5.7.05 12:41 am
the title is da same as britney's song..bt er..no..it mite somehow contain the same content..bt i doubt so..im juz bein haunted by the flower zik bout 4 me...bt the haunting has now turned into a gentle reminder of the precious people around me..those who were there 4 me..those hu were sincerely helpin me all these while.. n most importantly it somehow reminded me on how cruelly ive treated everyone..how much ive hurt their feelings..n now its actin as a reminder that i shud appreciate every single person hu has crossed my path..eithe rnow or in da future..to my frenz im realli thankful 4 ur care n support...especially to su,rinn n allif..u guys simply noe how i feel la..simply u guys rox la..gegerl tak tau ape nk ckp la lau korg dua tkde..to my parents im grateful 4 all the things uve done 4 me..bringing me up..makin me hu i am todae..guiding me thru all the things a child can nvr learn from aniwhere else..n to my mum..mum kakak tau kakak very mischievious..n im worst compared to ur other 2 children..i will still love u n tc of u no matter wat..coz i find peace in ur loving..i find the meaning of care from ur patience..n ive learnt how much a mother cares 4 a child wen she cries...im terribly sori 4 causin so much hurt for the past 17 coming 18 yaers of my life..bt i wun take it as sum nonsensical fairy tale..to zik..although we pernah bersama dahulu..i juz wanna say sorry 4 hurtin u emotionally,physically n mentally..ure exhausted from this nightmare bt hey its over now...n thanks 4 simply having hopes dat ill change n bein soo patient wif my constant whining..to everyone else..well ala u noe la..i juz love u guys bt my attitude gets in da way.so now im declaring dat im actualli thankful 4 everythin..apologises 4 da shitty stuff i did..bt reflect on it as an experience...especially those humourous ones..to that only one purple flower on my desk...ull always be a reminder to me...ull always sit there..untouched..ull juz keep reminding me on how precious everyone is to me..thanks zik 4 gettin me dat..thanks
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