5.7.05 11:58 pm

my condolence to kamal n his family..im terribly sori 4 the lost of ur precious loved one..

got a call from him early in da morn n got to noe his lil sis passed away..it caught everyone by surprise..especially his family..to think we juz tok bout her last week...to think we were all prayin that she wud get better...to think dat she mite have a very big chance of recovering..to think that she wud be a very brite student in da future...bt all these were short lived..

Allah swt loves her more..to haf made a brite 8-year old demure lil lady go thru such a hard time n taking her life away..it mite seem unfair bt if God loves his creation he wud take them for himself n place them in heaven...its only part of life..u nvr expect anione to b wif u one moment n gone the next..

a young gerl like her had to go thru a very tough fite against a brain tumour at the age of 7..n it was only discovered in december 2004..n it was at stage 3..its was a great shock to everyone..especially to everyone who were close to kamal..despite the tumour being in stage 3 the doc said there was a high chance that she will recover..bt look at it now..wat happened??she's gone back to The Almighty..restin in a place which is so hard to reach..prayers 4 her wud be heard all around...

went to pay a visit..kamal didnt expect us to be there..upon arrival he seemed ok..bt deep down inside he was still wheeping..he talked bout how he regretted nt spending much time wif her..nt treasuring her...nt bein the bst elder brother..hearin his words it juz broke my heart..started to cry at the thought of losing a very young one..a young one who was beginning to embark on a journey to see n experience the world..it all happened too soon..

cant stop crying...although im nt close to mal's sis,i cud imagine and feel the lost of someone soo close to me...especially an 8 year old..

his whole fam seemed to be able to accept the lost..bt as everyone knows mothers would definitely haf a harder time..emotionally she was a bit unstable..bt physically she seemed alrite..bt wen she was tokin bout her precious baby she juz burst cryin..n wen she cried fidah n i juz cried..

its been the most exhausting day for all of us..especially to kamal n his family..

its juz a lesson learnt..a lesson in which God will juz take our precious ones away whenever he feels its the right time..n it juz goes to show everytin happens unexpectedly..we should treasure the ones close to us..

prayers will be said for u lil one....