30.12.05 10:25 pm
this is soo random la babez..brr...all i wanna type is bout dis weird dream dat i had like diz morn???ya..diz morn..itz soo boring..bt weird gitu...im like soo fikiring bout it...like i dreamt im 18 n im married to a loving husband hu'z bloody hell drop dead gorgeous...n i haf two lil beautiful kiddiez...den i dunnoe wat i dreamt la...dreamt dat i fin work den i rush home den i bumped into my husband wif my oh soo sweet lil angelz...den like we reach home oh n i dreamt i had 2 lil sonz u noe...n like in da bus we tok in da train my sonz were sitting opposite me den wen we reach home we soo hapi together den wen i went to get the food dunnoe wat hap den like i was soo far away from my fam..i started to cry in my dream...n wen i woke up i was actualli cryin..i noe it happenz like u cry in ur slp den u bangun u cry in real life...dunnoe la...so like brr..i wish im married wif 2 lil cutiez..oh make them daughterz...or one daughter one son???ahhaa has dream on datz soo in da future...bt i wanna haf lil has n lil _____(hueva my husband will be) running around happily...oh n i dun wish 4 my children to go thru wat i did..i soo want them to haf a better future n better memoriez of their childhood dayz n u noe wat i mean...so boo..i noe u will be like wth r u typing has???bout marriage..n kidz n wateva...itz all thankz to da dream...hu carez kan...like i said ITZ RANDOM BEBEY...
oh n itz almost a mth since my attachment n kaching comin in...shud i get a new hp or juz stick to my plan of splurging it all...brr~!!!
tml is soo nye...i wanna go momo..i noe i said once dat i dun ever wanna go there again...shoot me...ahahhaa...bt kan tk kan nk tinggal kan the other half alone...n god now im bein paranoid...so ok i wun go momo...blueek
planz for the nye???go out...i got a date bt i dunnoe where the hell im goin...lol...boo...i noe...ala i dun wnana jejak orchard...if mcm xmas mcm mana???i mosh la..muahahhaa..aniwayz itz 4.10 am on the 31st of dec..nye la kirakan...boo...i hate sunday la
