10.5.07 4:46 pm
mummy...u break my heart wen u said "kakak take care of urself k?mum minta maaf if mum uat salah kat kakak.kakak jgn noti2 ok?dgr kata ambok.pray for me dat ill be ok.dun cry k kakak.wen u wanna visit me juz do."
wen u said dat itz as if ure gon go away foreva mummy.i dun wan u to leave me here.i cannot lose u mummy.ure too precious to me.if ure gone hu'z gon kiss me,hug me n cook 4 me?hu'z gon be there listening to me whine n see me cry?hu'z gon comfort me n give me the motherly loving dat u give?no one will be able to give me dat kinda lovin dat i received for the past 19 yearz of my life.kak long cant gime dat kinda lovin dat a mother gives her child.no one else can.n i dun want another mummy.
I WANT U MUMMY!I JUZ WANT U!NO ONE ELSE!URE THE ONLY MUM I KNOW N URE THE ONLY MUM I WANT!
u told me not to cry.bt u cried wen u were huggin n kissin me.mummy i love u.i noe i nvr told u so n even wen i do itz nt realli heart felt..bt u do noe i mean it rite?u do kan?
mummy y mus diz hap to u?y must u undergo such a mind boggling operation?y do u hafta go thru it?wasnt it enuff to haf undergone it the first time?now its the 2nd..n u said there mite be a 3rd.it scarez me mummy.mummy plz shield me from this fear.
ill do aniitn juz to be sure ure alrite mummy.i will..i promise i will.ill listen to u,ill be there 4 u.ill be ur lil gerl.juz name the price n ill do it.i juz dun want u to leave mummy.plz.
i wanna hug u mummy.i wanna kiss u.i want to see u everyday.i want to get the loving dat u give.i want all dat.
i love u mummy.
