12.12.05 11:33 pm
seriously speakin im havin a fear of slpin...fear of wat mite happen..fear dat the same thing mite happen again...itz been happening this whole year...is sumthing wrong wif me???i dunnoe...wat i noe is dat the feeling is very undescribable...maye itz can be described as eerie...brr...im soo nt gonna elaborate on dat...i fear the night...i loathe day...haiz...
i cant slp n itz alreadi 11.40..ive to wake up at 5.15 am later on..brr..sumone sing me a lullaby...plz...guess im startin to suffer from insomnia...perhapz aye...brr...sleepless nitez...bda mood...brr...im no longer a morning person...brr...help~!!!ahahhaa..lame sial hsa..wateva..as if i care like dat...n letz juz say work is starting to bore me...on the contrary im still bein paid...a miserable $450...nvm...i shall juz hafta further my studiez..n yes i wanna do juz dat..hu doesnt rite???wait dun answer dat..i noe loadz of peepz da mls nk blaja...coz they're enjoyin making money...herm...studyin+ makin money=GREED 4 $$$...true???ahahha...i noe itz true...dun deny la u all...making money is the most splendid thang one can ever do...bt if ure from a fuckin rich fam...den juz splurge ur parentz money...bt dun b such spoilt bitchez n bastardz..
DOCTOR...y do i alwayz procrastinate goin to da dox???all due to pure lazinezz,busy scheduele n erm...i dunnoe...bt itz mostly due to the busy scheduele...brr...someone plz drag me to da doc...im afraid im gonna realli suffer from sumtin...oh loot dun dare drag me to da dox!im nt gonna be dragged by u..muackz...teehee...shoot me...
im tired bt i cant slp...help~!!!
