5.7.05 12:00 am
first of all i juz wanna announce dat im juz so proud of myself..u wanna noe y??email me..flood my tag..flood my frenster..sms me..ask me n i wud tel u..no??u dun wanna waste ur time nor money..ala only 5cents also tk nk waste???btul tk nk waste??k la..since i noe majority of u r such lazy bums like me(i cant deny) i shall hafta tel u here n now..im juz so proud of myself coz i dun see the pt in cryin over a guy no more..bt i cant promise dat i will nvr cry over a guy la..bt maybe ill cry over the time ive wasted n the stuff i did..maybe..n maybe hu noes i wud be reminiscing bout the stuff after dat??great i noe..k most of u will b like..hey get straight to the pt..ok..i noe u guys r impatient..wat to do..i like it like dat..k it doesnt tinkle ur fancy to see me bid around the bush rite??k truth is..i realli got over zik..HEY STOP BEIN SOO SCEPITCAL..plz la..i noe u guys may doubt it bt hey..truth i tink no..make dat im postive ive got over him..been listening to truth is by fantasia barrino,we belong together n sum other songs..n wat's contented in it is wat i felt..used to fell..bt now im over it....i dun mind wateva he tinks bout me now..coz i noe its a gd 1yr n 4 mths relationship..although wanie n sum others mite be kinda devastated bout it i do noe dat its gonna be da last time the world wud see us together..ever..n su thanks 4 callin me dat day..i was finally able to remove everytin from my system..it made me wanna cry thiniin back bt hey no pt in cryin now rite..gotta move on n im proud i haf...i realli m..n wateva mite happen will happen bt i hafta make the right decisions..prevent loads of wrongs to avoid misconception..look im soo theorothical..fuck wat typa el m i typin here..oh ya notice dat da no of vulgarities has some how declined..although its nt dat much bt hey..cool wat..another proud factor...to zik..lau u tink dat we mite be together again in da future..tu tgk mcm mana la...bt i n su tau yg it wun ever happen again..i noe its 4 da last..im givin up all hopes of goin back to u..it hurts doesnt it??wat u expect...like u once told me..always expect the unexpected even though u expect it..i can sense its gonna b the last time we're ever together..so wateva it is..u tc of urself ok????n take care of dat new gf of yours...im nt jeles or wateva..bt im kind adisappointed in u while we were together...lets nt metion it..its all in da past...n we're living 4 da future juz like da way we want it...the past has notin now..juz work hard 4 our future..such philosophical words..my god has ur el damn corrupted..pardon my el 4 now k??aniways yeah zik....antara kita berdua tk akan ade pape lagi..listen to mahligaimu dari air mataku..it mite help some how...n like u usreslef wanted things to be..we're frens..awkward now bt we'll get use to it soon..dun wori k??juz call me wen u need sum help..i dun mind da disturbance..frens??
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