30.12.04 1:44 pm

i realli am pissed at zik for not wanting to continue skewl..coz like i told him im gonna give him 100% freedom..like helo his mum controls him at times n he doesnt like it..n im controlin him far worse den his mum...so mite as well not control rite..even if i were to control he wud juz i dunnoe get seriously annoyed...

aniways he doesnt wanna continue skewlin den its his biz..i aint gonna take notice no more..he can go ask lin to take notice bout his life...we made a promise dat he will continue skewl n i will help him n now he wanna go 4 ns..up to him la..gasak!!!

im not goin out todae..i dun feel like i wanna meet him..in which i seriously dun wnna meet him..dun wanna look him in da eyes..dun wanna be around him..n i dun wanna tok to him..i wanna chill on my own..i dun feel like goin out to aniwhere wif anione...i wnana be locked up in dis miserable jail i call home??bt i wud rather be in my safe box(my room duh!!!)

i wud rather sit home n do my own thing den go out wif my pals n him n waste time..doin notin out there..im bein anti social at da mo..bt heck..