnt "accepted" by her teacher.wat i mean is it juz isnt up to the expectation of her teacher.can u plz slap me in the face.to make matterz worse i read min'z blog.n she'z DONE WIF HER PROJECT!!!DONE DONE DONE!!!now all she has to do is juz wait 4 her teacher'z comment.n i bet itz gon be damn nice.wat nt wif ilie n fiza sayin itz like sooo SUPERB..i mean can sumone plz like make diz stress of mine go away??? itz nt even my project yet im soo stressed up...im suppose to be stressed up wif me gettin accepted into poly..NT gettin stressed up wif other people'z project.GOD!

oh oh oh...ilie was alreadi beggin me to convince loot to re-do their drama.i mean wat nt wif her teacher sayin "the actin isnt at all convincing" OMG!!!nt convincin???dammit...oh gf im realli stressed up...i dun mind helpin u sey.bt tryin to convince loot???gerl ill try my very best....bt knowin him...itz gon take a very long time plus MY PATIENCE...i can cry ok...eh plz la...to tink sum peepz ade impian nk masok poly.*that aws harsh wasnt it bt itz juz anger speakin* wen drama nya comment da terok..IM WORRIED SICK LA SIAL!!!KO TK FAHAM PE?!?

i was alreadi cryin wif all the pressure.n anger dat was inside me!!!anger due to sum people hu said he'll fetch me after goin to jb n lettin me chill at his crib.oh plz..im realli disappointed sial!!!to tink at 8 u smsed me askin me where i was...I THOT U WERE BACK IN SG DAMMIT!fuck sial!wen i called u...u said ure under teenie'z blog...wtf??like i said...I THOT U WERE BACK IN FUCKIN SG!!!fuck sial fuck!!!tau2 je ko ckp ko aru je nk gerak gi jb???eh ape sial...ko fikir klaka pe!!!satu hari aku kat umah mak cik EJ aku ade la fikir ko da masok jb..ngah tuka ni or tu or ni or tu..bt nooo...i dun even noe where the fuck u were!CHEEBYE LA!tk klaka la sial!u shud at least haf the fuckin decency to tel me dat u were gon go jb at nite la sial!!!i was alreadi walkin to the mrt station la siak!rushed la fuck!jln lincar kadok!!!nabey tul..tk guna la aku jln lincar2!ade aku ingat aku nk bual ngan mak ko!aku ade HAL NK BUAL NGAN MAK KO!KO TAU TK?!?aku rindu la siak kat mak ko!mana ko tau!cheebz siak!

fuck sial..kena cheated sial...n the bestest of best part is dat u said "da lambat siak.i wait 4 rusy to alik from jb" alamak...DARAH MENYIRAP!!!plz la...dgr2 ko tkleh gi jb pe wif rusy tengah hari...ko sendiri ckp ko nk gi jb lepas skola..NT AT NITE..therez a whole lot of difference between day n nite...brr...AKU TK TAU LA EH..if diz seemz fun to u den continue!

FUCK LA SIAL!!!!

p.s:ilie im sooo very sori i was cryin n shoutin over the phone juz now.i realli cannot take it siak..
ej it was realli nice to be holdin syuhrah!!!i wanna see her again can???

2007-02-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

for once im a very satisfied young ladee!!!apart from shoppin 4 my own goodz which cost only $51 im very satisfied wif wat i bought..kan ilie...u n i realli satisfied wif our finding kan gf???heheh..n it was nice havin lunch wif ilie n fiza...gerl come together...all the gossipin..or shud i say FREEDOM OF SPEECH n exchanging of OPINION startz...hehehe...bt i hafta thank ilie 4 accompanyin me on sat n makin me buy the stuff instead of othe stuf...MANY THE THANK U SWEETZ!!!

sun...gig la babe...gig...so far yest was the first ever gig i go to without bein hit or punched or kick at my breasts...*phew* the crowd mite nt be dat big bt i sure did haf fun...after the gig ape lagi....serang ljs n esplanade...muahhaha...u guyz better stop it eh..FINAL WARNING...brr...so aniwayz im like soo very the nice i cleaned up my room...yay!!!alamak...diam la i noe itz soo unlike me to clean my messy room bt plz lor im hopin to keep it dat way 4 eva...*prayz hard* k nuff said i shall juz post pix...shuddup la!!!

i would like to haf diz helmet*BIG HINT LOOT*

wen u hafta wait n ure bestest gf is wif u...u shud camwhore!

dee dee lookz uberly hottt! rawk on bebey

wen everyone juz wanna menyelit wen i take a pic!!!

sitt n i...

notin beatz slpin in the train ya'll

ps:SINGAPORE WON LA!!!YIPPEE

2007-02-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

itz realli high time i update since i haf all the time in the world as of 12am,1st feb 2007..i see sum people scratchin ur headz,ponderin...datz coz...IM NO LONGER WORKIN!!YAY!!!need a break sia...too tired ok..work everyday..no life u noe..lol..i do need a break.a long one...bt im lookin 4 a new job...now i see raised eyebrowz..yes i noe i said i need a break n im lookin 4 a job..u dun expect me to be penny-lezz do u???plz lor...i still need money ok...brrr...

so i did cock up despite it bein my last day at work..didnt get enuff slp n all..lol..bt it was fun doin cashier 4 the v last time...im missin spinelli alreadi...so the day was alrite...did sum pic takin of the store...n not the people...lol.i wonder y...bt it was pure clean fun..laughed my ass off 4 the last time at work,argued wif aslam 4 the last time...n also HAD FUN DOIN CLOSIN WIF SHAM 4 THE VERY LAST TIME!!!aniwayz shirley said she dun miss me.coz accordin to her she has a feelin i mite come runnin back to spinelli...*evil grin* maybe i mite...maybe i mite nt..see wat the future holdz k???the sweetest part was SHAM GAVE ME JELLY BEANZ AS A PARTIN GIFT...ala gerl u soo sweet...we were squallin at the back room.aslam was jelz..i noe he was...lol..n she got her bdae present from asal..which was an advance pay check..U SHUD HAF SEEN HER EXPRESSION..CLASSIC I TEL U..hehehe...overall i love workin wif sham 4 the last time...i noe i will keep in contact wif everyone at spinelli..datz 4 sure...hehhe

k enuf of all diz mushy saddy crap...here r sum pix!!!hehhehe

oh nt forgettin pix from last sat out wif ilie n loot n choc.although choc left 4 vivo n i didnt follow coz his planz blew coz everyone else blew too!!!

on a lighter note...i can now tie my hair!!!yes TIE MY SHORT,THICK HAIR!!!

2007-01-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

i noe i noe...ive been procrastinatin...bt wat do u expect...im juz lazy to update...very lazy to be precise...hee..im soo sick at the mo...i noe...i can hear sum of u naggin away...wantin me to see the doc n eat medicinez n all dat yucky stuff...no point ok...at the v least i shall eat panadol after diz den i slp ok???muackz..

so i went riding on wed...wif teenie,rusy n loot..hehehe...go ride lor....seletar dam,jalan kayu,tampinez...datz where i...i repeat..I WASHED LOOT'Z DIRTY N DUSTY BIKE...it all started out wif the guyz wantin to tighten his chain which was loose...ya..noisy..n i was scared to ride on his bike ok...rabak kan???so aniwayz it was soo unsuccesful dat rusy started to wipe his bike...n i gatal wipe loot'z bike wif tissue...yes tissue..jahanam la lau ade scratch..oh so we spent sum time washin it...well loot was such a lazy bum...n i dun like it wen he was k-poing nk wash his bike...podah...bt hor..it least itz clean now...bt kan i tink itz dusty all over again..bah...den we rode back to wldz.to my place whr i went home n waited 4 him to reach home...dat poor kid...riding wen he'z poofed!!!

on thurz lak i went to mos wif my gfz...ilie n fiza..heheh...i tel u people mos was packed la...there was even a q..a bloody long q..wat nt there was this "tertiary fling" organised by who's goin...unexpectedly i bumped into lala!!!he was wif his frenz n khai too..lol...kekek can..so we manage to jump the q n masok mos from the back entrance..we danced the nite away although the songz shuckz at the beginning....at the end of the day we had a blast ok..

nuff said..here r sum pix..enjoy

2007-01-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah...our prayerz haf been answered...quz is responding to voicez..datz realli sumtin good..he'z able to move his body..n he can open his eyez...half-way dat is.bt datz still gd..im prayin dat he will get realli well asap n out of icu asap.i pray 4 ur well bein...i noe i cried wen i saw u juz now.bt i nvr did expect such a quick recovery.it realli was unexpected.at the very least our prayerz was heard.amin....

a mum'z prayer 4 her child is the strongest ever...especially for a child hu has never been defiant to her thruout his life.alwayz seekin permission before doin sumtin.isnt dat sumtin a mum wud realli like to haf from her child?isnt dat juz great...i admire u quz 4 bein such a filial son...i do pray u will become conscience soon...

i do curse the person hu stole ur hp n the chain.how dare he/she do such a thang to u???u were badly injured wat nt wif such a great impact.n they had to do dat?or did u pass it to sumone to hold it 4 u???if so plz get it back...i curse the person hu drove dat lorry.how can he juz hit u n sped off??even if he was at fault or it mite be u..the very least he could do was help u.send u to the hospital.i noe the driver is alreadi sufferin from a guilty conscience.i hope he turnz himself/herself in...to tink u were left there on the road 4 2 hourz...2 hourz meanz alot quz..it doez.the blood clot datz in ur brain cud haf been detected earlier.ur bruisez n internal injuriez too cud haf been detected earlier.y is life like diz?y do people only choose to help wen it was alreadi 2 hourz later??y didnt sumone juz call wen they saw the accident?bt at least sumone did call n u were save rite?

quz plz get well soon..plz become conscience soon...i hope god hearz our prayerz..i noe he is...amin

ps:HAPPI 17TH LULU BERBULU!!!

2007-01-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

god...y muz u take away those hu r precious to me??1st u took away atuk...next u took away my cik bedah...now u take away yai...y god???y???i noe u love them all bt u do noe i love them too,dun u???

i noe yai has been goin thru alot of pain.i noe he has to take alot of medicinez.i noe he lovez u god.datz y he triez wif all his heart n soul to be the best servant.the best dat he can be.he mite be a quiet man.bt he is a very wise man,a loving grandfather,a compassionate husband n a good teacher.he'z a role model.a very good role model indeed.

"Aku kat sane dah takkan rase sakit lagi."...translation..."i will be fine once im there"...dat was wat he said..aniwayz...i wasnt feelin too gd wen i was at umah nyai the whole time.sumtin kept buggin me...sumtin kept tellin me sumtin aint rite..n well...now i noe y...coz he'z gone...my beloved yai is gone..he'z back in the caring armz of Allah swt...ill say lil prayerz 4 u yai...i will...

im realli wonderin how nyai n nyai zizah r coping wif thangz.they r way back in mecca.n we're here back in sg...i hope they r doin fine.i pray they r..nyai is lucky to haf spend the lazt few momentz wif yai..aniwayz she shud...afterall she is his wife..n they've been there 4 each other 4 a v long time...

i hafta accept the lost...i noe i hafta..n im lucky my manager let me off rite after the fone call from mum..wat nt..he heard me screamin n cryin at the backroom..cried thru-out the journey home..i mizz yai...i realli do...

bt as wise man alwayz say...life has to go on...

Al-Fatehah...

p.s:i love u yai...

2007-01-02T15:24:00.000+08:00

itz alreadi the 2nd day of the new year..time fliez uberly fast dun u tink so?for all i noe i didnt do much in 2006...graduated from skewl,got a job n worked my ass off.since itz 2007 im soo plannin to continue studyin.if i dun get to further my studiez,i soo haf no idea wat to do..i mean like hu doesnt wanna continue studyin rite???

so letz juz cut to the chase...
went to work late.oh dun tink i was workin.i was at work to clear the x-mas deco.n god it was soo tiring..den me,shirley n azzah walked around vivo..afterwhich all off us split up...went to meet ilie..hehe..gerlz bein us gerlz r alwayz late..oh sweetz dun wori.i aint mad or notin...at least u arrived kan..lol...so we went to gif syam his lunch n proceeded to bugis to get myself stuff..retail therapy has nvr felt ani better...n erm im broke to the max sia now..ilie left n i met wan n his pri skewl matez.met lyn n the rest at ps n head back to kapal n slacked...hehhee...pure slackin sia...

spent my nye workin at rcys workin.i tell u my feet achez a whole lot coz the shoe was uberly uncomfortable.it mite be sum tiring work bt hell yeah it was pure clean fun.wat not.drank from 7pm-1.30am.n my tummy is soo boncet at the mo..hehehe... oh at the beginning of the day i had the name tag wif the name "serene" on it..den after lyn beggin me to switch tagz i had the name "baby".how retarded can dat be???my god..n everyone kept adressin me as baby..eww...mcm minahz can??hehe...so at the end of the day i earned $94...n now im left wif only $40..mcm mana tk...spent $50 on cab n entrance fee at mos..brrr...party till morn...alik slp...

glorious monday was damn redundant...slpt till 6pm..ah ko...best sial tido...no disturbance no notin..hehehe...mlm klua meet wan...eh pakcik where'z my foot massage u promised me???hmph...ate ben n jerry'z...walked about...went to mkn at kedai kopi ntah which blk den head back to kapal...mar,lalat n an were there...slacked till 5am..walked home n slpt...

here i am...wonderin if i shud go pastamania to haf dinner wif lyn...GERL IM CRAVIN 4 PASTAMANIA LA...

2006-12-28T02:43:00.000+08:00

im bored...coz no one wantz to call me...coz everyone'z bz...coz they r either bz workin or bz lepakin..n im here...chattin wif razi hu'z bein the laughin gas dat he alwayz is n im gon go to bed soon coz im bored coz no one wantz to layan me..coz they r either bz workin or bz lepakin n here i m thinkin of wat top to bring to work tml..n thinkin of which shoe to destroy in the rain tml...n which bag to bring tml..ill hafta strike out my puma sling coz itz realli in a bad condition although ive used it like 3 timez...there'z no way possible 4 me to wear my adidas hand bag coz itz juz 2 small,neither can i bring my black tote bag coz i hardly use it...brr..

decisionz decisionz...

on a brighter note..ive been offered a job at a restaurant under wolfgang...he'z been wantin me to work 4 him since i dunnoe wen...he'z rather fond of my mum,my sis n me since my mum worked 4 him agez ago...n he'z a kewl kewl man..n they pay $7/hr...how kewl is dat huh???work from 6-11 daily...n erm...itz rite behind dbl o...so i can juz go club everyday...near la tu...so erm...i can juz take a bus to mos n momo n the cannery n all other clubz...erm...bt i hafta take the cab to st jamez...n as im typin away my sis is at st jamez...the nerve of dat lady 4 nt ajak-in her lil sis to st jamez...i tel u im pissed at her...im v pissed at her...bt i love her...

aniwayz since my contract wif spinelli will be up soon...i mite as well take up the offer...$7/hr n located rite behind dbl o..sape tknk kan???hehhehe....k go i wanna slp...

muackz...love u lil horny bastardz n cute lil angelz...

2006-12-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

MacD is the official place 4 everyone to slp over...hehhehe...like me...lol...ton til 3pm 2 wkz ago..new frenship blossomed...lol