5.12.04 1:25 pm

im soo devi at da mo..dvi=devastated..gosh hu wouldnt??i mean syed..from bushmen will no longer be in bushmen...if u noe wat i mean..aniways he n his wife would be moving to melbourne ..*sobs* hey bushmen realli is a kewl band..they realli noe how to make me move..n todae is da last dae they wud be performing together!!

i got to noe bout dis well sad,heart-breakin news last nite while readin today..i was like dead tired from da whole gig n stuff n while tokin to HIM i read it..i almost cried..well now im cryin!!*goshies* HE was sooo nt comforting at all..all HE cud say was "ala u they will still be around except no syed..dun cry k" shish!!well man todae they will be performin 4 da very last time as a full force of 5 people..*Sigh* n it will be the opening for THE SKATALITES!!i soo wanna go bt hey i aint got da cash to..so i have to miss it..n i wun b able to see BUSHMEN..i soo miss em..from now on i shall listen to bushmen..like on a day n nite basis..NT!!!i will go sobbing if i do..haiz...da last time i saw them perfom was at the esplanade..n it got me soo wasted from all dat skankin n dancing..to tink i was standing in front of em for the very last time..well..wat m i to do??juz give my support to da band..no matter wat they do in life..n hey hu m i to stop syed from movin aite??im juz a fan of their's...support is all they need..aniways his fam is more important than his fans??guess so..

k lets move on wif a better thing aite??or shall i say err..i dunnoe wat to say..err..yest's gig was such a rip off actually waste of my time k??oh ya...now got 2 bands which is like nt gonna perform 4 a while...THE BOIS N BUSHMEN!!!goshies..2 gd bands..well yeah..herm..aniways the bois will only make a come back in 2006..for now they will take a break n er..yeah..dats da only detail i shall give..i went to da gig wif HIM,wan,afah,liza,fahmi,allif n darlin reen..bt met peepz like su,sue,betty boop n john..yeah dats about it..it was a rip off as they said cesspit was gonna perofm..hearin cesspit bein mentioned got me so motivated to go bt err...nah they didnt perform..so da rudies n i felt so wasted n soo eww!!!u noe wat i mean dun ya??wateva it is..we still had fun..tokin away..lookin at da peepz mosh..MOSH!!!watch ina n aishah pogo till bra's were unbuckled n stuff..sum skinhead was bleedin..gosh dat was like a bad thang ya noe...bt da one thang dat made my heart realli go shatterin was aliif bein beaten up..i thot it awas sum other punk guy hu got bashed up..bt i came to realise dat it was allif...i realli started to panic..its like they juz wudnt let him go..goshies..he came out beaten up,his leg well dislocated abit n he couldnt breathe dat peroper..Reen dun wori dat much ok..da skinehads did apologise..n allif..u better rest loads n loads aite...

HE was sick..due to HIS sore throat n moshin non-stop HE got a fever..dammit..ahaha y m i sayin dammit wen HE did notin wrong...man..its realli bad..HE fell while moshin hitting HIS thighs at da amplifier n dat caused HIM to limp a lil..aniways yeah HE was ok 4 awhile bt wen we got to foodstop n after we ate n all HE started to shiver like hell..realli like hellHE was gettin sick..i noe how dat feels..come to think of it its been a long time since i got sick huh..gd thang dat i didnt..aniways we left foodstop n sat at airfan..thot the rest were goin to river so we waited in da end they calle dn said they were laevin..we left to..haiz..HE realli is a pitiful fella wen HE'S ill n all..aniways yeah..we went back..HE cant send me coz he will miss da bus..i understand..i realli understand..if only HE live nearer to me..like lets say a few blocks aways dat wud b kool..hehe..bt hey cant la..

aniways im all bored now..n HE hasnt called..only conclusion is dat HE'S still slpin..lazy pig HE is..k lor.. i wanna go chat wif peepz..n gossip bout zeek wif mas..adios!