4.7.05 11:29 pm
ok the title is such a sucky one..i noe..bt its realli self explanatory..i made dis promise to hafiz..simply coz he realli does care 4 me..i can see that he realli does..sincerely..nt like some fat bastards out there hu say they do bt they dun mean a thing...n if u tink ure one fat bastard its up to u to decide..go figure aite..*smirks*ok...i can see his point of view on y he realli wants me to quit..so here it goes..1)he cares 4 me2)smokin is nt at all haram compared to drinkin3)its realli PHD..especially wen u get drunk in which i nvr..or did i??(nt important)4)it realli harms one's health5)i mite become an addict to drinkin(im nt i seriously m nt)6)its juz 4 my own good7)by quitting now im gonna save my life n god knows my child's life in da future8)im a gerl n guys usuali take advantage of a helpless damsel wen she's drunk..9)fuckin rubbish wud b uttered causing everyone to know fuckin idiotical hurtful truths..well dats wat i see la...bt i noe dats wat he tinks..except for 9..which is true soo true...aniways i noe fiz wud b mad at me for havin drank dat day..plus i kinda like ajak his fren to drink..so dat made me a meanie weanie..u i mintak maaf..im such a bad influence i noe...fuck kill me if u hafta..i realli m sori..im horribly sori...aniways i made a promise to fai in which if im ever tempted to drink i wud call him up n crap things out..k dats gd..wif dat said ...i awnna continue sayinI REALLI WANNA QUIT..COZ OF THE PEOPLE OUT THERE HU REALLI CARES 4 ME...COZ I NOW REALISE HU THE PEEPZ HU CARE 4 ME R..I REALISE ITS NT WORTH SPENDING CASH ON SUMTIN HARAM..N IT JUZ 4 MY OWN BENEFIT...MY OWN GOOD 4 EVERYTIN..EVEN IF IT DOESNT MEAN ANITIN TO OTHERS..IT WILL TO ME..n wen i were to think back on da past n all i wud only haf hafiz to thank 4 makin me quit..U i m keepin dis promise..i cant break it now can i??n i wudnt dare break it...n i realli dun wanna go back to my old self..im workin hard to change my fucked up attitude to be a better person..gime time k people..the outcome mite b a very long time bt try to be patient..thanks...
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