9.11.04 8:29 am
me n HIM tok things out..he had to call lotsa times coz like sumtin wrong wif reception or its HIS phone..either way i realli dun blief my ears wen HE said dat he thot imcheatin on HIM!!!oh god!!in da first place y shud i be cheating on HIM?!Its just a plain excuse wen he said he dun like me goin out wif baby..i mean hello y shud i b cheatin on HIM??if i were to do so dun u tink i wud have left HIM like eons ago???
ok i understand if U r jeles dat im out wif baby its juz dat we coincidentally bumped into each other at orchard mrt n like i decided to wait wif baby 4 zal..aniways nadzif went off coz he was tired..bt there was still zaleha!!how can U say i wud cheat on U..im soo still in a major shock..i never did expect HIM to think this way!!NVR!!especially U of all the people i noe!!y r U thinkin dis way?!
da only reason y he thinks im cheatin on him is coz of one of his bro's ex cheated on him..HELLO!!!VENUS TO MARS!!!Y SHUD I CHEAT ON U!!DATS SUCH A LAME THING OF U!!THAT JUST GOES TO SHOW DAT U DUN REALLI TRUST ME!!GOSH HOW DARE U THINK SOO LOWLY OF ME!!!ITS ALMOST 9 MTHS OF US BEIN TOGETHER N LIKE U STIL TINK I WUD DO SUCH A THING??COME ON LA USE YA COMMON SENSE!!DATS SIMPLY SO SHALLOW OF U!!HOW CAN U!!!
k fine U wanna compare me wif others go ahead aite coz i realli dun wanna fite..im still hurting..my heart has just started to recover n now its like all over again..i have to start all over again..n now history has repeat itself..first it happened to me n MAX..n now its happenin to me n baby???oh gosh!!y r U doin this to me!!first of U have to thank MAX for gettin to noe me..if it wasnt for him WE wudnt b together at all n U mite b wif sum other gal..n now juz coz me n joe r rapat U r damn jeles n furious n thinkin all dis crap of bull..
u wanna compare me n u??lets compare aite..first of i do care 4 my frenz n U equally!!!bt obviously U r my main priority next to skewl dat is..still i do prioritise U!k da major comparison is dat U n ya adik angkat r nt dat rapat..u guys will lepak 4 like a damn long time coz u guys wanna catch up on stuff!!i on the other hand chat wif joe like everyday!!wats wrong wif U??is it coz my adik angkat is a guy which makes U tink so lowly of me??is dat y U detest me goin out wif him??or is it juz dat U dun like me goin out wif other guys?its alreadi gd enuff dat i did inform U of my whereabouts..im sori dat i didnt tel u we were headin 4 ct hall..it was juz a last min thingy okies..n plz dun tel me da crap of bull dat u dun wan my frenship wif other people to be affected..well its way too late 4 dat..it happened once n its happening again..so juz take it dat its a win-lose situation..a win for u..a lost 4 me..
gosh!!y r U soo cruel to me??
U r juz jeles dat im out wif sumone else..aniways so wat if joe is my ex..he's my adik angkat now..wats in da past shall stay in da past..y r U bringin it up??u met him b4 okies..n so wat if he has da baby face..he's my god-bro now..notin else..shish!aniways wat U were thinkin is wrong..so wrong..now U realli make me confuse..i dunnoe wat to do..U make me think if U realli do trust me..U make me feel so out of place..
ani-o-ways U no longer have to wori bout hu im goin out wif ok..i shall inform u of my whereabouts every 30mins n hu im wif..and another thing...dun wori bout me n joe..juz dun have to worry..aniways i dun wanna hear da load of bull dat u r afraid to lose me again..coz U make me doubt if i can b trusted by U n da society..i realli dunnoe wat to do..
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