23.11.07 2:45 am
itz been a tough 2 mthz of my life...i lost my pillar of strength,my huz n kissez,my best friend on 22 OCTOBER 2007 at 5.30am,my mum, Norlelah Bte Abd. Kahar
itz alreadi a mth n a day since mummy passed away...im still in a daze that she'z been gone for this long....although i mite haf lost the person i loved the most,im just glad that she'z resting peacefully now...with no more pain,heartache n problems troubling her every thoughts...i do miss her...i do love her..despite her being gone,she'z still here in my heart...n i noe dat she lovez me...
MUMMY I WILL SEE U IN HEAVEN...I LOVE U...AL-FATEHAH
not only dat...alot of my friends lost their loved onez during the mth of aidil fitri...i do hope u guyz noe dat i noe how u all feel...especially tawfiq...juz remember im a phone call away k topek..
despite all these deaths happening,life still has to move on.i noe im moving on slowly.a step at a time.at least dat'z a start to everything.
snapping back to reality,i did haf fun goin out for raya wif ilie n her clazmatez.i did cabot work juz to go out wif them.n i dun tink i made a mistake doin so..it was pure fun to be meetin them after a very long time.god i miss goin out.now i see myself as a workaholic alwayz goin to work n not havin time for my social life...well i do spend time wif my frenz on my off however i mizz the weekendz spent wif them..but hu carez rite bout work when u can still lepak after work..hee..
ani-o-wayz...i cabot worked again 2 wkz after the 3rd..lol...went out wif my colleaguez...ambik ko...lau 3 out of 4 close peepz at work go out together,it juz spells disaster...heheh...n lan oh lan...aku aru tau yg ko leh use standard charted nya atm to withdraw money for citbank...my bad..hehehe...oh wellz,we learn sumtin new everyday..
on that very week, lela had her pentas...initially it was only me,ilie n fiza...howeva zul also tagged...kewl or wat...hehe...the pentas was confusing..bt all'z well endz well...lela im sori la but last year'z was better.hee..n despite us only chattin n meetin like once in a very very blue moon,itz realli nice to meet u up even for a mere 5minz babe...n like u normally say - VERY BITCH
itz alreadi a freakin 3 in the morn n im over at idah'z crib havin a slp over..n the poor girl is alreadi aslp.shish...god i dun blief i hafta wake up at 7 in the morn tml juz to travel from gombak to work for a stupid product training....nabey...best part,we cant claim ani ot...shish!!!
k nvm..up to them...toodlez everyone..off to lala land now
