13.2.05 12:25 am
im gonna be a small kiddie n ask dis lame q we always ask ourselves..y must we fall in love??y?
its like u realli fall madly in love wif dat someone n like things happen..loads of things..da ups da downs..well 4 me its usualli da downs..da ups is like a short lived kinda ups..da downs r like goin on n on..haiz..
its juz like a roller coaster aite it..it will juz go on and on..n wen da rides over..u either hate it or love it..4get it or learn from mistakes made..now im learnin from my mistakes..all my mistakes..im realli pondering hard from a-z..head hurts from all this tinkin..n sumtimes wen i tink back i cry bout it..
all da times i was never there for him..all da times i juz blew ma top coz of my pms..i juz wanna thank u 4 lovin me da way u do..i realli appreciate it..since our love story has ended maybe a new frenship can be built..juz like u wanted..juz gime time..let me cool off..go mia..let me do da thangs dat i realli missed out on durin da past 11 mths we've been together..thanks..
zik if u were to read dis im realli sori 4 never bein there 4 u..im very thankful dat u were there 4 me..always..furthermore i wanna apologise 4 throwin tantrums at u baby..sori 4 keepin quiet..sori 4 always hitting u..sori 4 nvr hearin u out..sori 4 nvr givin in wen its mt mistake..sori 4 everytin..
juz wanna thank u soo very much 4 bein patient wif my fucked up bad ass attitude..thanks 4 bein there 4 me..thanks 4 lovin me da way u do...sure gonna miss dat special love..thanks 4 carin..thanks 4 da special times we had..thanks 4 cheerin me up n bein such a gd debator...had such a fun n exciting roller coaster ride wif u..
baby i juz wanna let u noe..u made me learn soo much..n thanks 4 showin me stuff n teachin me stuff which cant be found in ani book in da world..n in da near future hueva u r wif i wanna say take gd care of her juz like da way u took care of me..n love her da way u always love me..thankz boi..
