5.1.07 1:21 am
god...y muz u take away those hu r precious to me??1st u took away atuk...next u took away my cik bedah...now u take away yai...y god???y???i noe u love them all bt u do noe i love them too,dun u???
i noe yai has been goin thru alot of pain.i noe he has to take alot of medicinez.i noe he lovez u god.datz y he triez wif all his heart n soul to be the best servant.the best dat he can be.he mite be a quiet man.bt he is a very wise man,a loving grandfather,a compassionate husband n a good teacher.he'z a role model.a very good role model indeed.
"Aku kat sane dah takkan rase sakit lagi."...translation..."i will be fine once im there"...dat was wat he said..aniwayz...i wasnt feelin too gd wen i was at umah nyai the whole time.sumtin kept buggin me...sumtin kept tellin me sumtin aint rite..n well...now i noe y...coz he'z gone...my beloved yai is gone..he'z back in the caring armz of Allah swt...ill say lil prayerz 4 u yai...i will...
im realli wonderin how nyai n nyai zizah r coping wif thangz.they r way back in mecca.n we're here back in sg...i hope they r doin fine.i pray they r..nyai is lucky to haf spend the lazt few momentz wif yai..aniwayz she shud...afterall she is his wife..n they've been there 4 each other 4 a v long time...
i hafta accept the lost...i noe i hafta..n im lucky my manager let me off rite after the fone call from mum..wat nt..he heard me screamin n cryin at the backroom..cried thru-out the journey home..i mizz yai...i realli do...
bt as wise man alwayz say...life has to go on...
Al-Fatehah...
p.s:i love u yai...
