29.9.06 11:06 am
MORN U PEOPLE!!coolin mornin i tel u...best kan..can slp again...bt no...i need to read up for my rtt.harap2 pass..tknk fail sey..brr...wish me luck okie dokie..
to lynn...sori i didnt join u yest.it was ur bdae..i was workin..hapi belated bdae gerl*hugz* n it was also my sis bdae yest..i didnt get her anitin coz obviously im broke n im realli broke..need a new hp..coz y??coz i lost it..itz like the 2nd time in 2 yearz i lost it..i guez i can go buy 4d now...0202..ahahah...
so back to y i wanna blog..i read my cousinz blog.n i was on the verge of cryin.my uncle.one of my beloved uncle is now back in rehab.my god.i haf no idea dat he was takin subutex.bt y subutex uncle??why??dun u noe itz banned in sg.itz like no1 next to ecstacy n wateva drug u can name.i mean y???did u nt realise itz a banned drug??did u nt read the box or sumtin???now im gon miss u durin raya again.n im still overwhelmed by the fact dat last raya u were out of rehab.i was.nt forgettin u remembered me despite the fact dat i am a big gerl now.
*ponderz if i still look the same to the time i was 7yearz old* i was touced.i didnt expect u to remember my name.i was pampered by u.ure a soft spoken person.u dun realli tok dat much juz like yai.bt im juz very disappointed dat ure back in rehab.i was realli lookin 4ward to raya n diz sun.i was...bt now life seemz to be fallin apart.
n a'an.dat lil mischievious cousin of mine is now in jail.an y r u soo stupid an???i can tel u i hate ur tattooz.i can tel u i hate the fact dat ure a mat.i can tel u i love u coz ure my cousin.i can tel u ure soo adorable n a real charmer.i can tel u im gon miss u diz raya.i didnt wanna go to work yest.i wanted to go to ur court hearin.an.y did u attempt to steal a bike an?do u even noe how to ride one?an y?asal buat benda bodoh cam gini an?of all the thangz dat i expected u to do was to do other notorious stuff bt nt attempt to steal a bike an.asal leh jadi mcm gini?dun u love ibu??dun u love ur siblingz hu look up to u?dun u love me??dun u love nyai n yai??dun u love ur fam?n i wudnt be able to see u for the next 3 yearz!!! 3 YEARZ A'AN!!3 YEARZ!!!i remembered last raya u were tokin bout tryin to get into skewl.bt u cudnt coz they told u bullcrap dat the coursez were fulll.im pissed off by dat.n i remembered u n me juz gossipin bout those stupid wankerz.i remembered u dissin the peepz u hate from yishun sec.haiz..im missin u alreadi.no more goin off to isap rokok wen we're out..no more gossipin.no more cousin to cousin lovin.
*hold back tearz*
diz is the 1st raya im gon miss alot of peepz
*holdz back tearz*
y is diz happenin??
*holdz back tearz*
life seemz to be darker now*
*hold back tearz*
god plz look after those who i love soo dearly.i realli dun wanna see anitin bad befall on them.i feel uselezz wen dat happenz.i pray to u god.plz dun let anitin bad happen to them.plz god plz.
