3.10.05 12:39 am
zik plz la stop tryin to find fault ngan loot!!i dunnoe wats the deal..i dunnoe wat the fuck u want from me!!!u wanna get back at me 4 breakin ur heart n cheatin on u..diz aint the way man..we can tok shit out dun u tink so!!!bt seriously..wateva happened in the past is all the past!!n bottom line iz..WE'RE JUZ FRENZ!!!NOTIN MORE!!PLZ LA ZIK!!STOP TRYIN TO CREATE SUCH A FUSS OVER MA RELATIONSHIP WIF LOOT!!
U SMSED ME TELLIN LOOT TO MEET U UP AT THE STEPZ IF HE HAS A FUCKIN PROB WIF U..WATZ THE MEANING OF DIZ SIAL???BT GUESS WAT!!
LOOT TKDE HAL NGAN KO LA!!!DIA OK NGAN KO!!KO TU JE EGO BESAR SGT NK CARIK HAL!!!SIAL LA ZIK!!KO DA UBAH SIAL!!ZIK SKRG BKN ZIK YG AKU PERNAH KENAL!!N I DUN WISH TO NOE THE NEW U!!!FOR ALL I CARE IM STILL ME!!!I MITE HAF CHANGED...SO WAT..I DUN FITE 4 MY FREAKIN RITEZ NO MORE!!
COZ IM SICK N TIRED OF FIGHTIN!!N THANKZ K ZIK!!JUZ WEN LOOT STARTED TO TRUST ME U HAF TO MAKE HIM PISS AT ME!!!JUZ COZ OF DAT FUCKIN SMS U SENT!!
IF WAT I WEAR LOOKZ SOO LOW SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!ITS NT AS IF IM ALWAYS WEARIN LIKE DAT!!!I HAF THE FREEDOM OF CHOICE OF WAT TO WEAR!!N LOOT AINT EVEN STOPPIN ME..SO Y SHUD U??
I DUN GET U ZIK!!I REALLI DUN!!!
fuck la!!i showed u the freakin sms coz i thot u shud noe bout it..i
dun wan to hide no shit from u..coz u say im very secretive..if u juz wanna noe..
I BOTTLE UP WAT IM GOIN THRU!!I DUN WAN ANIONE ELSE TO WORRY BOUT ME!!COZ I NOE U HAF UR OWN PROBZ!!I DUN WANNA BURDEN U!!I DUN WANNA BURDEN NO OTHER PEEPZ BT MYSELF!!the only time u can catch me feelin soo nt me is wen im juz nt me..
i let u read the sms n den u blew..thanks soo much!!!u made my day bt then u blew it..notin gd ever last..notin!!!
i thot u wud at least i dunnoe..i dunnoe wat i expected u to do..i thot u wud like nt take it too seriously..i thot u wud juz shut it off ur systemz..bt no..u blew..u even blew me away..its hard 4 me to convince u on everything...gosh im stupid!!!i listened to jip's advise..aku bodoh siak!!lau aku tau aku diam je sial!!bila aku tk lang ko ko mengamok..bila aku lang ko ko masih mengamok..
I REALLI FREAKIN THOT U SHUD HAF THE DECENCY TO NOE!!bt now i noe better..i noe soo much better..
i shall juz shut the hell up..bottle up..
i juz started to open up to u..im realli startin to get all comfy all over u..well im wrong huh..
im sick of hiding my probz..im sick of sharing ma probz..wen i share it getz bigger...wen i dun tel it also getz bigger..so tel me wat shud i do..tel me..
aniways thankz the trust loot...i dun tink i can be trusted no more...
noe sumtin..
IM SICK OF BEIN THE MIDDLE PERSON!!IM SICK OF BEIN THE MESSENGER N END UP BEIN SCREWED!!IM SICK LA..can sumone else take over my position???i noe no one will..if i were to remain in da middle den so be it..ill b glad to stay...im gettin used to bein blame by everyone..even 4 the slightest thang...anione wanna blame me 4 sumtin i nvr did..come blame me...ILL TAKE FULL BLAME 4 IT..ILL BE HONOURED TO TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY 4 THE CAUSE N THE RESULT OF IT..SO BLAME ME..BLAME ME N ONLY ME..
IM TAKING FULL BLAME 4 EVERYTHING...dun blame urself blame me..i shud be blamed..nt u bt ME..I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME 4 EVERYTHING..can sumone plz save me...wait..no..i dun need to be saved..im alrite..im ok..so 4get bout rescuing me..im ok..i realli m...
