8.2.07 2:39 am

m i the only person hu isnt skewlin bt is all stressed up about fyp???i guezz im bein paranoid.i guezz im juz too worried bout other people'z grade since itz their final year in skewl.no make dat final 2mthz in skewl..like OMG!i mean how m i nt to worry wen ilie called me sayin dat her drama wasnt "accepted" by her teacher.wat i mean is it juz isnt up to the expectation of her teacher.can u plz slap me in the face.to make matterz worse i read min'z blog.n she'z DONE WIF HER PROJECT!!!DONE DONE DONE!!!now all she has to do is juz wait 4 her teacher'z comment.n i bet itz gon be damn nice.wat nt wif ilie n fiza sayin itz like sooo SUPERB..i mean can sumone plz like make diz stress of mine go away??? itz nt even my project yet im soo stressed up...im suppose to be stressed up wif me gettin accepted into poly..NT gettin stressed up wif other people'z project.GOD!

oh oh oh...ilie was alreadi beggin me to convince loot to re-do their drama.i mean wat nt wif her teacher sayin "the actin isnt at all convincing" OMG!!!nt convincin???dammit...oh gf im realli stressed up...i dun mind helpin u sey.bt tryin to convince loot???gerl ill try my very best....bt knowin him...itz gon take a very long time plus MY PATIENCE...i can cry ok...eh plz la...to tink sum peepz ade impian nk masok poly.*that aws harsh wasnt it bt itz juz anger speakin* wen drama nya comment da terok..IM WORRIED SICK LA SIAL!!!KO TK FAHAM PE?!?

i was alreadi cryin wif all the pressure.n anger dat was inside me!!!anger due to sum people hu said he'll fetch me after goin to jb n lettin me chill at his crib.oh plz..im realli disappointed sial!!!to tink at 8 u smsed me askin me where i was...I THOT U WERE BACK IN SG DAMMIT!fuck sial!wen i called u...u said ure under teenie'z blog...wtf??like i said...I THOT U WERE BACK IN FUCKIN SG!!!fuck sial fuck!!!tau2 je ko ckp ko aru je nk gerak gi jb???eh ape sial...ko fikir klaka pe!!!satu hari aku kat umah mak cik EJ aku ade la fikir ko da masok jb..ngah tuka ni or tu or ni or tu..bt nooo...i dun even noe where the fuck u were!CHEEBYE LA!tk klaka la sial!u shud at least haf the fuckin decency to tel me dat u were gon go jb at nite la sial!!!i was alreadi walkin to the mrt station la siak!rushed la fuck!jln lincar kadok!!!nabey tul..tk guna la aku jln lincar2!ade aku ingat aku nk bual ngan mak ko!aku ade HAL NK BUAL NGAN MAK KO!KO TAU TK?!?aku rindu la siak kat mak ko!mana ko tau!cheebz siak!

fuck sial..kena cheated sial...n the bestest of best part is dat u said "da lambat siak.i wait 4 rusy to alik from jb" alamak...DARAH MENYIRAP!!!plz la...dgr2 ko tkleh gi jb pe wif rusy tengah hari...ko sendiri ckp ko nk gi jb lepas skola..NT AT NITE..therez a whole lot of difference between day n nite...brr...AKU TK TAU LA EH..if diz seemz fun to u den continue!

FUCK LA SIAL!!!!

p.s:ilie im sooo very sori i was cryin n shoutin over the phone juz now.i realli cannot take it siak..
ej it was realli nice to be holdin syuhrah!!!i wanna see her again can???