25.2.06 10:54 am
i noe i said ill give it a week...n i noe itz nt even a week...itz over...yes all thanks to me...y?coz even w/o it bein a week we're arguin like maniacz...im gettin on ur nervez over n over...on ur bdae i soo wanted to meet u soo badly...bt since u said ure eatin out wif ur fam then 4get it la...n yes i lied bout doin ot...wat happened to surprisez??it doesnt exist animore aye...haiz...
wateva it is i dun tink i can give it another shot...yes i told u i lost hope...i did...only recently dat is...ever since i started workin itz been soo rocky...n yes blame me 4 doin ot endlessly...i noe itz soo selfish of me...especially now...ive been out wif my frenz oh soo often..im sori 4 dat...n i admit itz alwayz my fault...i dun hate u ok...i realli dun...i hate myself...
juz take care of urself...i wun bother u animore...
