15.1.06 10:49 pm
so there...ive finally got dat load off my chest after quite sum time...bt im still hurt by wat u said...juz finished cryin my heart n soul out...im gettin slpy now actualli from all dat crying..crying is a very tiring issue...my pillow is totally drenched...like realli drenched...it feelz nice to cry...load of ur chest...mucus juz flowing wif the tearz...ok datz gross...room is littered by infested tissuez...shall clear it up later...bt wat do u expect wen u feel soo much relieved...
i noe i was sarcastic...sarcasm is wat i am...once im mean to u ill get all sarcastic...n itz kinda rude...yes im a rude gerl...NOT A RUDE GERL AS IN THOSE RUDIEZ...im juz a gerl hu is rude...as in attitude wise...bt dat sms u sent...brr...gosh im startin to cry all over again...juz tinkin bout dat sms...im nt an animal ok...I HATE IT WEN PEOPLE ADDRESS ME AS EH POMPUAN...even mummy n sis dun use dat on me..coz they noe it hurtz...itz hurtz soo bad u can blow ur top n juz squirm in agony hearin dat...
am im nt human???im an animal???no rite...im human..IM A BLOODY HUMAN BEIN WIF BLOODY FEELINGZ...ITZ NT AS IF I DUN SHED TEARZ.I DO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF LAUGHTER...i feel those feelingz u feel too ok...i do...brr...now those 2 wordz r stuck in my head...itz echoing...echoing very strongly...very angryly...very firmly...can sumone plz stop the echoz...itz soo *out of wordz*
i wanna slp..bt i cant..im tired bt nt slpy...im yawning bt im nt in lala land...how?some one plz knock me on the head wif a frying pan n i can guarantee u im in lala land till 5am~!!!
coz itz all in my head i tink about it over n over again...i mean da sms...those 2 wordz from dat sms...IT HURTZ SOO BAD~!!!
i wanna cuddle myself into an egg n try to slp...
