16.1.06 9:59 pm
seemz like i cheated death twice early diz morn...first was wen i was walkin towardz da mrt station..thot it was alreadi safe to walk wen a taxi juz came out from nowhere...the second time was wen the company bus met wif an accident...n i can tel u diz..i dunnoe how the accident happened bt the glass of the bus was shattered to thousandz of piecez...the bumper was omg...hit my head hard against the sit infront OUCHIEZ~!!!n omg...wen i alight from the bus i was almost knocked down by a bike...boo...luckily the motorist missed me..if nt im dead now...melayang aku dibuatnya...melayang to the lamp post...like SUPER WOMAN~!!!den ill be covered in blood...oh n the paperz mite feature me in it...wow~!!!NOT~!!!it aint sum fascinating matter...
close to death aye...all coz i was too caught up wif...brr...it still hurtz...i sumtin sumtin... shant say...bt it still hurtz...now my heart'z dead...shattered..confused?a lil...rinn u noe kan kan kan...brr...*sobz*
oh n i didnt even do notin at work...juz went to sit in da locker for hourz...come out to juz show my face den im off to da locker to day dream away...even dat chikopek noez i went missing coz he noez sumtin aint rite...no mood to work n he covered my ass...thankiez u chikopek...stupid apek realli let me juz stay in the locker...
brr...OH..i didnt slp a wink..even if i did i was nvr realli aslp...juz a 15 min nap..den im awake...den im off to the loo...den off to nap again..den wake up...kitchen 4 milk...bed n the cycle juz goez on dat way...i need to slp...bt i cant...coz itz still in my head...i need to erase it from my head...those thangz 4 my head...n brr...his nick is soo targeted at me wen my nick is targeted at sum fucktard...wateva...i better try slpin...need to do work sia tml..i didnt do ani..brr....
in silence of a broken heart
