2.1.06 6:27 pm
after much thinkin n all ive come to realise dat 2006 is juz another year in my life...another year 4 me to realli get up n started on thangz all over again...another year to fall n stand up on my own two feet...another year 4 me to face the obstaclez placed upon me...another year for me to find out wat im gonna do for myself in da future n to find myself...
2005...*ponderz again* itz a year in which frenshipz was built n broken...i find myself betrayed by some...yet understood by few...to those hu realli were there 4 me i wanna thank u...
TO MA BITCHEZ:we've been frenz since sec skewl bt only got closer in sec 3...i hope our frenship will last till a last time...till death do us part...kita 5 mcm org giler...partnerz in crime...ala is the kakak hu keep us together..yati bein neutral help us decide wat we shud be doin...su ko satu2 la yg secretive...sama kita pon nk secretive...haiyo...open up to us ok???fika...ko da mischievious one...cpt la grow up..muhahahha...jgn nk stay dat 15 year old bitch tau...ko da 18...stop flirting soo much la...aku lak??u guyz noe kan..lol
THE GUYZ:kamal,nas,nadzif,luqman,azmi,zuhairi u guyz realli made ITE life the best of the best...i noe all of us haf been seperated one way or another bt i do hope or frenship wun juz go down da drain...we're all drifting apart...i lost ur hp no..im gettin them back slowly...plz keep me update n ill keep u updated on everything...i will...jgn gadoh plz...to tink im cryin rite now coz everyone'z seperated...everyone dun seem to be close to each other no more...wat happen people???i hope diz wun happen again ok???the bickering nvr occured before...y now??y???letz settle diz prob like civilised humanz ok???
TO NAS:im sori i wasnt keepin contact wif u due to everything...i hope ur ok..i hope u wun land in hospital again...plz take care of urself...heart attack aint no laughin matter...mkn obat ok nas...rest byk2...jgn fikir sgt psal itu u noe hu i noe hu ok???we'll settle it once n for all...
TO SUHAIDAH:su i miss u...like i said to the guyz we're drifting apart...bt luckily we still haf msn to stay in contact kan???brr i sori i buih u dat day ok???my fault...stupid work...bt nowi got a hp u juz call me ok???n u dun shy2 juz call my hp lau u got prob ok???our secretz r our secretz..we shant tell anione..letz bring it to our gravez...muackz...
TO LOOT:hun im soo thankful dat i found u...u pampered me soo much wif ur cute-sinezz,ur lovingnezz,ur cheekynezz...hehe...a day w/o u is like 10 yearz w/o u...its soundz soo exagerrating...bt itz true..although we do squabble n get oh so jealous of each other over small tinsy matter i still love u...n i dun wanna get seperated from u...thankz a kezillion 4 everythang...i noe u tahan my bimboticnezz,my stubbornezz,my tamperz my pms n all...hu wud be able to tahan it if it werent u...muackz...
TO THE FRENZ:im glad to haf met u guyz...i hope in 2006 we're able to keep close n haf fun...n if we haf our probz dun juz keep it to urself...let me noe ok??ill try to help u guyz as far as im able to...aniwayz i noe there'z alwayz the hp...call je call...jgn malu2...hehe...thankz 4 bein there 4 me...ill be there 4 u...it mite be ur day today it mite be otherz the next...love u loadz
TO MY FAM:i noe we're shattered...itz shattered ever since dat other person came along...we had our lil alibiz...bt the alibiz broke...brr...i dun wish 4 it to continue...although i do love all of u...brr~!!!haiz...
people i love u i realli do...although sum of u haf walked away foreva...ill alwayz remember u..ill do...n wat u left in my live will be kept in my heart whether good or bad...
