19.6.06 12:29 am
i miss diz stupid lame blog of mine.havent been bloggin 4 a very very long time now.all thanz to work n also all thankz 2 the fact dat my room doesnt haf ani cable.thus no modem n no net.oh n kan my comp effin shitzat la no wireless..brr.bt hu carez kan coz nowadayz ive been bz wif work.ala work.
i miss gigz,bdk 211,my darla min,ice creamz hanging out n watchin moviez.
the last gig i went to was organised by papa bear.n it was totally awesome can.it hit high.i loved the whole idea of ij bein soo damn packed n moshin is such splendure.oh i miss syuhrah,athena,tsue,ina,isha n the list of gfz n bfz juz goez on can.haiz..
i miss my darla despite the fact dat i spent like 20minz wif her last sat.im soo sori darla.i noe i shud haf stayed longer.bt my poor dad was all alone at home.n the sight of sumone juz addz up to me feelin worse.oh n nt 4getin dat 5minz of mengumpatin bout sumone.well nt reali mengumpat juz voicing out our pt of view bout we noe hu huh.bt itz nice to noe dat we realli do share the same "hatred" towardz dat sumone.n the only reason y the word hatred has inverted commaz iz coz hate is too strong a word to describe the feelin we haf towardz dat sumone n he perfect word to use is dislike.darla u noe kan im alwayz there 4 u.dun ever be segan if u need me by ur side or juz spend minz or hourz on the phone tokin bout notin.coz u're my darla n i dun wish to see u sad.itz juz nt rite.especially wif u alwayz bein there 4 me.i love u alot u noe.i realli do!muackz.*death hug*
work is such a bitch i tel u.well nt reali.itz only a bitch durin lunch hourz.everyonez oh so bz.n aslam bein my manager realli is pushy durin lunch hour.i noe y he doez dat.he juz wantz thangz to go smoothly n itz his job.n i dun mind him bein such a bitch.coz hey work is work.n lunch hour is wen everyone becomez mean lil bitchez.i love work ok!heheh..i love work n therez notin u can do bout dat.
n to ros lau ure readin diz.haiyo.u arh called me up 5 am in the morn!n i juz fell aslp after tokin 2 naz 4 an hour all coz he cant slp.u called sayin kama passed away.alamak.u realli made me haf such a panic attack u noe!i almost died!!!!u arh.realli scared the nite life outta me.lucky i was able to slp after dat!lau tk.i guezz i wud realli be a zombie at work!bt tinkin back on dat lil incident it made me laugh la.the way i panic n all.bt if it were true ill cry non stop!i alreadi miss dat lil brat n u callin me like dat sayin he passed away haiyo..i dunnoe how to describe it.
n im realli a slow person..itz like im at a n everyone else is at z.coz i juz watched the benchwarmerz.hilarious movie.bt the endin is soo predictable.duh.bt it was kewl la.watchin it n all.da lama tau i nvr watch a movie.ahhaha..lame i noe.brr..next up.silent hill n scary movie 4.ahahha..must watch.
life is a bliss wen u noe wat u want.like finally.i finally noe wat i want.i realli dun want an rs.nt now.nt after all we've been thru juz to go thru it over n over.tryin over n over.n lettin the past happen over n over.itz like a spoilt record on a spoilt record player.n it stinkin hell hurtz.n sumtimez u say u love me i guezz itz juz another lie.sayin u love me sayin u will listen n all bt wen u realli do "listen" u get all defensive blah blah ke blonk wen im merely voicing my thotz n feelingz.if u cant accept how i feel den we all noe itz the best it all endzbrr
i want a laptop.k im startin to side track.which meanz im slpy!so gd nite!!!love u people.
